I shouldn't have called Namine a bitch in front of Roxas. It was my fault he started yelling. I just wanted him to stop calling me a stalker. I love him. I also love Sora and Riku. What is wrong with me? Namine is right. I am a whore. Wait! I can't think like this. Namine is a retard and she is never right. I need to show Roxas how she really is. How can I do this? I couldn't think up a plan because I was interrupted by a knock at my door.

"Kairi." My thoughts were interrupted by Sora. "I want to talk to you." He was still knocking on my door. I opened it.

"Hey Sora. What's up?"

"I need to ask you some questions." More questions. Oh fun.

"What kind of questions?"

"About Namine." Nope I couldn't. Wait maybe this will help me with my Roxas situation.

"Go ahead and ask." He smiled and started asking.

"What did she do to you?" Here it goes.

"She spread some rumors about me that were not true."

"You mean the rumors that were said couple months ago?"

"Yes, those."

"Is there anything else?"

"Nope" Well there was that one time at her house with Selphie.

"Are you sure?" I could feel tears coming up thinking about what she did to me. I couldn't look at Sora. "Come on you can tell me." He lifted my chin so we could see eye to eye. Then the tears came pouring out. He automatically hugged me. "You can tell me when you're ready." I was ready now. I just needed my tears to dry up. I need to tell someone.

"Selphie and-"That was all I could get out at the moment. I tied again. "Selphie and Namine invited me to a sleep over at Namine's. I accepted because they were my friends then. We stayed up for a long time. Namine told me and Selphie she didn't have friends over that much. 'It's not because my parents won't let me. That's not the problem. It's because my dad was arrested for child molestation.' I felt scared then. I thought why did she invite us for a sleep over if her Dad could molest us? Selphie looked content when she said that." I was still fighting back sobs. "I didn't want to close my eyes at all that night. I was so tired, so I feel asleep." The next part was the hardest. "I woke up to Selphie and Namine giggling and Namine's dad on top of me with nothing but underwear on. I started screaming. Namine put a piece of duct tape on my mouth. I squirmed a bit, but I gave in when I knew that I had no chance. He stopped once it was daytime. Namine told me to not tell anyone of this night because if I did she would have her dad come murder me in the night." I started sobbing again. I couldn't stop.

"Kairi" That was all he could say. The only sound in the house was my sobs for quite some time. It stopped when I heard a knocking at the door.

"Who is it?" I said trying to wipe away my tears.

"It's Roxas. I want to say I'm sorry."

"Come in." He walked in and saw Sora and my tears.

"What's wrong? Are you okay? I'm sorry for yelling and calling you a stalker. You just got so weird and you told me you loved me a lot."

"My tears are not because of you. They are because of-"Oh Gosh here they come again. My tears started flowing down my face again. Those memories were in there and would not go away. The picture of her dad would not go away.

"I'm sorry for Namine has ever done to you. She will pay for sometime." I looked up at him. He was smiling at me for the first time in what seemed like forever.

"It was her father." That is all I could say to him and all I would say to him about this subject. I have relived it once and will not relive it again. I saw Sora whisper something to Roxas. There was another knock on the door. Why did I haft to have so many people at my house today?

"Hey Kairi can I come in?" I could hear Riku's voice.

"Yes, come in, join the party." He walked to see Sora, Roxas, and my tears.

"What's wrong? What did you do?" He pointed to Roxas.

"He didn't do anything. I was reliving my past with Sora. It was a bad part of my past." I explained to him.

"Are you okay?" Riku asked.

"Yes! I'm just dandy okay. The past is the past and can no longer be changed." Then my brother Leon walked in.

"Whoa. What is going on in here?" He asked.

"Nothing!" I screamed at him. I don't know why I felt so emotional. I sank to my knees and yet again started to cry.

"You guys should leave and give my sister some time." My brother said to them. I could hear them all whispering to each other. I didn't care what they said. I was too involved with my tears. I felt my Leon lead me up the stairs to my room. "Get some sleep sis. I will turn the T.V. to MTV for you. My Life as Liz is going to be on soon and I don't want you to miss it." I heard the door close. I began to watch My Life as Liz.