"Well, well, well... look who is here mother?" Jeremy says sarcastically as Dan and Serena approaching the table "the killer, my sister's killer" he finally said it.

"Jeremy!" Dan says softly.

"He didn't kill your sister" Dahlia says defending Dan, she knows the truth but no one else at the table want to trust him.

"Forget it, the king is here and Dan is happy shagging a new blur blood" Jeremy said to get everyone forget about what he just said. He hate Dan from the day that his sister's funeral, he also hated the fact that his sister was so fateful to him. Only to know that she killed herself because of one stupid fight with Dan, in fact people keep on talking about it, it hurts him. He has been searching for Dan for months but couldn't find him. Not in Ireland, not in Manhattan. So he finally gave up, give up hoping to search for the moron who killed his sister.

"I'm sorry, can I speak to Serena" Blair says entering the ballroom and straight to the table "I just need to talk to her" she says firmly.

Dan was concerned about it, she knows that Serena is going to get hurt again and it is all because of Nate but Serena gave him a weak smile, a smile that assuring him everything is going to be alright.

Ballroom, outside

There's a silence, Serena tries again to talk "what do you want to talk about B?" and still silence as Serena talk a step near to Blair. The small room is dark and Blair is not facing Serena at the moment, but Serena can tell that Blair is hurting inside, who wouldn't. She put her hand on Blair shoulder.

"Go away" Blair says, rolling her shoulder "I don't want to talk to you" she shouted.

"You called me out here, not to talk?"

"You mean you want to talk about my best friend having a relationship with my boyfriend?

"It's not a relationship!" Serena lied.

"Tell me, you never kiss him before, not a passionate kiss?"

"It wasn't passionate and we weren't in a relationship" she lied again. She still am afraid of Blair, and her friendship with Blair means too much to her to risk telling her the truth now.

"I swear to you, when we did kiss we were both completely stoned and we were lying looking at" she stopped herself from talking too much "it was a mistake and the picture was nothing, you know how tabloid play all this things out B"

"How can I trust you?" Blair asked stepping closer to Serena "how can I trust you that you actually am not with my boyfriend? Everyone keep on talking about you and him but I never thought in my wildest dreams that my best friend would do such a thing?"

"I'm not with him B, I'm with Dan"

"She's with me!" Dan said entering the ballroom, "I'm sorry I'm here, but I was worried about you. About the both of you" he said approaching "You've been friends for the longest time, I'm sure she won't do such a thing to you Blair"

"How do you know that?"

"I know, because the girl that I'm with is not a home-wrecker, she's more than that and I know deep down you know that" he said to Blair and Blair finally nodded.

"That doesn't mean I forgive you just yet" Blair said looking at Serena.

"In fact, I think we got to go" Dan said to Serena "I have something to show you at my apartment"

"I still hate you Serena?" Blair shouted.

"Blair, the person you should blame the most is Nate, yes Serena too" Dan said looking at Serena "but you're blaming your best friend like she some kind of a murderer"

"Like you!"

"Forget it!"

"Your apartment?" she asked.

"Yeah" he said "lets go, and Blair, you should go back to the party and I'm sure Nate is waiting for you" he said.

Dan's Apartment, night

"So this is where Dan Humphrey stays?" Serena said entering the loft apartment "Central Park East Apartment!" she said smiling "or Prince Niel Cooper?"

"Is that wrong?" he asked pulling back his key from the door "welcome to my apartment!" he said welcoming Serena to his place. He never brought back girls to his place before, he never opens up as much as he opens up to Serena before and the feeling he is feeling is definitely something he once had and it's killing him.

"No, it's not wrong" she said, analyzing his place and walk straight to his study table "the article you wrote that has my name in it"

"Yeah, give me that" he said trying to get it back from Serena.

"No!" she said running away from him "... and the hybrid of our Manhattan society, people says they are the reflection of their parents, the blueblood but one can't help but wonder how this part of culture function. They have everything that a girl could ever wanted, everything that a boy could ever desired but still they want to play things with fire. The threat and danger of having life under the influence. You're a nobody until you're talk about! And I will give a perfect example of a perfect girl from the ice world, a world which only the powerful and posh monarchy can taste is Serena Van Der Woodsen" she says looking at Dan who is clearly not amused by her right now, teasing him by reading his piece of work. "Serena Van Derwoodsen, the name it self is a reflection of perfection"

"Are you happy now?" he asked handing Serena with a glass of wine "it's poison!" he said smiling.

"Oh! You want to kill me?" she says playfully.

"I might?" he replied with a wink "just wine Serena!"

"I know that, chill a bit okay"

An hour later...

The pizza that they ordered has been eaten, the salad Dan made has been eaten, two bottles of wine is half way empty and a bottle of champagne has all been drunk. The conversation was largely irrelevant, for both of them knew where this was leading. Dan pretend that he is sober but he can't think straight. Serena left for the bathroom, trying to sober up but everything that is on her way to the bathroom she knock it down.

She keep on looking at herself at the basin mirror, she hardly feel the same way when she look at Nate anymore. Yes, the sex is amazing but she felt that sometimes it is not that anymore. She wants a permanent figure in her life. Someone that can take care of her. No! She said to herself, she's drunk. She keeps on telling herself over and over again.

There was a lull in the conversation just as they finished downing down a glass of water. Dan don't want to sit near Serena but there is something about her that is so breathtaking that he keep on looking at her.

"What?" Serena asked, smiling. She knows that Dan is trying to stand but he just loses his balance "Dan!" she nearly shouting, and she laughed "dickhead" she said holding Dan in her arms and look Dan in his eyes. His eyes are so brown and so lovely, she said to herself.

"I'm sorry, I'm just" Dan said looking into her eyes "your eyes is so lovely" he said, rolling his eyes once again because he knows that he is under the influence of alcohol but he finally said it "I think I'm gonna kiss you" as he says, his face is so near to Serena "I know I probably shouldn't say this" he said, his voice is low and slow, the smile leaving his face for the first time that evening.

"I know", the words were out before Serena even had a chance to think about them "I want you to kiss me" she finally said it.

There, it goes... the beginning of Dan and Serena or the end... within seconds they were kissing furiously, Dan's hands everywhere, Serena biting at his lips, wanting him inside her.

Higher, she held her breath in anticipation, lust screaming through her body as she waited for him to hit the spot. Higher. Higher. And his fingers gently brushing the outside of her panties, so softly she might almost have imagined it, the harder, then disappearing back down her thigh, teasing down to her knee,Serena sighed as she turned her head to meet Dan's tongue.

No going back now.

Walking clumsily, still kissing into the bedroom, falling onto the bed, tongues and fingers and mouths everywhere. Dan cupped Serena's face "you're beautiful" he says before kissing her even more.

Serena think she knows what she is doing, she keep on telling herself that this is just a drunken quick fuck! Just a quick fuck but Dan is moving inside her so gently and Serena is enjoying it like both of them is not under the influence.

They did it over and over again, four times to be exact. Serena's phone is in her handbag at the living room where the mess is. Everything is upside down.

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Next : is it a quick fuck from being drunk? Is Nate out of Serena's life? Is Dan the one? Mostly it is on Serena's point of view on everything. (the morning after)