Jet lag/Why can't I?
I am so so so so so so SOOOOOOO sorry! D: I can't believe it took me so long to update! I had a killer's writer's block and this holiday turned out to be busier than I thought! I am so sorry D: I'm a terrible author! AND THIS ISN'T EVEN A JOYFUL CHAPTER! And will make you not like me :( If you do still, LOVE YOU!But yea, I am so sorry it took so long!
Lucy:
A song you could use in your next chapter. How about 'Jet Lag'? It could be like Hanso's hiding abroad for a crime or something and Brynn's missing him?
There WILL be a prequel to this! With another song and it will make sense (I hope) by the end of this what the prequel is about!
And Lucy, congrats! You made me stop listening to 'Dress and tie' and various other Darren Criss covers and some of his own songs XD I hope you like it, I have a feeling that it will be really different to what you may have already had the idea but I hope you like it! On the subject of Darren-I SAW A PAIR ON SUN-GLASSES ON HOLIDAY THAT LOOKED LIKE HIS D: His neon pink ones, not his neon yellow that he had on his second time on glee project (Love that show!) AND I WANTED THEM SO MUCH! I wasn't allowed them :'(
ANWAY!
Age: 17. But by the end they're 18.
Songs: jet lag by Simple Plan featuring Natasha Bedingfield
why can't I? By Liz Phair
And I'm trying it in a different way this time-Song fic and in their POVS… YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!
And yes, this is now a mash up of Jet lag, and why can't I? so it will switch between lyrics and also to keep it from falling into the 'bad stories, AGAINST RULES' category I have changed some of the lyrics from both songs a bit as well ^-^
And yes, Brynnso clearing. In my head, Hanso is a cheesy guy :D He gives off that vibe… Is that possible? Can a cartoon character give off a vibe? Anyway, in my head he is cheesy which is why he came up with it.
Get a load of me, get a load of you.
Walking down the street, and I hardly know you…
I can't breathe whenever I think about you
I can't speak whenever I talk about you
7 years ago… It had been about 7 years since they first met. And now it felt like it was good bye.
"I'm sorry Brynn, I have to go. Otherwise they will catch me" He said
"You're always getting caught! Why will this be any different?"
"Because Brynn-"He began to yell, but softened his tone when he saw her flinch back at the outburst "Because Brynn, this time it will be worse. I really shouldn't have gone this far. Both the guild and the whole of the guard are after me."
"Not all of the guards" She said softly, barely louder than a whisper as she turned her head to the floor. He tilted her chin up to look into her eyes
"I know" And with that he let her head drop, and left out the window and into the night. And for one of the few times in her life, Brynn cried. Even though she knew that these feelings weren't right and she should care about this she did. And it hurt so much.
We're out at night
you say it isn't right
But I miss you more than anything
Back at home you feel so far away
I hate cramped spaces. So why in Neopia I chose to stowaway in a barrel is beyond me. I suppose it is my own fault for being so careless. Well we all get caught at some point in our careers don't we? This is one of the few times I wish I was still in the guild, another story, and then I wouldn't have to leave. I could have stayed in the area in one of the bases and not have to go through all of this trouble.
I would have been able to stay with Brynn…
A reason why this trip away will be good is to get her out of my head. It's wrong. I wish it wasn't but it's the truth. Anyway, this will be good for her. Thad will be good for her after all… I see how he looks at her. I know he didn't have a chance when I was around. Why? I have no idea. I just hope she sees him in the same way he sees her. I want to be able to return one day when we are older, I'm no longer a thief, she's no longer a guard, and I discover she quit being a guard and waited for me. It's all fantasy though, a nice one, but a dream in the end.
Isn't this the best part of breaking up?
Finding someone else you can't get enough of?
Alone in this bed, wakening up and being with,
someone who wants to be with you too?
Numb I miss him badly. And I can't feel anything. Why does this hurt? And why am I thinking about him, even when I'm with Thad? The first week he was gone was the worst. Thad saw I was upset and is trying to fix me. But I miss him. I appreciate his help, but he can't fix me. Because even though I'm with him I'm thinking of you, Hanso. It's only been a few months, but it feels too long.
"Brynn!" I see him call me, but all I can hear is you "Brynn, want to go get lunch?" His lips are moving and I hear your voice
"Um, sure" he grins and grabs my hand pulling me along. I go along with him and eat lunch with him and his friends. I stay silent as they laugh and joke about. I finish say good bye and leave. I go home to my empty house still feeling empty.
What a great way to spend my birthday.
I've been trying to keep busy all the time
Just to try to keep you off my mind
I wake up to your sunset
and it's driving' me mad
I miss you so bad
5 months. It's strange being away from Brynn. Hiding here on Mystery Island is nice and there are plenty of tourists to pick-pocket. But it isn't the same without being chased by Brynn and hearing her tell me not to do anything. I miss her and her anger. I miss everything about her. I miss her, her-self but what I regret most is missing her birthday.
I wanna share your horizon
and see the same sun rising
It's an itch we know we are gonna scratch
I miss you so bad
my heads spinning
I miss you so bad
I need to let go. It's been 6 months, half a year. I need to. It's been too long; he's not going to come back. I need to remember that. So this is me, letting go…
I miss when you say good morning
but now:
I can breathe whenever I think about you
I can speak whenever I talk about you
A year, has it been too long? I want to see her but I need to be sure it has all blown over. I can't make any more mistakes. But I think, it's time for me to come home.
Here we go, we're at the beginning
my heart, heart heart is so jetlagged
After I let go my life became easier. He isn't always on my mind and I can get by. Thad's not to bad actually, when you really get to know him. I won't tell him why I was a walking zombie for 7 months. Some things are just best to leave. I don't know what our relationship stands like at the moment. I love to still be slightly solitary but I enjoy being in groups again. Who'd have thought one person could do so much? Or in my case, prevent you from doing so much? So I'm settling in for a quiet evening just watching some overly dramatic soap show. During a break I get up and grap some food. And drop it all when I bump into something, or someone. I jump back and sweep-kick whoever it is. And then get a proper look at who it is
"Hi…" I look down at a certain blue Ixi pinned o the ground by my foot
"You've been gone for aa year, and all you have to say is 'hi'?" I'm glaring at him now but let him stand up
"Nice to see you too" He grinned as he dusts himself off. So I punched him in the stomach.
"You know, there is something called neomail," I said calmly, the calm before the storm "So why the hell didn't you use it?" I yelled at him
"Ow…" He was still holding his stomach
"Well?" I asked
"No answer, but you've been working out. That really hurt" He said staring at my fist
"Or you are becoming flabby" and I poked his stomach
"But if I was fat, I wouldn't feel it because of the fat"
"Whatever, just leave" I ignored the hurt look in his eyes as I said that as I walked towards to door "Door or window, you choose just leave now" He of course walked towards the window, classic Hanso, and looked back at me
"I missed you and in answer to your previous question, so if they caught me and looked at my mail, you wouldn't get into any trouble" and with that, he left just like he did all those months ago.
Here we go, we're at the beginning
Back at home you feel so far away
Turn the hour hand back to when
I couldn't breathe when I talked about you
I couldn't speak when I talked about you
It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it, So tell me
Why can I breathe whenever I think about you?
I believe that was my first angst. And I don't think it was too bad! I liked how the songs mixed together! :P
Responses:
Nightshadowmidnight: Yes, Brynnso. And yes you should have! You sort of did, but because you didn't watch it properly I will make you watch another one at some point. MUHAHAHAHA!
Whateva876: Yea she did! Awww! DON'T CRY D: I think TnT Would own it… Wish I owned it -.- And yea, this ended up being a different one to which I told you about. I need to get oever writers block on that!
Meneses2401: YAY! Thank you! Yea, With Hanso she wont XD ok, I re-read that when I wrote this and was all OMG! HOW COULD I FORGET! You realize that soon you will get an email asking you about it right? Just to warn you!
Amethyst3232: YEA YOU DID! Gee, I have no idea how that happened! Maybe it did have something to do with being a fan XD NOO! DON'T HATE ON THE AMEQUES AME! Or the Tometta! DON'T HATE ON THEM! And you really can tell how long it took me to update seeing how you are 14 chapters into a sequel :(
Tombraider97: Lol XD Guessing you enjoyed it then? Or is it a 'write more to get the story over and done with'?
NOCODANCER: You know, I bet you won't even see this reply -.- oh well, I WILL MAKE YOU! And I guessed wrong-VERY SNEAKY! I didn't realize you were so much of a fellow Klaine fan-girl!
Note. I still have a slight writers block! So I'm not sure when I will update-sorry guys!