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Hello! I feel terrible. I cannot believe I haven't updated in like month. I was busy, I was sick, I had a lot of crap to do, ect. and every lame excuse in the book. Bottom line, I'm freaking sorry and I won't let it happen again. That was way to long! But, I'm back!
I started reading the manga Tsubasa and I really enjoy it. Also, I read this manga called Empty Heart. So, if anyone wants to PM me and talk about either one, that would be cool. I officially started my Anime Club at my school ( along with my friends). If anyone has good ideas for any " school appropriate" animes to watch or ideas of activities we can do, just PM me.
I have an amazing chapter for you guys! Lots of awesome stuff goes down. Thank you for reading and the awesome reviews! Enjoy!
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'How do I respond to this? What should I do? Should I just go over there? I need to talk to Kaoru!' thought Kyouya. His heart was racing ever since he go the text. He read it over and over:
"Hey! I want to talk to you. Do you wanna come over to my house?" Texted Tamaki.
' It could be about anything! Right? It could be about school, the club, his drinking problem, Haruhi... Haruhi! I need to ask him about her. I have to. Not for Haruhi. For me. I need to know if he has any feelings for me. If he doesn't, then I will just forget I ever loved him. It will be hard, but I don't want to screw up our relationship as best friends.
I can't forget about what happened with Mori, either. I still need to get that sorted out. I didn't mean to say Tamaki's name. It just slipped out. But, I sort of understand why Mori got so upset. I guess he loves me, and us having sex is a big deal to him. I don't know if we can ever do it again, because he loves me and I don't want to hurt him any more. It must be hard having sex with someone who you love but doesn't love you back.
I need to talk to Kaoru! I really need some advice right now. I'm not sure why, but when I tell Kaoru about some of my problems, it makes me feel better. I need to respond to this text! But, how? I want to do this on my own. No help, no advice, no opinions. Okay, I need to clear my head. What is the best was to respond?' thought Kyouya.
He sat on his bed for what seemed like seven years, staring at his phone. Then, it hit him. He had to respond, or Tamaki will think he doesn't want to go over or something. He brilliantly responded: " Sure."
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Kyouya was standing outside of Tamaki's home. He hesitated before knocking on the door. He thought of all the ways this could turn out. He knocked. Suprisingly, Tamaki's grandmother answered the door.
" I didn't know that boy was expecting company. Come in." She opened the door. Kyouya stepped in and thanked her. No response. He decided to just go to Tamaki's room. " Tell the boy I need to speak with him soon." she said, in a harsh tone.
" Yes, I will." responded Kyouya. He started to walk to Tamaki's room. ' That boy? He has a name! And, no, it's not filthy child. It's Tamaki. The most beautiful name in the world. His is not a filthy child. He is a smart, wonderful, loving young man. Why can't she see that? He means the world to me.' Kyouya reached Tamaki's room. He knocked on the door.
" Come in!" yelled Tamaki.
Kyouya opened the door. He saw Tamaki laying on his bed. He was reading a magazine. " Hello." greeted Kyouya.
" Kyouya! I'm so glad your here!" exclaimed Tamaki. He got up and hugged Kyouya. " Come and sit on my bed with me!"
" Okay. I want to ask you something." said Kyouya. They walked to his bed and Tamaki went back to lying down and Kyouya sat next to him.
" Go for it!" exclaimed Tamaki.
" Well, I was wondering if you liked anyone?" asked Kyouya. His heart started beating faster.
" You are my best friend. I would have told you if I did. Maybe." Tamaki trailed off.
" Is that a yes or a no?"
" I'm kind of stuck between two people. I haven't really decided. I want to try both out." explained the blonde-haired boy.
" Who?"
" I can't say." frowned Tamaki.
A bomb went off in Kyouya's head. It was as if all his frustrations that were bottled up just exploded. " Why not? Why not?! I am your best friend! We should share everything together. I will tell you anything. Everything! I will tell you about my relationship with Mori, how I feel about everybody, how everyday I have an empty feeling in my heart and the only way for me to fill it is by sex.
I'll tell you about my hopes and my dreams, my weaknesses and fears, and how I'm treated at home. I will literally tell you anything! I will do anything! Just for you. Can't you see that your my world. Your my everything. Ever since I met you, I've loved you. You changed my life. All I've ever wanted was to tell you that!" He paused and took a deep breath." Now, I don't know where to go from here. I guess I just was sick of hiding everything away that I just went off. I'm sorry." admitted Kyouya.
There was a long silence between the two boys. They just stared into each other's eyes. Kyouya could stare into those extravagant, violet eyes for eternity. Tamaki leaned closer to Kyouya. Kyouya's heart raced. What was going on? What was Tamaki doing? Kyouya did not know what to think or do. Then, it happened. Tamaki leaned the extra few inches and reached Kyouya's lips. Kyouya closed his eyes, for he did not know what would happen next. A kiss.
Kyouya relaxed into the kiss. The soft strength of his intoxicating kiss engulfed him. He found himself wrapped in him, body, heart, and soul. Softly. Lovingly. The two boys breathed their love and their souls into each other in that one kiss. That one kiss; hard, yet soft; fiery, yet cool; a split second, but also forever. In that one kiss, he then knew what had been behind that smile, and it made his love for him grow even more.
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OMG! AMAZING! How did you like it? This chapter was so fun to write and I loved it. So far, it is my favorite chapter.
I have a question to ask you guys. I don't want to sound creepy, it is just an expirement. I was wondering if I should write a * awkwardly clears throat* sex scene that goes with this chapter. I would just publish it under a different name because I think I rated this story PG-14 or teen or something. And this scene will NOT be PG-14 ( or whatever)! I want to try it out because I've never really written one before. I want to see if I'm good at it and I should keep doing it... or I am horrible and should burn it in a fire and never attempt it , leave what you think in the comment/ review section or PM me.
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