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CHAPTER 5

2 September 2012

Ana's POV

I wake up in a very bright room with a killer headache. I try to open my eyes once more, but the bright light is too strong. Wait… light? I don't remember my dorm room having that big of a window. I try to open my eyes once more slowly and turn my head 90° and see a top to bottom glass wall on my left, and quickly close them again since it is too bright.

I try to settle deeper into the bed, and that is when I smell the intoxicating manly smell of the pillow that I know is definitely not mine.

I turn my head the other way around and open my eyes to see that I am in a queen – sized bed that is definitely not my dorm room. There on the nightstand the digital clock shows it is almost 9 in the morning. There is also a glass of orange juice and two tablets of advil.

WHERE am I?

SHIT.

What did I do last night? And whose room is this?

I tried to get up, but I was momentarily blinded because I move too fast. I quickly lay on my back again, waiting for my sense to regain again before I take the advil and gulp the whole glass of orange juice in one go.

I realized then that I am not in my clothes that I wore yesterday and now wearing an oversized plain t-shirt and boxers that are way too big for me.

Panic strikes me as I tried to remember what exactly happened last night. I drunk call Christian, and he came to pick me up, and I vomit on the side road. URGH! That was so embarrassing.

The door opens and Christian trots into the room wearing a singlet that shows his delicious muscular arms and shoulder covered in sweat, training shorts, and a pair of Nike shoes with his earpods hanging around his next.

"Good morning, Anastasia." He greets me, breathless from his run I assume. I shamelessly ogle the beautiful specimen standing before me.

It seems that I lose the ability to talk and keeps on ogling him until I realized that he raised his eyebrow at me and smirk. That would be another embarrassing moment #2 in less than 12 hours. He had caught me staring at his fine package.

"H…How did I get here?" I ask when I am done ogling him, but keep my eyes on his biceps.

"You were very drunk and I want to make sure you are taken care of. I don't want Mia to worry so I told her that you are spending the night with me here." He answers nonchalantly. Even though he doesn't sounds angry, but I know he is not pleased with my behavior last night.

"I'm sorry." I don't even know what I'm apologizing for, but I know he is not happy so I must've done something bad.

"For what?"

"For drunk calling you, for getting drunk, I don't know. Everything I guess." I give him my honest answer.

"Do you make a habit of getting drunk?" He inquires.

"Actually, I never get drunk. And I think I will never want to get drunk again."

"Good." His facial expression softens, but remain impassive.

"Who changed my clothes?"

"Me. I thought you will feel more comfortable to be out of your jeans that is covered in vomit." EW. I'm just glad Christian is willing to do all these for his 1-day-old girlfriend.

"Did you eat dinner before you decided to get drunk?" Yeah… about that….

"I knew it." He says, more to himself.

"I got your change of clothes this morning when I went jogging. I passed by your dorm and ask Mia for you clothes." He handed me a bag that he dropped earlier on the bed.

"Feel free to use the bathroom. I'll shower in the guest bathroom. Then I'll take you for breakfast." With that, he exits the bedroom and leaves me in complete silent.

The hot water has considerably sobered me up. I quickly put on the clothes he brought and feel relief that Mia packed me an extra pair of panties and bra. I search the bathroom for a new toothbrush but find none. I eye on Christian's toothbrush and quickly pick it up to rid myself from my foul breath.

Just as I step out of the bathroom, Christian comes into the room wet and glistening after his shower with only a towel wrapped around his lower body. I watch as one of the droplets roll down from his neck towards his chest down through the rock hard abs, and disappear when it reached the towel. I involuntarily gulp and lick my lower lip before I bit them. The room is getting hotter by the minute and my breath becomes more labored unconsciously. The dirty image forming in my brain makes me want to reach my sex to give a little bit of relieve.

His smirk breaks my fantasy away and I blush so hard because he just caught me having dirty thoughts of him.

"I… um… I'll wait for you outside." I lower my head and ran pass him towards the door and out. I can finally take a clean deep breath in relieve and make my way to the living room to sit on the plush couch while I wait for him to get ready. His whole being makes my body do crazy things that I never knew existed.

I take in the surrounding of his apartment from the spacious living room, kitchen, his bedroom, another bedroom and bathroom. This place is very beautiful, but it is lacking of a touch of home.

He comes out of his room a moment later and motioning me to come closer to him. I walk closer toward him and he holds my waist and kisses me gently.

"You will not get drunk again without my supervision, understand?" all I can do is nod my head dumbly and let him take my hands and guide me out of his apartment.

"I would like to offer you homemade breakfast, but I am a disaster in the kitchen. So lets go to iHop before I drop you back to your dorm room."

"Where exactly is your apartment located anyways?" Now that I think about it I have no clue where I am except in "Christian's apartment".

"This is the Continuum building on the Harvard Street. Its just a walking distance to the campus and have a lot of in house facilities." He explains as he open the passenger seat for me.

Breakfast was very enjoyable and now I am back in my dorm room ready to apologize to Mia for ditching her. I take a deep breath and enter the room.

Mia is studying on her desk with her glasses on. She turns her head when she heard the door opening.

"Hey! You are back! I'm so glad you are back!" she leaped from her chair and hugs me.

"Its very lonely to sleep in here alone." She gives me her best pout that makes me laugh.

"I'm so sorry for ditching dinner yesterday, Mia. Kate has some… issues… that she can't deal with herself." I told her honestly.

"No worries. I hope she's feeling better. How about dinner tonight?" she asks me. How can I deny her after ditching her last night to get gaga drunk?

"I would love to. I just need to finish my assignments first and we can be on our way."

"YAS! And since you ditched me last night, you have to pay for ice cream too tonight!" She says excitedly. Thank god she doesn't seems mad after I ditch her last night.

I got distracted midway finishing my essay when a ping of new message arrived.

Dinner tonight? – C

Can't. Going out with Mia to compensate last night. – A

Can't you ditch her for me? – C

Nope. She's gonna kill me. – A

Fine. What time will you finish class tomorrow? - C

Around 2 pm. Late lunch? – A

Stretch that to dinner? – C

Sure. – A

See you tmrw baby. X – C

OMG he just gave a kiss sign on his text. That's so sweet. Swoon.

"What are you giggling about?" Mia gives me a weird look.

"Um… nothing?" I giggle again.

"Oh I know it's not nothing. I bet it involves my brother." She smirks. Busted.

We decided to get pizza for dinner and it was sinfully good. I'm afraid I will waste my weight eating too much of these in my four years of college.

"So Ana, how is it going with my brother?" I knew she would ask that.

"Great. You know, the usual." I'm not really sure what else to say.

"Did you do it last night?" Her eyes indicate something suggestive. At first I don't understand, and then it clicked me what she meant.

"NO. I passed out after I got too drunk. Urgh. I will never get drunk again in my life." I face palm myself. Just remembering that incident makes me want to crawl under the earth and hide forever.

"Oh, honey. You'll never know," she winks at me.

"So is your friend Kate alright?"

"Yes. Just some family problems she is facing. I think it is taking a toll on her after 10 years." I sigh, not sure if I can be any help to Kate. "She likes to escape her problems with drinking and sex. She is actually very insecure but gives out a confident vibes." Somehow I opened up to this girl I barely knew, but feel secured that she wouldn't tell anybody about it.

"Oooo. I know that type of problem is definitely the most complicated problem you'll face. I mean, family is your rock. If it's messy on the inside, it is troublesome on the outside. And to be completely honest with you, getting drunk is fun once in a while, but getting drunk to avoid your problems is just adding gasoline to the fire."

I know my rash decision last night to go to the bar is a bad one, but that is the only thing that I know Kate will agree on. I hope she got home okay though last night. I'll text her later.

"Lets get that ice cream that you still owe me, Steele." She quickly changes the subject.

We go to the supermarket and grab the vanilla and bourbon brown butter in mini cups and eat as we walk back home.

As we are walking in silence enjoying our ice cream, Mia breaks the silence.

"Maybe you should ask Kate to hangout more with you, me, you know? Maybe she needs more moral support and friends to be there for her instead of getting drunk to her problems." She suggested. I think that is really nice of her to offer since she never even met her once.

"Really? I'll talk to her." I told her uncommitted. It's hard to picture Kate just having a regular quite night with girls and just sit and talk. Even back in school all she did with her cheerleading friends are something big and socially exposed throughout the entire school.

"Good! I think Elliot is coming here in a few weeks. We can all get together."

"Okay. I'll talk to her."

"He'll stay with Christian, so might as well hangout at his place." Mia is getting too excited for this get together. I am starting to warm up with the idea of it and try to be positive that it is for Kate's best interest.

That night I texted Kate to make sure she's okay.

Hey. You alive? – A

She did not reply instantly. When I am about to go to bed I heard a ping and see that Kate replied.

Hey you! Yep just hanging on. Miss me already? ;) – K

A bit…? Lol. So my roommate asked if you want to hangout with us. You down? – A

Sure. Can't believe at last you are inviting me to a hangout event! When and where? – K

Not sure when yet. Mia's brother is coming to town in a few weeks. – A

That is even better! Can't wait! – K

That was easier than I thought. I predicted wrong. I hope Kate doesn't have any intention to just hump and dump Elliot. I would feel so bad towards Mia if it happens.

Suddenly my phone rings and I see Christian's name on the screen.

"Hi, baby." He greets me once I pick it up.

"Hey" I said, smiling to myself.

"Did you have a good time with my nosy sister?" he asks.

"HEY I HEARD THAT!" Mia interjects. Christian and I laugh so hard at Mia because this sibling joke is too funny.

"It was very fun though." I told him.

"I miss you, baby."

"And I'll see you tomorrow right?"

"Yes. See you tomorrow. Goodnight. Sweet dreams." We hang up and I get ready for bed.

"Seriously, Ana. My brother is never THAT sweet to anyone. He used to be very moody and angry at everything. He acts like he needs to take down the world with his anger until gramps forced him to burn his excess energy to do physical labor in his backyard."

"He told me how much he admire his grandfather."

"He told that story to you? You are really special, you know? I know I said this already, but please be patient with him. A lot of times he is very stubborn. So make sure you put your foot down if you know it is not the right thing to do. I am rooting for my brother, but I don't want you to get hurt as well."

"Thanks for looking out for us, Mia."

"Anytime."

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Hey babe I'm running late from my meeting. Have lunch without me. I'll explain later. I'll pick you up around 4? X – C

Should I feel ditched on second date? Well, he did say it was a meeting. It must be related to his future company.

Sure. Hope everything goes well. X – A

He does not reply my message, but that give me time to do some reading for my class tomorrow and take some pointers so that I can be ahead of schedule with my studies.

It wasn't long when I heard my phone ringing hoping it's Christian. But I'm surprised to see Kate's name on the caller ID.

"Hey! Whats up, Kate?" I ask.

"Ana! Glad you pick up. I am wondering if want to hangout tonight?" She asks expectantly.

Shit. Should tell her the truth? I glance at my bedside clock and see that I have around 30 minutes before Christian picks me up.

"I can't. I have plans already." I answer her. That is one truth.

"Oh? With who? Mind if I tag along?" YES I MIND, LADY!

"Um… a guy kind of ask me out, so its kind of a date…?" Well, I did not lie about that as well.

"REALLY? Holy shit gurl! You sneaky little thing! What is he like? Where did you meet him? Have you done it yet?" Kate shoots out several questions at the same time I don't even know where to start.

"NO we haven't DONE it yet! Geez Kate I don't just jumped the gun and have sex with him without knowing him first." I roll my eyes.

"How is he physically? Tall/short, skinny/buff? Is he cute or handsome or nerdy?"

"Honest answer?"

"YES"

"He is totally Cinderella's prince charming." I said dreamily.

"Then why haven't you lose your virginity? How much longer do you want to maintain your virginity?" She asks impatiently.

"Until I'm ready obviously."

Even though the conversation is not heading to a direction that I wanted, but at least Kate sounded more like herself today.

"Well don't keep it for too long or he will ran off to another girl who will be willing to give it to him. Especially if he is THE prince charming." She mimicked my dreamy voice and I laugh at it.

"Dully noted, mom." I tease her.

I heard a knock on my door and I ran to peek at the peephole and I see Christian standing there with his…. Suit?

"Kate, I gotta go. He is here. Bye!"

"Bye! Use protection!" I roll my eyes and disconnect the phone call and motion Christian to come in because clearly I am not ready to go and got interrupted by Kate's phone call.

"Hey! Sorry I'm not ready. Kate called me right before you knock so I haven't change…" he cut me off before I finish talking. "Relax, baby. We are just going to my apartment. I figure that we can cook for dinner together?" he rubs the back of his head like he is unsure of his suggestion. So I decided to tease him a bit.

"I thought you don't cook, Grey." I raised my brow.

"Well you mentioned you like to cook and I am quite curious of your cooking." He tries to convince me over his sexy grin.

"Are you slaving me into your kitchen?"

"NO! I…"

"Relax! I'm just joking." I laugh so hard at him and he tickle attacks me till I fell on my bed.

"St… stop! *giggle* STOP! PLEA *giggle* PLEASE! I SURRENDER!" I said in a fit of giggles while trying to defend myself using only my hands.

As we catch out breath I realize that Christian is on top of me on my bed. I think soon it dawns him the position we are in and so he leans closer and starts kissing the hell out of me.

There is nothing sweet from this kiss. It is all tongue and passion and lust, all combined into one. He licks and sucks my lips till it is swollen. And as any other day, Mia effectively ruined the moment. Again.

"HEY! I'm bac.. WHAT THE HECK GUYS!" She quickly draws her hands to close her eyes.

"I DO NOT WANT TO SEE ANYTHING SEXUAL ABOUT MY BROTHER!"

"Oh shut up Mia. You always know when to interrupt us." Christian grumbles and pull his hair in frustration, clearly not happy that his sister interrupted our moment.

"Well you have a 2 bedroom apartment perfect to get intimate with Ana. Don't do it here please. No offense, Ana. Its not that I'm prude, but EW who want to see their brother or sister doing THAT!" she waives her hands around indicating our recent behavior.

"Come on lets go Ana." Christian pulls me off my bed pull me to the door.

"And just so you know Mia, Ana is cooking me dinner." He sticks his tongue out towards Mia and I have to surpass a giggle. These siblings are way too entertaining.

There is a loud gasp before Christian closes the door. Just after two steps out, the door reopen and Mia screeches, "NOT FAIR! Cook for me next time okay?"

"Alright. See you tonight Mia. Bye" I wave to her before Christian drags me out to his car.

"We need to go shopping first because all I have in my fridge is water and other beverages." He said.

The grocery store is as normal as any grocery store in Seattle, except that Christian looks like a fish out of water in here. He touches every single goods we passed and acts like a 5 year old in a candy store. He got fascinated with the numerous different types of breakfast cereal and grabbed almost all products that seem foreign to him. I have to stop him from buying the whole grocery store and focus on dinner.

For the umpteenth times I have to say "Christian. You do not need that. Put that back down."

"Don't you see Ana? It's Chocolate. It's good. We have to get it!" Christian argues back as if I have not taken enough chocolate to make a chocolate fudge brownies enough to feed the whole apartment complex.

"You need to work out more if you want more chocolate." I say dryly.

"I think my abs are perfectly fine. Or you want me to buff up more?" He asks me seductively. I blush so hard I decided to ignore his question. It's too embarrassing to answer.

We finish up shopping and Christian loads all of our groceries in the car and refuses my help.

Once in his apartment, he let me have full control of the kitchen. It's so weird that he bought a very complete kitchen set yet he never cooks.

"Can I help you with anything, baby?" he said while he take my waist from behind and pepper my neck with kisses, which is getting more intense by the minute.

I successfully manage to push him away and put a serious look on my face.

"As a matter of fact, yes. Please shred these cheese with that grater over there for the mac and cheese. Meanwhile I'm going to mix these brownie ingredient and pop it in the oven." I give him my sweetest smile and peck his lips. Per his request, we are having mac and cheese for dinner.

I think he is surprised that someone is ordering him around. His expression is too funny and priceless and I have to laugh at him.

"Yes, ma'am" he finally replied, giving me a salute sign and take the cheese and grater with him to the other counter.

Once I pop the brownie batter in the oven, I turn around to take a peek on Christian and the cheese and see that he has not even finish with one type of cheese. He is struggling so bad that I mentally slap my face. How can a person too smart like him doesn't know how to use a grater?

And as I approach him I see that he was using the grater upside down and I laugh out loud until my stomach hurts and there are tears in my eyes. He stops what he is doing and give me a weird look, he still have not realize what he did wrong.

"Chris… Christian," I said in between of my laughter.

"What?" he asks offended.

"You are using the grater upside down!" and I can't help but start laughing again. There is a hint of pink on his cheeks as he is embarrassed by his lack of knowledge towards the shredding device in front of him.

For his sake I tried to stop laughing and hold his hand to guide him into grating the cheese.

"There. Its not so bad right?" I gently hold his hands and slowly let his hand go.

I start to cut the pancetta into little pieces to add a little more excitement in the mac and cheese.

Its so amusing to see Christian so fascinated with the damn grater. It's funny and refreshing. Although I know that my dad would probably do the same if he is in Christian's position.

After a solid hour of cooking the mac and cheese, we are finally able to sit down and eat our dinner. Christian really took his time grating the cheese.

The conversation during dinner was light. We talk about little things and just to get to know each other a little more.

"So tell me about the meeting earlier." I ask him once we settle on the couch with a plate of brownies and ice cream on our lap, sitting as closely as possible to each other.

This topic seems to bring the kid inside of him and he smile so wide like a kid in a candy store.

"So at 11 when I was about to go study in the library, Ros called me for an emergency meeting. All she said was to dress professionally with my best suit and to be ready in the nearby café with my business plan and my confident ass. I texted her back to ask what was that about and she said that an opportunity is dropping on us so we have to be on our very best. That is all I need to hear and I get myself ready and head to the café.

"I came 15 minutes earlier and not long after Ros arrived. Turns out one of her father's acquaintance found out that his wife has been practicing BDSM with underage boys for the last 2 years while he is busy saving his failing company. He was so livid while he is trying to make a living for his wife, in return she was having an affair with underage boys no less. He also mentioned that they signed a prenup so if they are to divorce his wife will only receive 20% of what they owned and their current house.

"And you know what is crazier than all the above? It turns out that the man is Eric Lincoln. His wife, Elena Lincoln, is my mother's best friend. This makes him want to give me more than he wants to offer initially. He said he want to completely wash all trace of 'the pedophile' and does not want to do be associated even with the company that reminds him of his wife. At first he told Ros that he is selling his company for an extremely cheap price of $100,000. When he finds out its me he is selling the company to, he add in his 5 – floor building at the heart of Seattle as part of the contract to sell the company with and additional of only $20,000. He knows how bad I want to start my own company, thus the generous offer he made to us. He said that he wanted to move to the Caribbean to make a new business with his old pal.

"All he ask from me is $120,000 for the whole package. I panicked a little when he said that. I mean, I do have saving, but obviously it is nowhere near 120 grand. Since the Lincoln has been a good family friend to my family, Linc made another special condition. I am allowed to pay by installment within a year of signing the deal with him with a down payment of 10%. I didn't even bother to discuss it with Ros and I quickly extend my hand to make the deal. I was that eager to get my hands on real life so Ros can go to hell if she want to argue with me. Thankfully Linc laugh at my eagerness and said that he will give me a week to think it thoroughly. Ros agreed that it was a very generous offer since obtaining a strategic location for our office in the heart of Seattle will cost us a fortune and this offer definitely save us a lot."

"That is so amazing, Christian! I can't believe your dream is slowly becoming a reality." I can't help but to get very excited for him as well. I know I said this once, but I truly am amaze by his strong willed attitude even in his young age.

"I keep on thinking that my plan needs to be executed as soon as possible and here it is, right in front of my eyes. But its too surreal that I am afraid it will all be gone in the morning." He admits. "And what will my parents think if I dropped out right after this semester? I mean, I do have to pay Linc back within a year so there is no time to waste."

"Y… you are dropping out?" I think I look appalled. I am not being clingy, but we literally just met two weeks ago and now we are talking about separating? Talk about harsh life.

"Yes, baby. This is an opportunity of a lifetime. This is THE opportunity. The timing is just perfect." He was very excited one second, but his face fell when he see that I am not as excited anymore.

"What's wrong, Ana?"

"What does it mean to us? Are we going to…. You know… end this?" I harshly admit.

"WHAT? WHY? You don't want to be with me anymore?" He asks, clearly surprised that such thing occur to me.

"You know, you are moving back to Seattle, and I am going to be here for the next 4 years. You are going to be very busy with your work, and I will be with mine." I tried to look elsewhere and suddenly the empty plate on my lap seems more interesting than anything else.

"Hey. Look at me." He said sternly and turns my head towards him, forcing an eye contact with me.

"In my two years here, nothing good had ever happen to me. This year, I met the most beautiful girl in the world and now she is bringing me a lot of positivity in my life. She makes my world brighter and even gives me a little luck in my career development. She can bake a mean brownie and my favorite mac and cheese. I would be the biggest fool to let you go ever." And with that he seals it with a toe – curling kiss that makes me hot and bothered.

"If you are wondering what will happen in the future, I cannot give you a definite answer. But in the meantime I will be staying here till the semester ends. As I've discussed with Ros, right now we will work like crazy until the semester ends and if our plan runs smoothly, I will go back to Seattle to be fully committed in the business. Ros had work hard to finish in 3.5 years instead of the usual 4 years."

Even though his assurance put me in a little ease, I still can't help that I may not last forever with him. There are tons of beautiful girl out there, especially if he is to own a business at such young age. Meanwhile I am just some college girl trying to find my way in life. I tried to shake my insecurities off for the night and just enjoy the moment while it last.

As I put my plate on the coffee table, Christian pushes my upper body down the couch so that I am now lying underneath him.

"I want to focus on us right now. Let's not talk about anything else." And he descent his mouth toward my lips once more.

We start to make out like crazy on his couch and before long he stand up and throw me over his shoulder as he carry me towards his bedroom. I was surprised that I squeal so loud and give out a small giggle.

"Christian! Put me down!"

"Never!" he playfully slap my ass and throw me on his bed.

Christian quickly gets on top of me and resume his attack my mouth, kissing every inch of my face, down to my neck. His hand cup my breasts and gently massage it.

The sweet sensation soon stops and before I can even protest he flips me so that I am on top of him, straddling his erection. The first friction of my heated core to his erection has sends me over the edge and I can't help but throw my head back and savor the pleasure. Over and over again I grind myself against his ever growing manhood. Christian pulls my upper body towards his face and ferociously kisses me, touching me every inch of my bare skin through my shirt.

I am not sure where this is headed, but I know that I am not ready for sex. When Christian is asking permission to take my shirt off, I know that I have to tell him that I am not ready for this.

"Christian..."

"What is it? Are you okay with this?" he asks, mid pant.

"I... I'm… I have never…." Why is it so hard to tell him I'm a virgin?

"You never what?" Christian's face is full of confusion.

"I've never done… this." I answer quietly.

"This? Are you a virgin?"

Shit. He doesn't seem too pleased about the news.

"Yes. Does it bother you?"

Without answering me, he pulls me into his embrace and kiss me again with more lust and passion and heat into the kiss.

"It's more than okay, baby. And if you give me that greatest gift you have, it will give me the outmost honor." He replies.

"But I don't think I am ready right now." I admit.

"Shhh… it's okay, baby. Tonight is all about you." He shushes me and flips us over.

"May I?" he indicates that he want to take my shirt off. I can only nod my head and help him to take the shirt off me and take my bra along with it.

He slowly inch his face towards my breasts and pepper them with kisses. He lick and such the skin around, but staying away from my areola and nipple.

"Please Christian!" I plead, hoping that my small plea will grant me a little bit of relief.

He pops the button of my jeans and let his hand into my jeans towards my core. He press his finger on my clit through my panties and that just push me even further to the edge, but I know that it's not enough to make me come. His thick manly finger slowly makes its way inside my panties and the first contact to my lady part feels… "OHMYGOD! WHA…. CHRISTIAN!" and at the same time he suck one of my nipples and tweak the other. That combination sends me to the edge of the cliff, but before I fall he stops everything and start over his teasing.

He still won't budge and keep on tormenting me. I am getting more frustrated by the second and when I can't take it any longer I scream out and pull on his hair "PLEASE PLEASE! I NEED TO CUM!"

I think me begging for something turns him on because somehow i heard his groan and he feast on my breasts while he rubs on my clit furiously. Just as I think it couldn't get any better Christian sticks one of his finger inside of me and that is enough to make me come deliciously long and hard, his name on my lips over and over again. My eyes are tightly shut causing stars to fill up my entire galaxy of vision.

I am still breathing hard when I open my eyes. The sight in front of me makes me want to come once more. Christian is straddling my thigh, looking pleased by what he had done to me while licking his finger.

"Mmm… you taste so good." I blush at his word. It's the second time Christian made me come, yet I have never done anything to relief him. So I make a bold decision and flip him and take him by surprise. Before he can say anything, I quickly undo his belt and pop his jeans.

"Ana, you don't have to do this." He tried to coax me to stop, but whether he admits it or not it is obvious that he is secretly hoping that I am going to do what he thinks I am going to do. His persistent boner give me an indication that he wants this as much as I want it, so I push through my plan and assist him in taking his pants off.

"Ana, please. I thought you are not ready for this?" he tried to stop me again.

"Just because I am not ready for the grand finale doesn't mean we can't do other things. And I want to do this for you." I assure him and give him a long kiss before I resume my task on hand.

Once his pants and boxers are somewhere on the floor, I let this chance to really get personal with a real life penis. He is huge, as I expected. But I didn't know it is THAT big. How is that… monster… will fit inside me?

"Your pussy will stretch and adjust to accommodate him, baby." Did he just answer my silent question? Ohwell.

I slowly take his buddy with one of my hand. It is such a foreign feeling, It is hard yet feels so smooth and soft.

"Show me how?" I look at him for guidance.

"Just slowly move your hand, like this." He takes my hand in his and guide me to stroke his cock.

"Grip it harder. Yeessss just like that, baby." He let my hands go and starts to close his eyes, enjoying the sensation I am giving him right now. It feels so empowering that I am able to give him this pleasure. In return I feel so much pleasure coursing through my body just by knowing that I give him pleasure.

I apply a little bit more pressure while gripping his member and he gives me an encouraging groan. My soaked panties from my previous orgasm is getting wet again due to the building pleasure between my legs.

I want to give him a proper blowjob, but I'm not sure if I'll do it right. I take another peak at Christian and see that he has his eyes shut as he enjoys my handjob. Here goes nothing. I lean closer to his cock that looks like it needs more TLC and give the head a long lick.

"OH GOD! ANA!" his eyes pops wide open and he tries to protest, but I firmly take his cock with my hands and slowly sink his whole length into my mouth. He hisses in satisfaction and fist my hair in his hand forcing me to go slow. Although it takes me a while to adjust his size in my mouth, I slowly get the hang of it and bob my head up and down of his dick.

I remembered Kate telling me that variation is the key to successful blowjob and not to forget about his balls. So I try a new tactic of swirling my tongue to the head and sucking him and also to fit him entirely in my mouth. It was quite hard because I have a small mouth and he has an enormous penis. I play with his balls for a bit before he fucks my mouth. My jaws are getting sore so I am praying that Christian is close.

"Oh fuck, Ana! YESSS! That's it. Oh, Baby! FUCK! I'm going to cum! If you don't want to swallow…." I also remember Kate saying that swallowing is a no no for her because it is too intimate. But I do want Christian to know that I don't mind, so I double my effort and scrape my teeth at his shaft.

"FUCKKK! ANAAAA!" he explodes in my mouth and I can feel the hot spurt of his salty concoction hit the back of my throat. I swallow as quickly as I can, but he came a lot and some of it escape from my lips and run down my chin. I swipe my finger to clean the mess. Before I got the chance to lick and suck my finger, Christian takes my finger and suck on it.

He is still panting as he pulls me toward him, causing me to fall on the bed and we cuddle together in our post – coital bliss.

"Did I do okay?" I ask.

"Okay? Baby, that is by far the best blowjob I've ever had. Heck that was my first blowjob and you make my blow job fantasy seems like crap." That fact surprised me. I thought that he is very experience in that department.

"Oh?"

"Why are you surprised?"

"I thought that you are very experience," I shyly said.

"I only ever had sex once and even that experience was something I would like to forget."

I tried to turn my head upward to study his expression. As I expected, although he is physically present and his arms around my shoulder gently rubbing on my skin, his face is miles away. I tried to pry a little bit, maybe he would be willing to share with me to help me understand.

"What are you thinking right now?" I caress his happy trail just as he is caressing my shoulder.

"Ana, I have touch issue. And obviously the girl called me a freak because I didn't want her to touch me at all. I can react violently if someone accidently touch me."

Now I am even more confused. "But I am touching you right now? Does this bother you?" I quickly retreat my hand, but he catch them before I completely retreat.

"NO! I mean, it used to…" his uncertain expression made me gear up my brain to recall any moment I purposely or accidently touch his upper body area and then it clicked me.

"Is one of them the night I got drunk and try to lean my head on your chest?"

He gives me a sheepish look and I instantly feel bad that all these times I had been making him so uncomfortable.

"I..I am so sorry, Christian." I tried to apologize but he shush me.

"Will you tell me the no go area so that I can avoid it?"

"Surprisingly, it doesn't bother me too much. I flinched that night because I was surprised that I didn't feel any pain, just a whole new different feeling that I never experienced. A tingling sensation that makes me wants to pull you closer. Never had I crave another human being's physical contact more than that moment, and that I hope we will be doing that a lot more in the near future." He ends his confession with a sweet kiss on my forehead.

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I am awoken by an urgent feeling to use the bathroom. I quickly extract myself from Christian's warm and sinful body and head to the toilet. After relieving myself and wash my hands, I return back to the bedroom and see that it is 3 a.m in the morning.

"Shit!" I exclaimed, but I quickly cover my mouth afraid that I will wake Christian up. But it is too late since Christian starts to stir in his sleep and reach out his hand to search for me.

He quickly sit up when he realized I'm not in bed and see that I am standing in the middle of the room topless with my jeans still on.

"What are you doing up, baby?"

"I promised Mia not to leave her alone at night again! I need to go back!" I started to panic.

"Shh… come here, baby. Its 3 in the morning and I doubt Mia is still up waiting for you. And she knows you are with me so she will be fine." He tries to reassure me, but I still feel really bad. I ditched her too many times now.

"Baby, you are thinking too hard and its still dark outside. Just send her a quick text so that she will read it in the morning."

"Um okay…." I don't feel to good ditching Mia yet again, but Christian got a point. There is no reason for me to go back at 3 in the morning.

"Christian?"

"Hmm?"

"Can I borrow a boxer? Its uncomfortable sleeping in my jeans." I said.

"Sure. Take anything you want, babe." And he is back asleep.

After taking one boxer and a t – shirt from his drawer, I quickly go back to the bed and snuggle back to him and fell asleep instantly.

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