Sorry it's been a while. I have 3 kids and a full time job so not much time for writing.****

Waking up the next day at 3 am I knew I had to do something. I sat up. I had lost too much sleep over this and I needed to get over it or stop going over it.

A few things I did know

Edward was an ass to go with this plan but I can only hold him partially accountable. He was taking advice from his father and head boss at the time.

I still loved Edward and I need to figure out whether I am going to be with him or not.

My father was going to get an earful from me let me tell you.

I was truly only pissed about the being lied to part. Even I could see it was a good plan just not well thought out on my part and it was not executed the greatest.

I needed to keep my distance from Carlisle for now. Yes he was like a second father to me but he was supposed to be smarter than this and right now I couldn't trust him.

By the time I had finished getting ready and making breakfast the girls had woken up and come into the kitchen.

"What are you up to today ladies?" I asked as I handed Rose some coffee and Alice grabbed 3 pancakes.

"I need to stop by my parent's house to pick up some paperwork I left there for the design I am working on for wedding season." Alice told me and I nodded then looked at Rose.

"I have to run to the office for a few hours. I have a new house in the making for the Caputo family from church and they just called asking if I can add an upstairs glass pool that overlooks their backyard. The problem is that they want it in the same spot they had originally had their daughter's room so now I have to go do some mockups for it. What about you?" Rose asked.

"I already checked the stocks and sold a portion of Walmart that I had and bought into a smaller coffee stock that seems to be trending right now. It's only going to grow from the looks of these numbers so if you want in you need to call your people. I also need to go see Edward. I have some things I need to speak with him about." I told them.

Both hugged me and went to get ready for the day. Alice planned to go home tonight but Rose was spending another night. Emmett had to leave town for a few days but was coming back tomorrow night so she would leave here tomorrow afternoon and work then go home.

I needed to talk to Edward though. God that man could infuriate me like no one else and God as my witness I will beat him within an inch of his life if her think he can get away with lying to me again but some things have to change before I agree to get back with him.

Sighing I grabbed my keys and yelled to the girls to have a great day and to call me later and I left.

I waved to Cameron who picked up his phone to call someone but also got in his car to follow.

I'm an idiot for ever thinking that I could be like those scary Italian mommas and scaring off the men by threatening them with my shoe.

I snorted to myself.

It was a funny sight though. My short ass trying to threaten a couple of 6'5" men to go away or I'd whack them.

By now Edward probably knew I was coming to see him because his office building parking attendant had me ushered into the lot and I was met with Georgie Boy.

Edward's biggest and scariest looking body guard at 6'7" and 300lbs of just muscle. Seriously his peck muscle was the size of my head. But he was the sweetest man ever when it came to us women. He was lethal don't get me wrong but when around us ladies he was like a giant, and I mean giant, teddy bear. His wife Jane also happened to be the cutest little thing I ever did see. She was his complete opposite standing at a whopping 5'0" and 100lbs soaking wet. He doted on her. She was his sun and he was her warrior. It was adorable.

"Hi Georgie boy!" I was surprised to see him again when I walked off the elevator and hugged him when I reached him.

He hugged me back and told me Edward was with a client and that he would escort me to Edward's office because they were in the conference room.

"Who is he with?" I asked as I settled down in my normal chair in the corner of Edward's office. I had come to visit him a while back when we had been together and fell in love with this chair. I used to sit in this chair and read while Edward worked and when he had a client or phone call I would go get us some lunch or head home.

"Eleazar and his daughter Tanya are here." I stiffened and looked at Georgie as I sat straight up. I mean I know now that he wasn't ever with her but it still made my skin prickle and crawl with disgust and doubt.

Seeing my reaction he was quick to make amends by what he said and further telling me what it was about, "I am not allowed to tell you everything but boss told me to tell you he is taking out the trash so to speak. Everything is in motion and I am not to let you worry your pretty little head about it. Everything will be dealt with those 2 rats today. Other than that I am not allowed to tell you." He smiled at me but went back to his position of standing at attention looking towards the door with his back facing me and between me and the door.

His position pretty much blocked me from anyone's view if they walked in right now but they would be in full view of this monster size of a man that not only looked like he could kill but could actually kill you before you blinked at him.

I had one more question though. Georgie boy went everywhere with Edward. He was his right hand man when it came to security and he was his only personal guard.

"Georgie?" I asked

"Yes Miss Bella?" he replied but didn't turn around to face me.

"How was he when he was gone? How was he after he left me?" I needed to know. It was torture not knowing if I had affected him as much as he affected me and I don't think I would ever get the full truth out of anyone but him right here right now.

He cleared his throat and shook his head but answered, "That night that he did it I had to pry him off the floor of the home office. He was so hammered that he couldn't remember he had done it. He kept asking where you were and telling me that you had to be in danger if you weren't there." He sighed as he paused.

"You know boss and you know how strong he is. You know how crazy and possessive he is of you. You are his kitten. The star in his darkness and the flame of light in his hell. He went bat shit crazy when I had to remind him of what he had done. In better terms everything in the home office was destroyed. Everything. Every single piece of furniture he threw the chair out the window. He scared Paulie so bad that he left and called Carlisle to tell him boss needed sedation. What the boss needed was you. I have never seen Boss cry but I did that night. The next morning after boss changed. He's always been lethal but it was like he had no heart at all. He just stopped caring. He became this devil of a man and the only one to bring back any sort of resemblance back to him was when he saw you again. So if you plan to leave please do it soon so he cannot get his hopes up."

He sighed and I stood and hugged him quickly.

"I don't plan on leaving" I told him as the door opened and Edward walked in. looking up at Edward I also said "ever".

I felt Georgie leave and I was trapped in Edward's gaze. It was predatory and ooh it made me shiver all the way to my toes.

I remember that look.

Walking up to Edward I trailed my hands up his arms linked my hands behind his neck.

Leaning in I took a breath and whispered, "We do have to talk but I can't wait anymore" and I attacked his lips.

He was everywhere. He tasted like how whiskey makes me feel. Warm and just everything.

Everything rushed back to me. Every memory of being together, every feeling and it was almost too much. I needed a release and it had been so long since I had ever felt this way.

My back hit the door and oh god he felt so damn good. He was kissing on my neck, and probably leaving a hickey, which I proved to be right when he was finished and looked at it and murmured "mine" under his breath before he attacked my mouth again.

Clothes went missing and were thrown but I didn't give one flying fuck because when he entered me it was like coming home. I wasn't going to last long because oh god did he feel good and I wanted it all. He was thrusting like a wild man and I'm pretty sure my back is going to have some kind of bruise from the door but it only heightened the act.

"Don't stop, Please Edward, don't stop" I begged and he ground his pubic bone into that sweet spot.

I have no clue how long we were going at it but I couldn't take it any longer and screamed out as I saw sparks behind my eyes.

I heard him groan and bite down on the small tattoo I have on my shoulder that had his name in pretty scroll and flowers.

Panting he walked us over to the small couch and laid down still inside me.

God I missed him. I snuggled up to him and just breathed him in. Hoping to god this wasn't the wrong thing to do.