Here is Chapter 6 like I promised! This is one of many sex scenes I've written but this will be the first time others have read any of them, so please let me know what you think :D I believe this is my longest chapter yet, hope you enjoy!

Warnings: Hot, bloody man-smex :3 If you don't like it, I would recommend skipping this chapter all together. There will be blood, rimming, and some fluff in between :)

Disclaimer: I do not own BTVS, nor do I make any profit from writing this

ENJOY! :D

Also, I would like to dedicate this Chapter to sub0chick 3 Her words of wisdom and reviews make putting this story up worth it! Thanks hun!


Xander moaned into the kiss, wrapping his arms around Spike's neck; happily falling into the kiss. Spike growled, rolling his hips into Xander's, loving the friction and taste of the human. Sliding his hands down Xander's sides, he cupped his ass; lifting him. Xander's legs immediately wrapped around Spike's waist; making their erections press together again. They both moaned into the kiss as it became rougher; deeper. Spike could tell Xander was running out of air and pulled back, pressing his face into his neck to lick and kiss. Xander was panting, hands threading through Spike's blond locks.

"Fuck~…so good~," Moaning louder, Xander pulled Spike back up into another hot kiss, grinding his hips into Spike's. He wanted so much, he needed so much. Spike thought he was going to lose his mind. Xander's taste mixed with his warmth was overwhelming. He didn't think he'd ever get enough; he'd wanted his kitten for so long.

"You like that pet? You want more?" Spike whispered out against his lips, trailing kisses back to his neck. This time he dragged his blunt teeth over his skin, causing Xander to arch and moan louder.

"Ugh~ yes. Fuck, yes Spike. More." Xander's mind became even more hazed as the pleasure continued to course through his blood. All of it was so much. Spike's cold touch, his demanding kisses, and rough touches branded him. His hands slid to the hem of Spike's shirt, tugging it. He wanted to feel his body against his, he craved it.

"Off. God Spike, please." Xander would later lie if asked if he'd begged. Right now though, he wasn't beyond begging. Spike felt his cock throb at Xander's words. Holding him against the wall with just his hips, he ripped his shirt off; taking Xander's next as to save time later. Hissing at the cold skin touching his own burning skin, he rubbed himself against Spike again. He never thought dry humping in pants could feel so good. Still, it wasn't enough. He needed more. As if sensing his thoughts, Spike moved them to his bed so quickly Xander wasn't even sure if his hazy mind had led him astray. Laid out beneath him like a buffet, Spike felt his mouth dry again. Xander's eyes were hooded, his breathing ragged. A flush stayed glued to his cheeks, mainly from the alcohol but also from the pleasure rushing through him.

"God Xan, so fucking beautiful." Spike didn't even care at the emotion he let show through in his statement. He leaned down and captured Xander's lip again, immediately going deep and hard. Xander matched his pace, arms going back around his neck. He dragged his nails over Spike's back, making Spike growl. It sent shivers through him, and he wanted to hear him again. Scratching him again, he moaned out when Spike bit his neck; sadly not hard enough to break skin. Wiggling his hips up in want, he wanted to go further. He needed more. Spike undid Xander's pants and yanked them and his boxers off in one clean swipe. He was sure drool was coming out the side of his mouth. He wasn't over muscular, but his build was obvious under rich tan skin that looked beyond edible. Blushing, Xander glanced off to the side. Part of him wanted to cover his body from the stare but the other part of him was extremely happy Spike seemed to like what he saw. Threading his fingers through Spike's hair, he arched his body into Spike's; relishing in the growl that erupted in the vampire's throat when their erections brushed.

"It'll be easier to fuck me with your pants off." Spike swore he almost came in his pants at the statement. Removing his pants so quickly Xander wouldn't have even noticed sober, Spike almost came again when their cocks made flesh contact. The hot hard erection grinding against his hard cold one was a religious experience, if Spike was into that kind of thing. Pressing his hips into Xander's every time he arched into him, he continued to kiss his hard and deep. Feeling himself slip in between Xander's open legs, he finally pulled back to look him in the eyes. Lust and dare he admit, some sort of affection, stared him down in wait.

"Just do it. Fuck, Spike, I don't want to wait." Xander whined, rubbing his ass up against Spike's erection. Growling, he pushed Xander's legs up over his shoulders.

"Wait no more than, love." Spike slammed himself into Xander, almost ready to start thrusting away until he smelt the blood while hearing Xander's agony filled scream. Immediately pausing, he stared into Xander's face in shock. Xander's head was thrown back, eyes clenched shut in pain as tears leaked down his face.

"You fucking git! You're a virgin and didn't tell me?!" Spike hissed out, still shoved deep inside Xander. He wanted to pull out, but his inner animal wouldn't let him. This was his human and he'd take him how and when he wanted; which happened to be raw and now. Fighting against himself, he waited for Xander to speak. Whimpering, he opened his eyes, more tears slipping down the sides of his face.

"I...I didn't think it was that big a deal. I just want you. Fuck Spike, I've wanted you for so long. Please, just give me this and you never have to talk to me again. Fuck, just please don't stop. Please." Spike didn't know what to say. Xander was almost in tears, begging him to fuck him into the mattress. If he even thought about doing that now, he'd tear him even worse than he already had.

"You bloody fucking idiot, I'm not going to fuck you raw. I sure as hell won't fuck you torn like this." Growling at himself, he slowly pulled himself out of Xander. The shooting pain, plus his own emotions had him crying.

"I know I'm not who you want. I know I'm not good at anything, but fuck – Spike – please!" Xander sobbed out, not caring that he must look horribly pathetic. Spike felt his chest tighten with unexpressed emotion, sighing out as he ran his hand through Xander's hair.

"Love, who said I didn't want you?" Xander was shaking, refusing to look up at Spike. He never wanted to be this pathetic around him.

"It's obvious, isn't it? Why would you want me when you can have Buffy? I'm just a fucking lackey, and a guy." Xander choked out, trying to stop himself from crying. Spike's temper raged at the statement. He gripped Xander's shoulders, pinning him. Looking up in shock, he stared into Spike's angry eyes.

"You listen here, pet. Why the bloody hell would I want the psycho bitch that beats and rapes me when her heart desires, huh? Obviously you're still drunk because when I stuck my dick in you, I was thinking about you – a guy – not some whore. I happen to like dick, thank you very bloody fucking much." He growled out, staring deep into Xander's eyes. He was beyond shocked, and he wasn't sure what to say. His mind had started sobering the moment Spike penetrated him. Spike had a good point, but it was so hard to believe him - the gorgeous vampire – wanted him. The scobbies zeppo, their lackey who couldn't do anything right.

"I…I…I honestly dunno. I just, can't see why you want me. You left that night. Why did you leave if you want me?" Xander could feel the tears peaking at the corners of his eyes again, desperately trying to hold them back. Sighing, Spike leaned down to kiss Xander deep and slow. Sighing into the gentle kiss, he returned it all too happily.

"I didn't want to hurt you, disappoint you. I'll never say this again, so listen closely, I care about you. I don't know why, so don't ask; I just do." Xander's eyes widened in shock and happiness.

"The slayer just kind of…brainwashed me into thinking I wasn't worthy of you and that you'd never want me." Spike mumbled it out, looking away sheepishly. Xander pouted, wrapping his arms around Spike's neck and pulling him close.

"I just let you shove your cock in my ass and take my virginity. Do you honestly think I'd do that if I didn't want you?" Spike almost wanted to laugh at Xander's expression but didn't. He brushed his nose over Xander's sighing happily.

"No, love, I don't. Still, it shouldn't have been like this. You should enjoy it." Xander pouted, realizing Spike wasn't going to continue this.

'Like hell he won't.' Xander kissed the corner of his mouth.

"I don't care if I do or not, I want you back inside me. I want you to finish this," Spike frowned. No way in hell was he going to keep hurting Xander after this little admission of feelings between them.

"Now look here love, I want to be inside you. I want this more than you realize, but I want you to enjoy it as well, yeah? So let's do this right this time." Xander wasn't sure what he was getting at but felt his whole body tense and eyes widened when Spike slid down and his face was right in front of his ass. His eyes stayed locked to Spike's, not sure how he should react.

"…Spike…what are you going to do…?" Spike snickered, not able to help himself. He knew Xander would enjoy this, but he also knew Xander had no idea what he was going to do.

"Don't worry pet, you'll enjoy this." Going into game face, he slit his own tongue and started to lick Xander's bloody entrance.

"FUCK!" Xander's body tried arching off the bed, but Spike held his hips down as he tongue fucked Xander's hole. Spreading his own blood on and into Xander to heal him, he growled as he tasted Xander's own blood with his natural taste. Hell, his human tasted fucking amazing. He would have to do this more often. Xander couldn't even think to express how amazing he felt. He never thought Spike would do anything like this, nor did he ever think that seeing Spike's game face would turn him on so much. He writhed and whined, pressing his ass into Spike's face. He could feel the pain disappearing, realizing that Spike was healing him.

"Nnn~…Spike, please~…" Spike chuckled, swirling his tongue one last time around Xander's entrance before pulling back to smirk up at him.

"Was that enjoyable love?" Xander looked at him in shock.

"Enjoyable? Fuck, Spike, that was amazing~" Xander purred, pulling Spike back up into a deep kiss. He purred happily at his own taste and Spike's blood. Not once did he ever think he'd enjoy the taste of blood. Hell, he never thought a vampire would turn him on, let alone Spike. Returning the kiss with fervor, Spike grabbed the lube he had under the pillow. Xander was so caught up in the kiss he squeaked when he felt Spike's cool finger press into his entrance. It didn't hurt; so much as it was a shock.

"Sorry love, can't really warm my fingers." Xander tried not snickering, but it broke off into a moan.

"No, no it feels good..." Blushing, Xander wiggled his hips; pressing down into Spike's finger. Realizing it was ok to add another, Spike did; his cock throbbing at Xander's throaty moan.

"Do you know how nummy you sound, pet?" Xander blushed, unashamed as he thrust back on Spike's fingers. Arching his back, he gasped out as Spike slid in a third finger.

"Hah~! Ah~…Spike please~…" Legs spread open; Xander wound his arms around Spike's neck, pulling him into a deep kiss. Growling, Spike removed his fingers and quickly slicked himself and placed his head at Xander's entrance.

"Xan – pet – look at me." Hearing a change of tone in Spike's voice, he opened his eyes to look up at him. His heart started to beat faster at the emotion in the vampire's eyes he couldn't place. Spike had never looked at him like that before, and Xander would be lying if he said it didn't make him a little nervous.

"Yeah…?" Xander answered nervously. Spike began to slowly push into him, brushing his nose against Xander's. Gasping slightly in pain, it all seemed to fade at Spike's next statement.

"I really care about you, so don't question it again." At that moment, Xander completely relaxed, allowing Spike to slide all the way in. Xander was panting heavily; cheeks flushed pink and eyes lidded in pleasure. He'd never felt so full in his life. He looked at Spike, noticing the tension in the other's frame.

"Spike..?" He asked worriedly, reaching his arms to wrap back around the vampire's neck. Growling in his throat, he stayed as still as possible; knowing the moment he moved, he wouldn't stop.

"Fuck~ Kitten, so bloody tight~," Spike hissed out, tilting his head back when he felt Xander's fingers playing with the ends of his hair. Xander blushed darker, pulling Spike down to place soft kisses on his lip.

"Kitten, huh?" He didn't want to sound cheeky, but it was so hard when he heard Spike utter the nickname.

"Yes – fuck - my kitten." Growling louder, he pulled out; thrusting himself back in. Xander's back arched off the bed, his nails digging into Spike's back in pleasure. He didn't hear Spike's possessive growl over the sound of his own scream.

"Fuck, yes, yours~," Xander purred, wrapping his legs around Spike's waist; taking the older man deeper. Spike hissed, slamming fast and hard. Gasping and writhing up into the thrusts, Xander couldn't comprehend anything other than Spike in him, over him. It was all overwhelming. The cold body in and on him was distracting against his own warmth. It made something unknown coil deep down in his stomach that swelled up into his chest.

"Fuck you're so bloody warm Xan." Spike growled, slamming harder; his game face naturally falling into place. Xander cracked his eyes open with difficulty, moaning at the other. Yanking Spike into a kiss, he moaned when his own blood filled the kiss and leaked out the corner of his mouth.

"Hah~ fuck Spike, more!" Xander moaned, bucking into Spike's thrusts. Holding back from biting the man was harder, harder than Spike's cock happened to be inside the warm arse of his partner. Slamming into him deeper, he bit into his own lip to restrain himself.

"I'm so close Spike~ please!" Head tossed back in abandon, his neck was left wide open for assault. Spike felt his fangs throb and actually whimpered. He wrapped his cold hand around Xander, stroking the man to match his thrusts. Hearing the uncommon noise from the other man, he saw him eyeing his neck like a meal. Blushing darker than ever before, he pulled Spike down to reach his ear; trying and failing to speak coherently through moaning.

"Nnh~ will you…hah~…please bite – FUCK – me William?!" Xander screamed the last of the sentence, his vision going blurry as his climax racked his frame; making his body arch in half and take Spike right against prostate. Growling in pleasure, Spike couldn't restrain himself any longer and dug his fangs into Xander's neck as his ass clamped down on his cock, his climax making him rock into him over and over. Xander moaned louder, the pain from the bite and cold chill from the vampire's semen, making his body pulse out another small climax. The unknown feeling inside his torso slowly began to ease as he came down from his high. Relaxing under Spike, he ran his fingers contentedly through the vampire's hair as he licked the wound he made. Neither spoke as they let their climax's seep into their bones, both unsure of what should be said. Gently easing himself out of Xander, Spike rolled to his side; pulling the man to cradle him against his chest. Xander sighed happily, snuggling his backside into Spike happily. The cold body felt so good against his overly warm one. Silence still filled the air, making Xander even sleepier after the romp and blood loss. Yawning and snuggling closer to Spike, he sighed happily. Spike just nuzzled Xander's neck, nose brushing over his mark.

"Love you Spike…" Xander mumbled out before passing out. Spike's eyes stayed wide open in shock before a small smile descended on his lips.

'Love you too, my little kitten.'


Soooo, what did you think? ^^' -R.F.