This Can't be Real

We drove like 2 minutes when we got to the beach. I got out and waited for my sister to get out. God! Could she be any slower. I was starting to get antsy to see who all was coming. I was hoping with all hope that Seth wouldn't be there. I didn't need to see him after my breakdown.

"You ready? You've been staring out into space for like 3 minutes." I forgot...I space. Dammit. I hope she doesn't bug me about it.

"Sure,sure." I answered. Wait, did I just say that. Damn, reading each Twilight book 15 times starts to take a tole on you.

"Ok..." She said drawing out the word and giving me this weird look. I rolled my eyes and started to walk down to the beach. She soon followed, realizing I wasn't going to wait. When we got down there was Sam,Emily,Jared,Kim,Paul,Rachel,Jacob,Leah and Emily's sister and daughters. Wonder were everyone else is.

"Hi" Pretty much everyone said in unison. My sister and I looked at each other then at them this happened 5 times until we started giggling and jumping up and down like we were high.

"Are you Ok?" Jacob asked clearly amused. Hell Yeah! Were better than ok we just met the imprints and it looks like Leah and Jake are going out which me and my sister wanted to happed since Eclipse.

"Hell Yeah!" We both said at the same time and giggled like fools. The gave us this look and started laughing.

"OK! Sorry can we hug you guys again?" Sarah asked I mean we were both itching to hug the imprints.

"Um...." Awkward silence. We took this as a 'go ahead' and started to hug everyone there. Everyone was still in shock so they didn't really hug back. After that there was another awkward silence and we stared at each other, meaning they stared at us and we stared back with big goofy grins.

"Are we going to stare at each other or dance?!" Sarah yelled obviously bored. The turned the radio up and everyone started to dance a mixture of dances.

A little while later, Leah pulled me off to the side.

"Hey. I'm sorry about the Seth thing." Don't cry...don't cry...

"Hey! No prob bob! It does look like you and Jake are pretty cozy though....hint hint wink wink." She blushed. Hold on a minute are pigs flying. Leah Clearwater just blushed! I think I'm wasted.

"Oh...Shutup! I like him ok." She admitted it like it was bad. I started giggling and bouncing. This of course attracted attention. I went and started dancing and singing when my favorite song came on. Fully Alive by Flyleaf.

Telling Layla's story spoken

'Bout how all her bones are broken

Hammers fall on all the pieces

Two months in the cover creases

Fully alive

More than most

Ready to smile and love life

Fully alive and she knows

How to believe in futures

All my complaints shrink to nothing

I'm ashamed of all my somethings

She's glad for one day of comfort

Only because she has suffered

Fully alive

More than most

Ready to smile and love life

Fully alive and she knows

How to believe in futures

Fully alive

More than most

Ready to smile and love life

Fully alive and she knows

How to believe in futures

I was dancing not even noticing people watching. Yep, definitely wasted.

When I opened my eyes, I saw everyone staring at me. Everyone. Seth had showed up, with his girlfriend. Damn, she was pretty I could never compete with that. Embry and Quil were staring too. When the hell did they show up. Peoples mouths were hanging open, except for Sarah who was smiling like the cheshire cat. I hate you. I thought mentally to her. She had no idea but saw my face and started to laugh. I blushed a new shade of red and ran to the side until another song came on. A slow song came on and all the werewolves with imprints or girlfriends went to dance. I watched as everyone danced and I sat sulking in the corner. Emily's sister came over and sat next to me.

"I may not know much...or even know you, but I can tell you love him." I smiled at what she said.

"Doesn't matter." I replied.

" I think it does. You have a very pretty voice also." I blushed and looked back at what everyone was doing. I wish I hadn't. There was Seth, making out with his girlfriend. I couldn't take it, I snapped. I stifled a gasp and ran. Leah and Sarah saw me go. No one else payed much attention. As I ran I thought. He was her boyfriend that's what they were supposed to do. I did with mine. Were not together though. Still I'm his imprint. It felt like my heart was ripped out of my chest. I ran and ran until I realized I was in the woods. I was so sad there were no other words to describe the sadness and pain I felt. I stopped to sit at a tree and think and sob and to be alone. Suddenly I got this weird pain all through my body.

A/N Cliffy!

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