Chapter 6: rose.

I didn't go to school for the next day. Before I knew it, it was Friday night and I was packing my bags to leave.

"Please Rosalie, don't go. I have loved having you here." Esme came and hugged me.

"You have been so wonderful to me but this isn't I what I want."

"I understand. I am really going to miss you! So much!" she kissed my cheek.

"bye rosalie, safe flight." jasper came in.

"Thanks. Safe life, look after Alice for me."

"Will do. She will be crazy when you leave."

"She's crazy enough, I won't make a difference."

"So I guess this is where the good byes are being held then?" Edward came in.

"Yeah... I am going to miss that sweet sound of a piano."

"Nah you won't. You'll enjoy the quiet instead."

"Probably... But you played well!"

"Am I late for the good bye party?" Carlisle asked.

"Right on time." I replied.

He came over and hugged me.

"Nice kitty. Best of luck. Rest in piece or pieces depending on your death."

"Thank you. I think." I chuckled.

"And you didn't invite me" I recognised the voice.

"Jacob!" he ran over a hugged me.

"I barely know you and now I want to know you, you're going to get yourself killed!" he joked.

"It's what I want." I Whispered, "got nothing to live for"

"I know sadly. I just wished there was another way."

"Rosalie! What will I do without you! Now I don't have an outfit organiser!"

Alice came in and joined us all.

"Esme's got good taste. She can take my place." Alice came and also hugged me.

"I really don't want you to do this."

"I know you don't."

"Just so you know, you were the best sister I never had!"

"Is this everything rose?" the boys asked.

I nodded.

"Okay we will take these down to the taxi for you."

Everyone left the room. I stood just staring at my empty room. All my stuff was gone, all that was left was plain furniture.

"knock knock"

"Hay stranger" I said turning around to see Emmett.

"So this is really happening?"

"Yes. Yes it is."

"Unbelievable. I didn't think I had this effect of woman. Making them want to kill themselves." he chuckled.

"It's not just you, Rosalie hale was not born to be a vampire."

"I don't know what I am going to do with out you!"

"Live life like before."

"What if I don't want to!"?

"Then start a new life with Kate."

"What if I don't want a life with Kate. What if I want a life with you."

"Please don't make this harder than it has to be, just give me a hug and let me go." I walked over to him and he gave me a huge classical Emmett bear hug.

"goodbye rosalie." he whispered.

"bye emmett, have a nice life."

I let go and walked out the front door.

I got in the taxi.

"Phoenix airport please" the taxi engine started this was it. I looked out the window smiling and waving good bye. Everyone was there but Emmett.

The taxi drove off. This was it, a new beginning. Or a new end whichever way you looked at it.

After a long drive the taxi finally pulled over. I got out with my suitcase and handbag.

"Thanks. Keep the change" I handed the driver the money and got walking to the airport entrance.

It was so busy. The smell of sweaty, tired and stressed people over welled me! I took several deep breaths calming my sense's down.

Firstly I had to get myself checked in for the flight.

I found my station point and walked over, the queue was not too bad.

"Passport and plane ticket please." I handed a short brown haired lady.

"Rosalie hale?"

"Last time I checked."

"Did you hear on the news about that Rosalie hale girl who was stabbed in Rochester."

"Oh yes how awful that it is. Her poor family..."

"how come your eyes are violet in this but looking at your eyes now they're are going like a misty dark brown?" she asked me.

"These are my special contacts, I can't see anything without them. I am part blind in both my eyes." I said crossing my fingers.

"oh yes yes okay. Your bag please." I lifted the bag onto the table with no effort.

She labelled and sent it on its way to my plane.

"Have a safe flight." she handed me back my passport and plane ticket.

I remembered that next I had to go through to security.

A guy handed me a tray I loaded my stuff into it and headed through security.

Once on the other side, I heard that my plane was ready to load.

I grabbed my bag and headed to my section. D 35.

I was given the all clear and I soon boarded onto my flight.

I took a seat, buckled up my seat belt. The plane went through the safety instructions and the captain shared a few words. It wasn't long before we were up in the air and on our way to Italy.

"Your a really pretty lady!" the little girl said to next to me.

"Thank you. Your a very beautiful girl too!"

"my mummy is prettier though."

"What's your name?"

"Connie."

"That's a lovely name, why are you going to Italy?"

"for mummy's birthday surprise from daddy."

"That's was nice of daddy."

"It was I guess. He is trying to win mummy back."

"How come?"

"well mummy says that daddy sleeps with a lot of dirty ladies behind her back."

"Oh. Are you excited?"

"Very! Why are you going?"

"I am a really bad person. I am going to clear my sins you could say."

"Why are you bad?"

"I don't know. I don't mean to be, it's just how I was born."

"My mummy says I was born a chatter box."

"I bet she did."

"I can't help it! I like talking to people. And meeting new friends. Will you be my friend?"

"I would love to Connie."

The flight came to a conclusion, we landed safety. I really needed to hunt, my eyes were turning black and my throat ached for blood.

I walked out quickly, leaving the airport and ran straight for a near by woods.

I started hunting, filling up with lots of energy.

"Excuse me what are you doing? These grounds belong to the volutri and volutri only." a red-eyed blonde girl came out of the bush.

"Volutri did you say? That's great, I came to see them. I am Rosalie"

"Ah, yes Rosalie. I am Jane, we have been expecting you. Please come, follow me."

I did as she said without asking any questions. Though what did she mean we have been expecting you. They knew I was coming? They knew who I was? It felt like I didn't even know who I was.

"aro, our guest has arrived." she called as we entered a large church like old building.

It was dark and very scary.

She led me into a room where 3 other vampires sat on thrown's with big black capes on.

"ah, rosalie, rosalie. How lovely for you to join us. I am aro, the volutri belongs to me."

"Hello? How do you know about me?" I asked.

"How could we not! You were the newest Cullen weren't you."

"yes. You know the Cullen's?"

"Know them? Why yes. You could say that. We know them very very well indeed. How can we be of service to you?"

"my death would be pleasure if you would."

"Death? Now why's a beautiful young vampire like you want death?"

"A vampire can never be beautiful. I hate this life."

"Or you hate the life the Cullen's gave you..." he challenged.

"No.. They did a lot for me. It's just I have to give up so many of my dreams to be this monster. I would rather not live at all."

He got down from the thrown and walked over to me. I lifted my hand and put his on top. Closing his eyes he went deep into thought.

"Children. Your biggest desire is to have a family of your own. You can't have that as a vampire."

I shook my head. He was reading me like a book.

"Emmett. But you can't have him because he is with Kate. This makes you angry, upset. You don't understand. You thought you were prettier than her."

He slowly opened his eyes. Staring into mine. His eyes were the darkest red I had ever seen.

"Vain and selfish. You don't get it your way, you give up. You become a sad child. You enter the real world. But the real world doesn't like rosalie hale does it."

I shook my head.

"Please... End me now."

"It's not that easy. I would hate to see such beauty be destroyed. Wouldn't that be a real shame."?

"It wouldn't. No one would even care."

"I would. I would care a lot in fact. Rosalie your power is beauty. I have seen it. I may not destroy it, for it is precious and worthy."

"What am I to do? Anything please, I beg of you."

"How about a deal. You join us."

"Join you? Become part of the volutri?"

"yes. You join; I will give you a baby of your own, in return. For you to do as asked when asked."

"Like a slave?"

"No, Jane is my slave. With you Rosalie, I can think of a better slave for you to be." he smirked.

"A SEX SLAVE! How dare you think that!" I yelled.

"It wouldn't be that bad my dear. Far better than death. You would be rich and get the baby, you always dreamed of having. You wouldn't have to worry about the Cullen's. They would think you were dead anyway. Join me. Join my power, and me if you don't, you will only regret this..." he drifted off.

A baby! I could have a baby. Live in peace from Cullen's. No longer have to worry about my safety. I was protected here. I could have a chance to be happy. A sex slave wouldn't be that bad would it?

"ROSALIE STOP! DON'T DO IT!" Alice and Emmett came screaming into the room.

"It didn't take me long to realise you are my life Rosalie. I lost you once, I am not loosing you again. Please. I love you. I am here for you, and I always will be. Rosalie please don't do this." Emmett begged me.

"And what happens? We go home and live happily ever after just the two of us? That's not what I want. Aro can give me a baby."

"Rosalie I will get you a baby if that's what it takes. I will. I will do anything just to have you in my arms. Please. I didn't have my life figured out until you came into it. Never before did I know the feeling of love but I feel it now Rosalie, because of you. Only you."

"I thought I was just a stupid blonde to you! Nothing but a scene. You can't expect me just to come running back into your arms. You really hurt me Emmett. Acted like you didn't even care!"

"I do rose, I care so much. I didn't mean the things I said. I was upset and angry and I promise I will spend forever making it up to you Rosalie, I really will. I love you, let me show you. I'm a different man."

"That's what they all say Emmett. Anything to sleep with me. I get it. I'm cheap."

I walked towards aro. My choice was made.

"Rose no!" Alice yelled.

"I have seen a vision! You'll be one of us. I've seen it."

I froze.

"And if I don't get out of the Cullen clan now, then I am just going to be stuck like the rest of you." I spat. What was I saying? I didn't mean that! I was being controlled or something.

"AAAHHH" I screamed. "Get out of my head!"

"Here's your baby Rosalie." aro whispered to me. Pictures in my head of a dead baby laying in blood stained arms. Hearing the words mummy over and over again.

My ears filled with screams and cries.

"STOP! Let her go, take me instead! Torture me, not her." Emmett shouted.

"NO! Let them go, have me. Aro you have always wanted me. Swap me for Rosalie. Let these two go." Alice cried.

"STOP. I got myself into this mess... It's what I deserve" closing my eyes, aro took my hand and led me into a dark gloomy room. Opening my eyes I saw a lady sitting at a desk with a paper and a pen, surrounded by woman in skinny little outfits.

"Oh! Another one. Wow aro the collection is going well. They're all stunners!" the girl cheered.

I walked over to her desk.

"Name?"

"None of your business"

"Well I need it if we're recruiting you! If we are going to sell you, people need to know your name"

"Recruiting me for what, and what people?"

"Prostitution... And men. Aro is recruiting all these lovely ladies. Than he plans to sell you and make money for himself and volutri funds"

I took the pen and signed.

"Wonderful! You will be examined in just a moment please take a seat and sit with the other girls."