Hope you guys are liking the story so far. Thank you so much for all the support and reviews. Figured I would throw some Spanna in there
Also let me explain a little bit about the wolf pack which I will develop more in the next few chapters. As you can see Paige is the Alpha of the group. Shana is the Beta, her right hand man, which you will see as she cares for Paige and always has her back. Spencer is only half wolf half human( human mother) she was kind of a lone wolf but is becoming more of a Beta. Their will be wolf information coming up. Promise!
Chapter 6
Paige POV
Tuesday at school had been a train wreck. Everyone stared at us and whispered behind our backs. As much as we had tried to fit in all the attention was now on us. I guess it was true about drama following the girls around.
" Hey Hannah. I heard what happened and I'm glad your ok" Hannah's nerdy friend Lucas said as we walked through the hall to lunch. Spencer pushed Hannah in her wheelchair as me and Emily trailed behind.
" Anyone seen Aria? She still hasn't texted me back" Emily asked.
" No. Whenever I try to hang out she says shes busy" I answer.
" Bigger news. What are we doing for Halloween? I will be out of this stupid chair by then and we can party" Hannah said excitedly.
" Noel isn't throwing a party this year. So I guess we can go on the Halloween train?" Emily offered.
" No. Those things are so lame" Hannah grunted.
" What about another party at our place?" Spencer suggested. Hannah squealed at the idea. The first party we had was a success. A lot of people came and it gave us a chance to show the rest of the school we were just normal teenagers.
" OMG! Their is so much to do. We need decorations. Oh costumes! We have to have the best costumes baby" she said looking up at Spencer.
" Whatever you want" she said smiling down at her. We reached the table where we sat everyday. Spencer slid Hannah at the end before going to get her food.
" What do you want to be for Halloween Em?" Hannah asked.
" I haven't thought about it. I was Pocahontas last year"
" Maybe you guys should do like a couples costume. That would be so cute" Hannah gleamed with excitement.
" So Hannah are you and Spencer together?" Emily asked the question that we both wanted to know.
" Yea we are" she said happily.
" Hannah your not even gay" Emily said.
" Well I like her and that is all that matters"
" As long as your happy. Plus she is hott" Emily added. I jerked my head to look at her.
" What? Just saying. Hannah thinks your hott. Don't you Han?"
" Yup. Sure do" Spencer came back to the table. Her face was red so I knew she had heard our conversation.
" So my mom wants you to come over for dinner Friday night. If you want to?" I heard Emily say beside me.
" Yea. I'll be there" I said nervously.
" You don't have to be nervous Paige she already likes you" she says kissing me on the cheek. I smile and hold her hand under the table. The rest of the day was boring. After school I decide to go straight home since I hadn't had any time to spend with Shana. When I get home she is sitting in the back under the gazebo.
" Hey" she said without looking.
" Hey. How was your day?" I said sitting down on the ground next to her.
" It was eh. I just watched TV and wandered around town. Boring little place this is"
" Yea. I like it that way" I say handing her a beer I got out the fridge.
" I miss you. All the time" she says sadly.
" I miss you too and I'm sorry it took what happened the other night to realize it. I was trying to leave everything behind but I forgot not all of it was bad" I said avoiding her gaze.
" I can not believe how much you have changed Paige. I really can't. I am so proud of you. You controlling your demons and holding it all together. You may actually have a chance at a normal life" she said raising her beer.
" Cheers" I say clinking my drink with hers. We continued to talk into the night drinking beer after beer. We laughed at all the good times we had and talked about the future. I tried not to get too drunk because it made me feel out of control but here I felt safe. I felt safe to be myself with my oldest friend by my side.
" Helllooo" I heard from behind the fence.
" Emily" I yelp in confusion.
" Paige. What the hell. I've been knocking on your front door for like 10 minutes. Your not answering your phone"
" Oh. Come around front" I say scurrying off the ground. I can barely pull the sliding door open. Shana laughs at me as I almost trip into the house.
" Hi baby" I say cheesily opening the front door.
" Hey. Did you forget I was coming over?"
" Uhh. Yea. Sorry I was catching up with Shana. Come. Come to the back" I said pulling her through the house.
" Hi Emily" Shana says loudly.
" Heyyy. Are you guys drunk?" Emily says looking back and fourth.
" I may have had like 2 beers" I say trying to hide the 10 bottles laying on the ground. She just laughs at me.
" Sit with us. I have more embarrassing stories" Shana says yanking Emily to the ground. I plop down beside her laying my head on her shoulder.
" No. No more" I slur. Emily runs her fingers through my hair. It feels so good.
" But"
" No. You 2 are not ganging up on me" I huff.
" I have to pee" Shana says trying to stand up. She wobbles a bit against the railing but finds her footing.
" Having fun?" Emily asks. I nod.
" Your adorable when your drunk" she giggles. I look into her eyes with heavy lids. I can smell her shampoo. I lean forward and kiss her. Her lips move with mine. I put my hand on her cheek guiding her into the kiss. Our kiss becomes hungry. I want more of her. I disconnect our lips enough to see behind her. I hold her backside as I lay her down on the wooden floor. I crawl my way on top of her putting my leg between her thigh. I use my hands to lean down and kiss her again. She puts both her hands on each side of my face pulling me in for more. I eagerly accept putting all I can into the kiss. I slip my tongue in her mouth and hear her moan. I had never heard her moan. I used one of my hands to rub her side slowly lifting her shirt. My kisses become sloppy and I have to focus hard to gain control again. I move my lips down to her neck placing little wet kisses. I kissed along her collarbone down to her chest.
" Your shirt is in the way" I grunt.
" Paige were outside" Emily laughed.
" I want you" I say sitting up. My girlfriend is laying breathless on the ground under me. Her shirt slightly lifted so I could see her beautiful bronze skin. I lay my hands on her stomach not breaking eye contact with her. I slide my hands up under her shirt. The tip of my finger slipped under her bra. I pull it out and place my right hand on her breast before laying with her. As my hand makes a gentle squeezing motion I return my attention to her lips again. I kiss her passionately as my palm makes her body shiver underneath me.
" Mmmhmm. Paige" she moans. This only fueled me to please her more. I grab her boob aggressively causing her mouth to jolt open. I take the opportunity to slip my tongue back in her mouth. I continue to kiss her as my hand slid down her stomach. She was wearing jeans but their was enough space for my hand to slide in. I began rubbing her mound on top of her panties. Her legs spread without a second thought. I run my finger up and down her slit applying pressure as I went. Her head laid back and rolled from side to side in pleasure. I looked down at the beautiful goddess beneath me. She was biting her lip seductively with her eyes closed. I wanted to be inside her so bad. I wanted to make her cum all over my hand but I couldn't. Something in my head stopped me. I've never had sex with someone who wasn't a were. I've never had sex and not morphed. I couldn't do this with her until I knew I could stop.
" Em" I say softly. Her eyes open and she looks at me with pure lust.
" Baby. What's wrong" she says rubbing my face.
" Nothing. I just don't want to rush this" I lie.
" Paige. No I want this. Please" she says practically lifting her hips against my hand. I pull my hand out her pants. She frowns.
" Paige. Your over thinking this. I'm telling you I want this. I want you"
" Emily. I want my first time with you to be romantic. Not outside with a drunk me. I want to remember every detail of your body. Especially when I make you cum. When I make you shake beneath me"
" You can't say things like that and not fuck me Paige. I need you. You got me all horny and now your just going to stop" she says getting upset.
" Emily. Stop. I am not having sex with you tonight. I'm not ready" I say looking away from her.
" Paige. I'm sorry. I thought you were just trying to protecting me. We can wait. It's no problem" her voice sounded sincere.
" Thank you. Sex is just important to me. I don't want to take it for granted especially not with you" I say looking down.
" Ok. Maybe we should talk more about it. I can wait. So tell me are you a virgin?" she asks sitting up on her elbows.
" I'm not. You?" I say glad she understands.
" I am. Guys or only girls? How many"
" Your full of questions Fields. Only 1 girl"
" Alison?" she asks. I nod
" She was my one and only"
" Is she the girl you dated for 10 months?"
" Yea" the conversation halted.
" Do you want your 1 month present early since I won't see you after school tomorrow?" I asked changing the subject.
" You got me a gift?" she asked confused.
" Damn it Hannah" I say falling backwards dramatically.
" What?" she chuckled.
" Hannah told me that I needed to do something for our 1 month so I got you something small"
" You didn't have to. I didn't get you anything" she said sadly.
" Come on" I say pulling myself to my feet. I help her up and lead her into the house. Shana is asleep on the couch. Once in my room I pull out a small jewelry box and hand it to her. I watch as she opens it and smiles.
" Do you like it?" I ask. She frowns.
" I didn't get you anything. I didn't know we were celebrating"
" It's ok Em. Really. Here. Let me help you put it on" I say stepping around to her back. I take the necklace in my hands and putting it around her neck. The skinny silver chain holds a small silver moon charm. It clasps easily.
" It's beautiful Paige. Thank you" she says admiring it.
" Your welcome" I say pulling her into my arms. I snuggle my chin down into the crevice of her neck.
" Are you going to spend the night again?" I ask quietly.
" Do you want me to?" she asks.
" Of course"
" Let me call my mom then" she says pulling out her cell phone.
" Hey mom. Is it alright if I spend the night at Paige's house? Yea I will. Thank you" she finished tossing her phone on the bed.
" You mine for the night?" I asked holding her against me.
" Yes but I told her I would do my homework"
" Ok. I will help you" I say releasing her.
" My bag is downstairs" she said moving for the door.
" Don't worry. I'll get it" I say rushing past her. I jet down the stairs and grab her bag from the foyer area.
" Wow that was fast" she says as I shuffle back in the room. I lay her bag on the bed.
" What do you need to do? " I ask ignoring her comment. She is sitting cross legged on the bed.
" Ummm I have statistics and Western Civilization. I think thats it" she said reaching for her bag.
" Spencer's home" I said.
" How do you know?" she asked pulling her books out her bag.
" I could feel the garage door rumble" I say quickly. She shrugs and starts reading one her books. I watch as she nibbles on the tip of her pen. The way her hair falls forward as she leans forward to read with the book in her lap.
" Are you guys decent?" I hear someone yell from the hallway.
" Yes were decent" I say rolling my eyes. The door flies open. Spencer steps in with Hannah in her arms. I can see the long white gauze patch on her leg covering the deep wound. Spencer is careful not to touch it. Spencer places Hannah down gently on the bed.
" What you doing? Hannah asks leaning next to Emily.
" Homework" Emily says not looking up.
" I'll be right back" Spencer say walking out the room.
" Ugh. She is mad at me again. We just made up and now she is mad again" Hannah says sadly.
" What did you do?" I ask.
" We were talking after school at my house. I brought up how you were having dinner with Em's mom and how it would nice if she could have a nice dinner with my mom"
" She is probably just nervous" I state.
" Well yea she is but she didn't get mad until I asked her some questions. I just want to know more about her. I can't sit at a dinner table with my mom asking questions I don't even know about my own girlfriend. I just want to know more about her. That is all. She is so secretive"
" What do you want to know?"
" I just asked. Where she grew up? Why you two have different last names? Just stuff I wanted to know"
" That's a touchy subject for Spencer. She had it hard growing up"
" Well I want to be the one she can share that with. I feel like I freaking know nothing about her" she said frustrated.
" So why are you dating her? You barely know each other" Emily says still not taking her eyes off her reading.
" I just feel a really strong pull to her if that makes sense. I know everyone thinks she is kind of intense but she is different when it's just me and her"
" Hannah. Relax. Your the first girl Spencer has liked in a long time. She just needs time"
" I guess your right"
Just then Emily's phone began to ring. She reached for it slowly looking at the screen.
" Hey Aria" she said putting the phone to her ear.
" I'm at Paige's house. Yea. Were all here if you want to come over. Oh ok. I'll see you at school" she finished.
" She busy?" I ask.
" Yea. She just wanted to know what I was doing"
" I don't get it. We've barely seen her?" I ask missing my little buddy.
" No. She doesn't want to see me" I turn my head to the voice in the doorway.
" I guess I should just tell you. I have feelings for Hannah and Aria. Well I had feelings for Aria when we first moved her. I had to choose so I chose Hannah. Aria has been avoiding us because she is having a hard time dealing with my choice"
" Wait! You and Aria. Aria is not even gay. What the hell is going on?" Emily said glaring at Spencer.
" Nothing ever happened. It was just a crush"
" And you knew?" Emily turned snapping at Hannah.
" I feel really bad Emily. I didn't mean to hurt Ar" Hannah said looking down.
" Emily. Come on. It's not her fault" I say trying to diffuse the situation.
" Don't stick up for her! Aria is your best friend. This whole time I thought she was just having problems at home but it's been you. Hannah this isn't like you at all"
" Emi.." I tried again. I could see Hannahs face going red and her eyes glazing over.
" Emily. Please. I'm sorry. It just happened." Hannah strained to say over her coming tears.
" Can you guys just get out?" Emily said ignoring Hannahs pleas.
" This really isn't Hannahs fault Emily. I made the choice" Spencer explained.
" Excuse me" Emily said sternly.
" Why are you acting like this? Hannah didn't do anything wrong" Spencer said getting irritated.
" Hannah would never have done something like this before you came into the picture. Just get out" Emily shouted. I could see things spinning out of control but I was froze in place.
" Are you serious?" I really care about Hannah. I can't help who I like" Spencer said sharply.
" That is between you and her. " Emily said with finality. Spencer walked over to the other side of the bed scooping up Hannah and turned exiting my room. Shana must have heard the noise because she is at my door right away.
" Everything is fine. You can go back to sleep" Her shoulders relax and her face flashes confusion. I stand putting my hands on her shoulders.
" I'm ok" I say softly. She hesitantly retreats back to the living room closing the door behind her.
" God! How could I have not known? The way she was mooning over Spencer and spending all that time with her. Their not even gay!" she finished with a shout.
" Emily. I think maybe your blowing this up"
" What? You agree with her?"
" I didn't say that"
" I just don't get it. Does your sister have magical powers? She a witch that just makes innocent straight girls fall for her" she said hitting my bed with her small fist.
" I don't think its like that. She evidently has feelings for Hannah and Aria has feelings for her. It's not like she cheated. It is just a messed up situation"
" I guess. I just don't know how Hannah could that to Aria. Then she hid it from us"
" Your right. It was deceptive but I don't think they meant any harm. Their both really into each other and poor Aria kind of got the shit end of things. Maybe you should call her" I suggest.
" I'll talk to her tomorrow. I feel so bad now. We've all been hanging out and she has just been left out" Emily frowned. I scooted up the bed and laid my hand on her knee.
" Baby. Things will work out. Let's just worry about it tomorrow. You need to finish your homework"
" I can't work on my homework. I'm too worked up" she fumed.
" Okk. How about a nice hot bath? Then homework?" I offered.
" Ok"
" Just stay right here. I'll get everything ready" I say running out the room. That situation had quickly gotten out of hand. Now all the progress I made with Em and Spencer was for nothing. I turned the water on waiting for it to get hot enough for me to stop up the tub. I could hear faint voices through the wall. A few sniffles through some whispering. I felt bad for Hannah. She couldn't help how she felt and neither could Spencer. This was basically me, Ali, Shana, and Spencer situation all over again. When the water got hot enough I plugged it up and squeezed a little bubble bath into it. I let it run while I returned to my room.
" Your bath is ready babe" I said walking in the room. She was already down to her panties and bra.
" Wow. You might want to hurry or I might not let you leave this room" I joked.
" Are you not going to get in with me?" she asked innocently.
" I mean..uhhh...if you want" I stuttered.
" Come on goof" she chuckled walking past me. I hurriedly yanked down my jeans. I peeked outside the door to make sure no one was in the hall before dashing for the bathroom. I closed the door and was taken by surprise when Emily pulled me in for a kiss. I am slightly taller than her so she had to stand on her toes a bit. I held her close as we kissed feeling her colder body against mine. She felt so good. I broke the kiss gasping for air. She chuckled and turned around.
" Can you do my clasp?" she said moving her hair. I gracefully used my long fingers to pull the 2 straps closer and then they sprung apart. The little black bra slid off her shoulders landing on the ground. Her back was long and tan like the rest of her body. She leaned forward and turned the water off. I watched as she sexily put her thumbs into her underwear pulling them down her long legs.
" Hello. Paige" she said waving her hand in front of me.
" Uhh. Sorry" I said looking away.
" Baby. You can look all you want. I'm yours" she said seductively. She took a step in my direction and I automatically stepped back. She looked at me confused with a little bit of hurt.
" I'm sorry. I'm just a little self conscious"
" Paige. You have a beautiful body. Just get in the water with me. I won't even look" she turned around and stepped into the water slowly. She lowered her body down in the hot water with a sigh. She kept her promise looking forward. I pull my shirt and sports bra over my head. I pull my underwear down tossing them in my dirty hamper. Emily is playing with bubbles when I finish. I step up to the tub and put my first foot in. The movement makes Emily turn around. I hear her gasp. I grab a towel from the rack quickly and step out of the tub. She said she wouldn't look.
" Paige. Where are you going?"
" I'm going to get dressed. You said you wouldn't look" I say not turning around.
" Paige. Come her please" I don't move.
" Get over her now" she demands.
Emily POV
I watch as she reluctantly comes back to the tub. I pull open the towel as it drops from her grasp to the floor. I peer at the crescent shaped scar on the side of her body. The raised scar travels from her midsection all the way up to the side of her right breast. I can't help but to reach out and touch it. She stiffens against my touch as I move my finger up the scar. Some of the skin is pink and some white. It kind of looks like a giant bite mark. She is looking away from me with a blank stare on her face. I bend over and kiss the bottom of her scar. I make my way up placing small kisses on the damaged skin. When I stop I pull her into the tub gently. She steps inside and I push her down in front of me. The water submerges most of her body up to her chest. I take my seat behind her. I pull her shoulder so she can lay back into me. I wrap my arms around her as she relaxes against my front.
" I'm sorry I looked" she doesn't say anything but instead closes her eyes. I pour a little water over her shoulders to keep her warm. I gather her hair together and lay it to one side. I kiss her neck while I squeeze her tighter.
" Do you want to talk about it?" I ask. She shakes her head slightly. I reach to the rim of the tub for the loofah . I pour some of her body wash into the loofah and rub it together. I wet it a little bit before laying it on her chest. I scrub softly across her neck and chest area. Foam begins to lather on her wet body. I move to her shoulder pushing her forward a bit. She gets the hint and sits up. I continue my way to her back. I go lower until I see it. The same crescent shaped scar. Whatever happened to her had completely marked her front and back. I stifled a small whimper. Who would hurt her like this? Who would hurt my sweet Paige like this? I didn't understand. I would ask another time when we both weren't so on edge. I just caress the loofah over her skin. The soap starts to slide down her back. I notice the muscles in her back. All in the right places. Then I notice a small black line.
" You have a tattoo?" I ask wiping the soap away with my hand. She turns her head as if to try to look at it. It's too far down on her back right shoulder blade for her to see.
" Oh yea. I forgot I had that" she shrugs. I look closely at the small text and notices it say "Ali" in pretty cursive handwriting.
" So you were in love with her enough to get a tattoo but it just didn't work out?" I ask curious about the mysterious girl.
" Yea. Mostly. I'm more reserved and down to earth. Alison lives up in the clouds. It just didn't work out" she says quietly.
" You said that you thought you were in love while you were in the relationship but you don't think it was love now?"
" I don't know. I think that every love is different. You will never find the same love twice" she said romantically. This Alison girl seemed like a sour subject so I let it go. We sit in silence as I continue pouring the warm water over her body.
" What do you want to do after high school? She asks out of the blue.
" I really want to get a degree in education. I'm thinking elementary education"
" You like kids?"
" Yes. I love them. You?"
" Not so much" she shakes her head.
" What do you want to do when you graduate?"
" I'm not really sure. I'm thinking I want to do something with animals. Like marine biology or zoology"
" That's great. So you like animals but not kids?" I ask teasingly.
" Yea" she says shyly.
" What's your favorite color?" I ask innocently.
" Black" she says without hesitation.
" Mine is green!"
" I knew that" she said cockily. We sat in silence for a few seconds before she suddenly stood up slinging water on me. She pulled the stopper out and the water began swirling down the drain.
" I didn't even get to wash" I say looking up at her. She has her arms folded across her chest. Her long beautiful hair is sticking to around her shoulders. She puts her hand out for me to grab. I take it as she pulls me up. Both of us standing wet naked in front of each other. Her dark chocolate eyes look me up and down with a smirk. All her shyness from earlier gone. She then turns the shower on. For a few seconds the water is cold against my skin but quickly changes. She picks up the loofah putting it under the steady stream of water. I watch as she puts some more body wash on it rubbing it together. She looks at me expectantly. I turn around looking at the shower wall. I feel the soapy sponge on my back then her warm hand on my hip. This is the most intimate thing I had ever done with anyone. This is the closest thing to sex I had ever done. I could feel the soft push of the loofah against my back. Her hand swirling in small circles around my shoulder blades then down my spine. I felt her hand slow down as she traveled further down my backside. I could feel her press against me. My body relaxing back into her as she leaned in to kiss my neck. I lifted my head back in a sigh as she continued to press her lips all over my neck region. Our wet bodies running together. I turn in her arms and look up at her drenched face. A blank look crosses her face as her hands stop moving. She is staring blankly ahead. I put my hand on her face. She blinks rapidly before connecting with my eyes. She quickly looks away shamefully.
" Where did you go?" I ask softly rubbing her cheek.
" I'm sorry" she said still looking in any direction but mine.
" You don't have to apologize. Are you ok? Is this too much?" I ask.
" No. This amazing. Your amazing. And so damn beautiful"