I enjoyed the blissful rest of the day with my boys. The three of us cuddling on our large sectional couch. Touching, kissing, muttering I love yous. Movie after movie. It was perfection.
Tomorrow would bring chaos to our quiet lives. Even though it would only be 3 days. I silently hoped we could get through it as easily as possible.
I know it pained Emmett to not introduce me as his girlfriend. It pained me too. He'd claimed me in so many ways, but this was too much. The few select who knew of our relationship, gave us their blessing but I'm unsure how Mrs. McCarty would feel of me fucking these two boys. I planned to speak with Em about his thoughts on this.
Emmett was engaged once. Ms. Rosalie Hale stole his heart from 10th grade. Emmett and Rosalie were together for the first 2 years I was with Edward. I had truly believed he was happy, looking back now, he never looked at Rosalie the way he so lovingly looks at me.
Rosalie crushed him, they owned a home together, he came back from his business trip to find her in bed with another man. Id only seen Emmett cry twice. The first time was heartbreaking. I cradled my big teddy bear for hours that day.
He later admitted that was the day he felt the connection between us. But never spoke on it because his friendship with Edward was deep.
Emmett is a toughy, the big burly man always at the gym, his huge figure towering over everybody. But my Em was a soft, kind hearted man. He spoke often of weddings and babies. Something he three of us had a hard time communicating about.
I wanted babies, I'd have 10 if I had a big enough room. And I wanted a ring, maybe 2 rings. I wanted that picket white fence. I knew both Emmett and Edward dreamed of those things too. I knew someday, someday soon we needed to have the conversation.
"We need to clean, boys," I lazily said, secretly hoping some magic cleaning fairy would come do it for me.
Both rolled their eyes but we all hurried to clean up before getting ready for bed. Charlie and Renee would be arriving at the airport at 8am. Emmetts parents arrived at 3pm. It would be an interesting weekend.
We decided Emmett would sleep on the couch. My parents would stay in my room and Emmetts in his.
I was too sleepy too worry about any chaos that was to come. We would make the bet of it, we always did.
"Join me for a shower, babies," I asked my handsome men.
They both eagerly agreed.
Our shower was huge, we had redone our bathroom just weeks into moving into our home. I loved our showers together, and the bigger the shower, the more I could convince them both to join me.
Our shower was soothing, I relaxed easily. I didn't even have to ask, Edward followed me to Emmetts bed.
"I think we need to talk about things, guys.." I trailed off.
Edwards eyes widen, I believe he had insecurities towards this all. He worried somehow this would t be enough for me one day. I tried often to reassure him that he was my forever. If Emmett decided to leave tomorrow, I would never find myself another Emmett. And vice versa for Edward.
In all sense of the word soul mates, I had found mine. In a twisted way, they were both meant for me.
"Sup bells?" Em asked, he rarely worried. One quality that brought ease to our sometimes tense relationship.
"Our future," there was no point in beating around the bush. "Marriage, babies, white picket fence." I blabbered. All my thoughts coming out in a messy scramble. "Telling the world…." I whispered, but wanting to add that on.
Edward pinched his nose, I'd brought this conversation up before, it always ending in huffs and no resolutions. "Bella.."
"I agree," Emmett spoke up, "I thought maybe we could test the waters this weekend."
I smiled, liking the idea. But turned to face Edward, not knowing how he would feel about this.
"Okay," he breathed. "How does testing the waters happen?" He questioned.
Three mouthes and not one word. I couldn't help but laugh. Receiving weird glances from both.
"Let's just not hide everything." I really had no idea, "I mean, probably shouldn't display it like we did this afternoon," a blush rising on my face and Edward inhaling deeply, his face obvious to remembering the sensations.
"Let's just be cool, casual.." I added, having no idea if that would even work.
"Can I kiss you?" Emmett asked shyly.. He was never shy, so I knew this had been eating at him and he wanted it to change.
I looked to Edward for for the answer. I was ready and willing to tell Charlie and Renee whatever they wanted to know. I loved my boys, I loved my life, and I would tell my parents if need be. Edward was the one with reservations. His parents were high class. They would disapprove. We were all from the same home tome and rumours would be sure to effect the Cullen name if he truth came out.
"Marriage? Babies?" Edward asked me. "When?" He asked.
I was taken back by his question.
"Uhm," I choked, "I think that's a private conversation between you two…"
I didn't know how to answer him to be honest. Edward rarely made demands. He rarely spoke up. It usually took me days to get his true feelings out.
Edward didn't miss a beat from my question, "I want the first marriage and baby." He stated