"..." It's 5 p.m. Only a couple more hours until tomorrow. I'm alone in the practice room and looking out from the window with the script on my right hand. "Why is it Otoya-san agaaaaiiiinn?!" I rubs my head again. I still can't tell if it's a miracle or even a nightmare. Both side are equal to me. I'm glad it's Otoya-san but still.. Of all things.. Of all things.. Why is it Otoya-san again?! My heart start to beat so fast again as I imagine that in the scene Otoya'll bite my neck. Neck..

Neck..

Neck..

"Aaaaaahhhhhhh!" I groan again. I laid down on the floor and close my eyes. ".. Why is it becoming like this?" I sigh in depression. Suddenly when I open my eyes I see 2 males face are looking at me with a straight face. "Eh?"

"Yo."

It's Ai-kun and Ranmaru-san. "Si, since when are you guys here?!" I shouted in surprise by the two figure apparence. "You left the door open" Ai-kun said.

"What are you doing here, if you're just laying around?" Ranmaru-san asked. I give him a look at the script. "Well that's nice you already got a job on acting" Ranmaru-san commented.

"Not nice at all!" I yelled.

"Ha?" The both said in union, they look at me with a confuse face.

"E.. Ettoo.. I'm sorry for yelling just now" I apologize to both of them.

"It's alright. What happen?" Ai-kun ask me. We three sitted down on the floor. "So?"

".. Yeah, the problem is actually my co-star will be Otoya-san" I whisper. I taught they didn't listen to it but Ai-kun said, "so what?"

".. I don't think I can do that with him" I said to both of them again.

"Why?"

"To tell you the truth, I have someone important from my childhood. He's a boy and when I first met Otoya-san I feel like he resemble the boy so much" I explained while looking down, remembering the boy from my childhood. He's smile, voice, behavior. "From how he laugh, he's action, everything and everytime I look at him my heart feels like it's thumping so fast. But when I heard he's Haruka's boyfriend, my chest feels like it's really hard to breath" I explained again to them. They stare at me for a minutes.

"So to sum it up you like Otoya" Ai-kun said out of a blue. My face suddenly change color into red. "A, are you joking?"

"From your reaction, I think Ai is right" Ranmaru-san agree to what Ai-kun just said. That's it the two boy seems to be right but maybe Otoya is the boy. Still, I feel like I want to know more.

"According to my data, you grow up in the same house as Otoya. So I think there is around 50% chance that Otoya is the boy" Ai-kun explained. There goes he's secretary ability, he really do know much about all of us. I nodded. "I just know about it a week ago."

"So.. What do you think?" Ranmaru-san ask me. I shook my head and sigh. "If he is, I guess, in a relationship with him is forbidden right?" I ask them back with a depress tone.

"Well, yeah."

"Of course. It's one of the rules that you have to obey."

I walk into the corner of the room and start making a circle on my hand-palm. "... It's no fair.."

"She's in her own little gloomy world?!" Ranmaru-san and Ai-kun said together. I looked at them.

"What do you both think?" I ask the two of them again. They look at each other for a moment and look at me again, it's like the two new friends of mine are having the same taught.

"Who knows. Nobody can read the future right?" Ranmaru-san muttered as he laid down on the floor too. Ai-kun look at me and nods.

"If we do know about it, you can said that it's unfair" he said that. Somehow both said a true things, it's better like this. Then I realize I haven't even thing of a way to calm down on the set tomorrow! "Aaaaaaaaa!"

"Why are you screaming now?!" Ranmaru-san yelled at me and glare at me even tough he's a bit surprise some seconds ago.

"Just calm down. According to my data the scene for the audition is when the vampire bite the heroine neck, right? But Otoya won't possibly do that, he probably just leaned closer to you" Ai-kun explained to me as he flips the script. I keep silent. "But still..."

"Be a bit optimist about this, will you!" Ranmaru-san shouted at me, he looks like a brother that being angry at the little sister. After awhile, they helped me with my practice but still, I don't think it helps me even a bit. I go back to my room and sees Haruka is seems to be composing a song.

"I'm back. Hm? Composing?"

"Oh, Utau-chan, welcome back. Yes" Haruka answer with a sweet smile.

"Can I take a look at the score?" When I try to look at it. She hide it. "N, no! It's not done yet!" She said to me. Her behavior is so cute, I giggled and nod. "Alright, but let me see it alright after it's finish?"

"Yes."

I laid down on my bed after I change into my pajamas, well, a short pants and a simple blouse actually, "good night Haruka" I said to Haruka that's still composing.

"Good night" she answer. I think it's only 5 hours since I fell asleep, I'm awake now in the middle of the night, it's actually 2 a.m. I can't sleep again. I sigh and then step out for a bit. ".. Utau-chan?" Haruka muttered.

"I'll be back" I said to her and close the door. I walk to the corridor of the living room. It's so quiet, it's dark too but one of the window is open and I can see the moon too. I sit down on the sofa and look at the moon.

"... Na.. Naa.. Hmm.. Hmm.." I hummed a piece of melody, the melody from that time. When the boy is with me. "... Hm.."

"Utau?" Suddenly a voice popped out and call my name. "OBAKEEEEEE!" I shouted. I cover my face with my hand and close my eyes.

"Where?" The voice now ask me. I open my eyes slowly and look at the figure. "A, Aijima-san.."

"Hi" he greets me. I sigh in relieve, I taught it's a ghost. This dorm is so big, I wonder if a ghost live here.

"What are you doing?"

"I can't sleep" I answer him. "What about Aijima-san?" I ask him back.

"I don't want to share the same room as Camus" he said to me, he's mouth is making a pout, it's kind of cute actually. I giggled and said, "you guys can't never be friends, huh?"

"Yes, of course! Oh and why can't you sleep?" He ask me again.

"I'm thinking about tomorrow audition."

"What about it?"

"I just feel like I can't do it" I answer him while gazing at the window.

"Don't worry, I'm sure you'll do a great job. I know your problem. You just need to imagen the co-star of yours is someone important for you. Masato had this problem too a couple of months ago" he said to me. I try to catch what he said, someone important to me? I think for it for awhile and I realize. ".. Aijima-san, thank you. I'm on your debt. I'll go back to sleep now, good night" I said and run back to my room.

"Have a nice dream, Utau" he said as he wave a good bye to me.

The next day, I go to the audition room at 11 a.m. It's already 30 minutes since I get here. My audition room is in studio 5, I wait in the waiting room for my call. So far 4 girls has come out and all of them said, 'Kyaaaaa Otoya leaned closer to me.' Something like that. I guess Ai-kun is right. "Why am I dissapointed?"

"Next, number 6 please!" The staff from the stage come out and call my number. Ok, I can do this! I walk up to the stage and on the stage, Otoya-san is standing there. ".. Utau-chan.."

"Shining Agency idol. Minami Utau. I'll do my best!" I said to the judges in front of me. Then one of the judges said, "Shining agency? The same as Ittoki-kun?"

"Un, Utau-chan is a new idol in the agency, do please see how her potential is" Otoya-san said too. Otoya-san is supporting me. I'm glad, I bowed at the judges too. "Then, start!"

"... I'll.. I'll do anything to be with you.. So please..." I said my lines.

".. Are you sure you won't regret it?" Otoya-san approaches me slowly, he put his hand on my shoulder and pull me closer slowly.

"I do! Because I Lo-" Otoya-san put his finger-tip in my lips and he leaned closer to my neck, I close my eyes and try to feel his breath but then I can tell he bite me for real and lick it a bit. My face change flush red for a second and realize that I'm in an audition right now! Otoya-san pull back and look at me.

"... I love you too.." He said to me and hugged me. It's a bear-hug I guess. Then a clapping sound is getting louder as my and Otoya-san eyes look at the judges in the audience sits, they're clapping their hands.

"Fantastic! It's the best audition I ever seen!" One of them commented.

"This is amazing, how Ittoki-kun and Minami-san interact to each other and how Ittoki-kun do his action gently really make them look like a real couple!" The last word make both of us shadded in pinkish color.

"Minami-san, congratulation, you're choosen to be a the lead female in this drama. Yoroshiku na" the lead judges said. My eyes are sparkling and I'm smiling.

"Yes! I'll do my best! Thank you very much!" I bowed at them. Otoya-san did the same too. He thanked the judges and then we went to the backstage. I look at Otoya-san with a happy smile and jump in happiness. "I did it!"

"Un! Un! Congratulation Utau!" Otoya hugged me and spin me around with happiness. I don't think he notice this but just now he called my name without any '-chan' I'm really happy right now.

I hope you all like it^^

Oh by the way, someone who commented about some of the word that I used is a bit weird is right! I already change some of it. I hope it's better now:)

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