Chapter Six
See U In The Dark
Nick POV
I tried not to really think about dancing with Miley. I tried not to think about Miley period, but that's hard when I see her right now laying on the bed I'm expected to sleep in. It's really not easy having a sister, or maybe, maybe it's just not easy having a Miley. The thing is with her she's just so, so beautiful (I mean hot…,) Its just hard to not feel attracted to her, and hard Is exactly what I felt when I saw her in her cheerleading suit if you catch my drift. I rolled my eyes at how I handled that, "Gross," was what I muttered before turning away from her so she wouldn't see, well the minnie me.
I quickly went to the washroom and changed, then returned to sleep. It was weird, usually when I went to bed Miley was already fast asleep. But now, she lay their wide awake staring at the ceiling. "Ahem," I said walking over to her…and the bed. "Can you scoot over a bit?" I asked awkwardly.
"umm sure," She said moving over, so I got a glance over her pyjama's (I tried not to stare, honestly.) She was wearing the same top as last time but longer shorts. I guess we had both thought it would be a better idea to conceal ourselves now. I thought staring down at the muscle shirt I was wearing with my boxer shorts.
"Umm. I'm just going to run to the washroom," Miley said awkwardly climbing over me. I watched her retreating figure, not saying a word .I thought about what Miley really means to me.
She's the type of girl I feel compelled to tell everything to, the type of girl who gives me girl advice when ever I needed it. Though I would never tell her, or anyone else this, she practically my best friend in the world, seeing as how my ex-best friend Jake, was having sex with my girlfriend. I remember how all my friends said she was fine, but I always denied it. Until I looked at her, I really looked at her and realized, she's beautiful.
My thoughts were interrupted as the door creaked and Miley entered and, she walked across my room, the lights completely off, but the moonlight shone on her, framing her like a Monet. She was beautiful, even in the dark.
I'll never see her the same. Never will I be blinded the way I used to be. The vial has been lifted, now I see she's gifted. I looked over at her, her eyes lying on mine, and I couldn't help but laugh at my first impression of her. When I thought she was some freaky hillbilly. Well know my whole perspective has changed and never can I go back, I'll always desire her, no matter how wrong it is.
"Nick?" Miley asked. "Is everything okay?"
I ignored her, still thinking about how she looks, in the dark. "Nick," She called again, this time reaching over me and putting the lamp on.
"Nick," she called one last time before I answered.
"Yes?" I asked still dazed from seeing her in the dark.
"Are you okay?" She asked, as she said this, I assumed she'd been watching me the entire time I'd been thinking about her.
"No Miley, I'm not," I said, not really sure what I was doing. But before my mind caught up with instinct I had raised my hand against Mileys cheek, slightly brushing it with my fingers. Miley put her hand over mine, and held it there for what felt like eternity, and I could almost here my heart. Don't take another step, I told myself, just encase you have regrets. But before for I knew it, I had pressed my lips against hers. I was kissing her. And it wasn't a short, innocent kiss. It was long, full of desire. I needed Miley, I wanted Miley.
I tried stopping, hoping tomorrow we could go back to being friends. I wouldn't think about the way you look tonight. But I know that was unrealistic, and wasn't going to happen. So instead, I stopped kissing her, and reached to turn the lights off.
"Stop!' Miley called before I had the chance to actually turn it off.
I stopped, bringing my arm away from the lamp. I looked up at Miley, who was laying next to me, confusion written in her eyes. I was lost, and I had no idea what to do. So instead of explaining myself, I kissed her again. This time slow and romantic. To prove I actually liked, her.
I stopped soon, and saw pain on her face. Not physical pain, emotional pain. I'm hurting her. It hurts her that I kiss her, but every time I do. She kisses back. I thought about her for the millionth time to today, this time though, not what she means to me, but who she is to me. My practically adopted sister. Maybe is she was someone else, it wouldn't have to be like this. I thought as I looked at her. I Wonder how she feels about me, to her was it just a simple kiss?
She turned away from, trying to go back to sleep. "Don't go back to bed yet," I whispered to her. "'Cause I love to, See You In The Dark,"
Miley then turned to look at me. And as her dark pools looked with me brown orbs, she give a some-what flirtatious smile. And I smiled back, as she puled me, closer to her body, and put her lips, right above my ears as she whispered softly. "Turn the lights off," And as soon as I did, she pressed her lips roughly against mine, and knotted her fingers in my hair. Soon, I was eagerly kissing back. But, before I knew it, the kiss had ended, and Miley faced another side of the bed.
"Miley," I called to her.
"Yes?" She said turning and looking at me, as if unsure what to do next.
"I just want to tell you," I said before letting out a huge sigh. "Your beautiful," I said and even in the dark, I saw her blush.
"Night Nick," She said with a smiled.
I see you walk across my room in
Nothing but the moonlight
Now I'd love to see you in the dark
See you in the dark
My window, frames you like a Monet
So don't come back to bed yet
Cause I love to see you in the dark
See you in the dark
A/NHeyyyy! I know its been a while, but school started and grade ten IB is intense!
Also i know this chapter is short, but you know evey good story needs a filler chapter, and i know your like wtf? how is this a filler, it'll all make sense soon.
Lets see 10-15 reviews? Less this time becuase its a short chapter,
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Now for this chapters questions i've got two:
1.) If Nick Could NEVER be with Miley, who would you prefer, Demi or Selena? I personally HATE Nemi. I love nick&i love Demi, just not nemi (Jemi all the way)
2. )Pericings vs. Tattoos? What do you prefer, and do you have any? If so how much?
I love both, but i have no tattoos (my mom would kill me seeing as how im only 14 =D) and i've got five pericings. Its not alot kayyy.
Also, incase you didnt know, my birthday is next saturday (the twenty sixth) and i'd love some b-day whishes.
But more importantly Today is my Fanfiction BFF's Chicka-dee2011 birthday! (sepetember 19th) Happy Seventeeth hun! Soo lets give her some Birthday whishes, and review her AMAING story You Threw It Away!
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