Disclaimer: I don't know warriors, Erin Hunter does.
Willowpaw felt something knock her to the floor, she quickly lashed out with her front paws, and stood up. She spat, and hissed, narrowing her eyes. She glared around for her attacker and was surprised when she saw her mentor. Blackwhisker was glaring at her.
He hissed. "How dare you! How dare you blame starclan?"
Willowpaw flattened her ears, to her skull. "WHat?" she asked
"How dare you blame starclan? For your brother's death! Starclan did not kill him" he snarled, cuffing her roughly with one paw.
Willowpaw jumped back, before his paw could hit her. "Because they didn't stop him from dying" she spat, and stalked away. She walked with her head down, eyes glaring, lips curled, fur bristled and tail flicking back and forth, towards the exit of the clan camp. She glared once again at her clan, and left. She could feel the tears pooling at the corner of her eyes. She sat down at the roots of a tree, thinking about her brother. Her innocent little brother. She dug her claws into the earth, sighing, as she remembered the apprentice she had killed. She didn't feel bad. 'one of theirs for one of ours' she thought. But they will pay. She shook her head.
The brushed russtled, and Willowpaw jumped up. "Huh?"
"Willowpaw are you okay?" a voice asked. Willowpaw turned around slowly, to see Shadowpaw standing there. He was covered in cobwebs and marigold. Willowpaw guessed he had fought well, so good, that he might become a warrior soon.
Willowpaw nodded. "I guess. Yeah. Its just not fair, they let him die, and Blackwhisker...he doesn't understand" she sighed. Shadowpaw took a step forward. "Willowpaw..I'm so sorry, your brother was a great cat"
Willowpaw smiled sadly. What did SHadowpaw want?
Shadowpaw smiled softly at her. "And i know you are mad at Starclan for Darkpaw's and Bluepetal's death but still, they can't do anything, but watch just like us. It wasn't their fault"
Willowpaw was about to say that it was their fault, but a small voice sounded inside her mind saying 'Yes! You must seem loyal!' and she nodded. There were Rainstar's lessons: seem something you are not.
"I guess. We should go back to camp. I ought to apologize to Blackwhisker..."
Shadowpaw nodded, and nudged her softly. "Come on!" his nudge send a warm feeling running through her body. Willowpaw followed Shadowpaw happily, well maybe not happily but calmly, almost enjoying herself. As she entered camp, several heads turned, she ducked her head and made her eyes wider.
She smiled half-heartedly as Shadowpaw nudged her, she took a step forward towards Blackwhisker who was sort of glaring. She approached him with her head low.
"Blackwhisker. I'm very sorry, for what i said. Its just that well I was angry, because of my father's death. But i know that it was not Starclan fault" she smiled innocently.
Blackwhisker smiled. "i'm glad you realized your mistakes" he licked her nose and turned away. "Now go get rest, you've had a hard day" the warm feeling Willowpaw had felt when Shadowpaw nudged her ran through her once more, she nodded and bounded to her nest.
She smiled at Shadowpaw who was looking at her. "Thanks" she whispered. She laid down in her nest and closed her eyes. As soon as the similar wave of darkness took over her, she open her eyes in the dark forest. She looked around for Rainstar.
"What were you thinking"
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Sorry i just needed to finish this chapter, i know its rushed.