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Chapter 4: Weekly Wax

Third Person

Bella swan sat on her bed, trying to hold back the tears. She had been ignoring the knocks on the door for about an hour now. She didn't want to humiliate herself further. She should have trusted her instinct when it came to Jacob. Because hearts had been broken far too many times, Bella had lost count. Jacob Black was now on his way to the airport, not a feeling of regret on his mind. He had left her a note. Granted, it only had a few lines scrawled in his chicken scratch of handwriting.

Bella.

I had to go. I'm sorry.

You probably hate me now.

I'll write you.

Sincerely, Jacob.

Bella didn't understand what the note meant. Although, what she did know, is that he had humiliated her. She had been excited the couple of days they had been she really thought that he'd stay. However, she had been wrong. Once again…

And as the hours went by, she let her heart close off love. And she went back to her non-believing state. There was no love. And there never would be for her.

Emmett POV

"Honestly, I just want to rip his fucking balls off. He didn't even say goodbye. He left her a letter. A fucking LETTER, telling her goodbye. She won't even let the girls into her room…." Jasper just shook his head while he let me vent.

"After that week of her being happy, I really thought that he was going to pull through…"

"I know, Jazz. And I don't know what to do. I haven't had to deal with this kind of thing in a very long time. You know…" I began pacing around the living room nervously before I felt Rosie's hand on my bicep.

"Emmett. Just give her time. I'll go tell her that we're gong to dinner, and ask her if she wants to go. Okay?" I only nodded.

Please god, let her come with us. She's worrying me…

Rose POV

Walking up the stairs was a task. What with Alice at my feet and Jasper trailing up in front of me. Jacob had shocked us all. He wasn't really the person we had all grown up with anymore. None of us knew why he left, because she wouldn't let us read the letter. She wouldn't even open the door. It really made me want to just go get a screwdriver and take the door off, so that she had to talk to us. I knocked on her door softly, Jasper and Alice standing off to one side.

"Bella? We're going out to dinner. Will you please come with us?" I heard her lean against the door before she shocked us all. It opened slightly and I saw one puffy, red, tear filled eye. "No Rose. I don't want to. Can you please just leave me alone?" and then the door was shut again. I tried. Honestly, I was tired of trying. I jiggled the handle and realized it was unlocked. Before I opened it I held up a finger to them and barged in., she was lying on her stomach, her shoulders shaking with silent sobs. I let Alice in and then slammed and locked the door. I heard muffled curses from Jasper. Sorry Jasper. This is girl time. Bella didn't look up, but her shoulders DID stop shaking.

"Bella. I know that he hurt you. Again. But you can't lock us out forever. Fuck him. Because honestly, if he left again, he doesn't really deserve you. And that's the god honest truth. There is a shit load of other guys that would honestly kill just to be able to talk to you. And if you don't realize that soon, well we're just going to have to set up your old favorite dating site…." I sighed happily, as she sat up with a shocked expression on her face. There we go…

"Rose. I'm sorry. It's just..." a fresh new wave of tears. "Why does he always do this to me? Okay no, I'm done crying over this. I'm sorry. Ugh, I don't know."

"Well. Come to dinner with us, and we'll have fun and get your mind off it. Plus it's time for your weekly waxing... that will most definitely get your mind off of it."

BPOV

The waxing definitely did get my mind off of THAT pain and on to something else.

"WHAT THE FUCK THIS HURTS EVEN WORSE THAN THE FIRST TIME…" I cringed as she pulled another strip of hot wax off my goods.

"You silly girl. It's not that bad..." Alice laughed and held my hand tighter.

After the wax we went home and started watching 'Stranger than Fiction'

It was a funny movie, but a small tick still bugged the back of my mind.

Turn the lights down low

And let the DJ go

Until the speakers blow

"Is that…"

"Yes"

"That's Jacob's ringtone."

"I'm aware."

"Well aren't you going to answer it and ask him about that fucking letter?" I had let Alice and Rose read it. But no one else.

"No. I'm ignoring him altogether."

"Good idea." I turned to see Edward in the kitchen, tossing an apple up in the air.

I rolled my eyes and huffed out a sigh.

The phone finally stopped ringing. "Fucking finally." Alice let out a loud sigh, mimicking mine. I only nodded, ignoring Edward completely.

"Tomorrow we're going to the orphanage again. We have to get up at 7:30." And with that, Edward was gone.

I would get to see my Lydia.

Everything was all right. Because I still had my family, and my little Lydia.

A/N: OKAY CHICKIES. Ma'dears. Little hens to my momma hen.

*cough* I'm done now.

Anyway. This is suuuuuuuuuuuuuuuper short. Like krobstins (pronounced KRAWB-STIN) peen. Lol. Peen.

JK RPATZ HAS A HUGE PEEN.

Nicole. How would you know?

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-Nicole.

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