Bay woke up from her nap, she was so confused by everything that had happened today, it had been so many months since her lips were there belonged. How could she even be thinking that , she knew the rules screw me once shame on you, but to do it three more times , they could never be together again.
She walked out of her room , the twins were playing together on the floor "Bay ask him if he is hungry " he signed. She sat down on the ground and asked him and he did the sign. He picked him up and she did the sign for clapping and he picked up his arms .
" Finally its working, a little " she smiled. " I made meatloaf last night we can have left over's tonight " . She shook her head.
" We are going for a walk to the park would you like to come" she signed. He put his shoes on.
They talked finally about little things , it was wonderful to have her joking around , they were having a nice time.
When they were done with dinner she went to take a shower, she came out in pajamas that were long sleeved with long bottoms, he had noticed the way she dressed today she looked like a mom, not a beautiful twenty one year old woman.
She got a book and made Emmett sit down and sign what she would read. Eli was having fun, they were so close together he wasn't used to that.
Emmett fed him and put him to bed, he went take a shower. When he was done he walks back into the living room, she was sketching. He started studying, he would wait for her to talk first, she was so beautiful when she was drawing.
"You want some ice cream " she signed. He was shaking his head " I will go help " he was up walking to the kitchen.
They talked about school, and there schedules for next semester. " Thank you for being my friend, I think that if you want we could take Eli to the zoo next weekend " he signed.
"I was thinking about taking him to the Dallas Zoo, when the semester in over, I remember my parents brought me there "she signed. " You can come too, we will fly out on the Friday and come back Monday "
" That sounds perfect". he signed. " I have to go see another tattoo artist, we spoke on the phone and he thinks help me, the stretch marks and the scar's I'm just uncomfortable" she shrugs her shoulders.
He puts out his hand but she shakes her head no," I'm sorry about the scars, you are more beautiful now than before its probably because Eli was growing inside of you, how about when you are done with school tomorrow we go bowling, I don't have to work.
"We are not going anywhere together, we just started talking and i don't want to get any one confused "
" I just wanted to go out, the bowling ally is a good place to start, we can bring Eli"
"I see a counselor on Monday's and Wednesday's, it is really not helping"
" Let me say this when ever your ready we can do what ever you want to do as friends, you know that I want more because I always will, but I can't even forgive myself why should you".
" I will bring Eli to my moms in the morning, can you go and get him i have a Dr appointment".
"Sure, everything's ok" he asked, " I am getting on the shots again"
He had tears in his eyes, "I am tired, see you in the morning".
"Emmett, I need to be on them for my cycle, I will probably never be with anyone again, it hurts too much"
He looked at her, " my JR year, Tank all i could think about was how you hurt me, It took me a while to know that you were hurting too , I was selfish" he wiped the tears" when I saw that video of what he did to you, i promised my self that I would protect you from everything, really I was the one that you needed protecting from".
She was crying too, all she could think about was kissing him but that could never happen.