Okay, sorry that i haven't updated in a while. I have been really busy. But i am updating twice tonight 'cause i didn't want to have a huge chapter so i have split it into 2 mini chapters. Thanks for your reviews they mean a lot... and thanks for reading this :) POVLilly's
"Hello?" Who the hell was phoning me today!? It was a Sunday, I needed a long lie! Especially as it was summer break from school.
"Hi."
It was Oliver! "Oh, hi. What's up?"
"Are you free today?" he asked me.
Oh god. Say no! "Well, yes, but…" Damn Lilly. Learn to lie.
"Great, do you want to do something then?" He interrupted me. How cheeky!?
"Um," I guess I can't blow him off forever. I will have to see him some time. "What do you have in mind?"
"Just a little walk."
A WALK!? It's Sunday morning and he wants to go a walk? Where am I going to get the energy to go walking!?
"Sure. I guess so." What the hell? Is my brain just doing the opposite of what I want today? For god sake. I can't be bothered with this!
"Great! Ok, well I will come round soon. Be ready!" he said, jokingly.
"I'll try."
"Love you, Lilly."
"You too." Ah, hang up already.
"No, Lilly. I really mean it. I love you so much. I've missed you thousands."
"Yeah. You too. But, I've got to go. Bye." I felt quite guilty about it, but I didn't want to hear it anymore. It made me feel really bad.
"Bye, " he replied, with a tone of sadness.
I think I will just take my time getting ready. I have all day. Oh, I'm such a bitch.
Oliver's POV
I am so excited. I'm getting to see Lilly today. I love her thousands! I will admit, Miley has been on my mind a little too. Well, that's a bit understated, but I guess it's 'cause I miss my babe.
What time is it? 2 pm. What's taking this girl so long!?
I will give her a text, and see if she is nearly done.
I suppose I will just have a little think.
It's impossible. Miley keeps clogging up my mind.
In fact, I will just clear my mind. Chi-lax a little.
Miley! For god sake! Stop haunting my thoughts.
Okay, Okay. I will just think of Lilly.
Lilly is so gorgeous. And smart. And funny. And her green eyes are so entrancing. Her lovely brown hair bounces so silkily on her shoulders, so perfectly.
DAMN!
Even when trying to think about Lilly, I am thinking about Miley! Not a good sign.
Right, I am going round for Lilly, regardless of if she is ready or not. Lilly is the love of my life. NOT Miley.
As I ran as quickly as I could, all I could think about was Miley. This is really really bad.
Okay, one more corner and I am at Lilly's house.
Perhaps I will phone her. Yes, I will phone her.
Oh, no need, I am outside her house.
As I chapped her door, I was so scared. I didn't want Miley ruining my day with Lilly.
Lilly is my all, so why am I feeling this way?
Miley… she just… confuses me.
Lilly answered the door.
ALL thoughts of Miley rushed out of my mind.
Lilly was in a towel. And she looked so hot.
"Frick. Oliver. What are you doing here!?"
"Um... Um… I wanted to see you."
"Oh, for god sake. Wait here. I have to get changed!"
With that, she slammed the door on my face. I can really tell that she loves me!
Well, at least I know that I love her. Miley wasn't in my brain AT ALL. So I guess that's a good thing.
After what seemed like ages, she ran down the stairs and answered the door to me.
She certainly did look beautiful.
"It's about time!" I said.
"Well you kind of surprised me. How was I supposed to know that you'd come round before I told you I was ready!?"
"Sorry… but I missed you."
"Well, you could have told me. It's not hard to send a text!"
"I did…" I checked my sent box. The last message was sent to Miley. Fantastic. I can't even send a text to Lilly without confusing her with Miley. I'm so screwed up. I am lucky to be going out with Lilly, so why am I risking it, by drooling over Miley. "Oh, never mind… I am sorry."
"It doesn't matter." she said snidely. I think she was in a mood with me.
"Are you okay?"
"Sure."
Yep, definitely in a mood with me. I have to cut out my crap and start being a good boyfriend.
I walked over to her and kissed her.
She pushed me off her. I think that was a bad idea. It made her even more mad at me.
After a short, awkward moment I asked her, "Why?" She knew what I meant.
"Don't know."
And with that we started walking. We didn't have a route, we just went wherever our feet decided to go.
We walked for quite some time, in pure silence, before we got to the beach. Without saying anything, we decided to start walking along the sand.
I contemplated putting my arm around her… but suddenly she took my hand.
I looked at her in confusion. Just a second ago I thought our relationship was an epic failure. But now, she has taken my hand.
She just put her head down.
"Lilly?"
"I'm listening," she whispered.
"I don't want to break up with you."
"Mm-Hmm"
"I love you, so can we just talk this out?"
"Mm" God, she was being awkward.
"Fine, if I just talk… will you at least listen to what I've got to say?"
"Lilly, I love you… I have loved you for a while. Though, since we become an official couple, you have seemed so distant. I don't know why or if it is a permanent thing. All I know is, that you are conveying the impression that you do not love me. You also confuse me, because we have just been silent for a good while and you suddenly take my hand? I don't understand it Lilly." Just then I see them. People. She is trying to make it look like we are a 'happy' couple. She doesn't want anyone to know that we aren't exactly in great moods with each other.
"I'm sorry. I just… I just have to go. I have to… I have to think. I'll phone you." With that, she turned around and walked away.
I know it sucked, and i am sorry :(
I just had no idea what to do...
but i smell a break up :O
awk, that's good anyway, then Mitchel can be with me :D instead of Lilly, bwwuahaha :)
Nah, i'd rather his brother...
anyway...
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thanks guys xD
loveyous :D(L)
oh and christina?
you are everything to me.
i love you more than the whole world.
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