Dreams vs. Reality

Chapter 6: The Truth Comes Out

Goku/Gohan

Hello my lovely readers :D This had turned into one of my favorite stories. I love writing this pairing even though some may not approve of it. I think that soon it will be time for some drama and tension..it'll start in this chapter… You'll notice in this chapter that Gohan is a lot more out of character than in the anime, I didn't like the idea at first of him not liking to study, but now that I've played around with it in my mind I'm starting to love it...Oh no I gave things away!

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Gohan POV

It had been months since dad and I have gotten to be with each other. Mom has been around a lot more now, and I'm not sure why that is. But she's been all over dad. It's like she sensed what was going on between us. I look up from my homework and look outside, dad was training with Goten while I was stuck here. I sigh and shake my head, trying my hardest to concentrate. But it was becoming increasingly more difficult.

After that sparring session in the woods, I felt as if there was nothing that was going to stop us from being together. I knew that I should of known better, but it was amazing. Absolutely amazing. Thinking back to the week or so after that before mom got back, there was nothing stopping us from being how we wanted. He would come up to my room and kiss me and rub my shoulders as I would try and do the work that mom assigned me when she was here for the short time. Every time she would bring Goten with her, which I never understood. But ever since she came back, dad has spent a significant amount of time with her, probably to show her that nothing was going on. I understand why he did it. but that didn't mean that he had to ignore me...When he would sit at the table together, he would look at me longingly. LIke he missed me so much, but he didn't show it outside of that.

Another thing that happened is since mom came back for good, she has piled on the homework. I've been doing twice, if not three times as much work. It was driving me insane. I know she wanted me to be a good student and go to a good college, but this was insane. Goten showed much more of a will to learn and become smart than I did. He wanted so hard to be smart like me. He was actually, he was amazing at math and science. I would have him come in my room sometimes on one of my late night work sessions and he would come solve it like it was a piece of cake. I know that he was much smarter than I was and he had the drive unlike me. I wanted nothing to do with this. Even though mom thought that it was easy for me it wasn't I would stay up all night just to try and understand. Somehow every time I got lucky and I would get them all right with flying colors. For Goten it was easy. Why didn't she put all of her time and energy inside of him instead?

Ever since she came back, things seem like a nightmare that just never stopped. Everything was slowly caving in on me and I couldn't handle it. I just wanted to get away from her as soon as possible. I have gone to Bulma's many times, mainly to train Trunks since Vegeta wouldn't do it. But while i was there I would talk to her about getting me a capsule house. She knew that I hated being around my mother as much as the next person, but she had always told me no. Until the last time time that was. When chichi had come over with me . She came to talk to Bulma and I trained trunks. Apparently the conversation didn't go well because as soon as I came back the next time, the Capsule house was in my pocket, along with a gravity room. I had never asked Bulma what my mom had said to her, because it wasn't really of my business. But it must of been enough for her to realize that I didn't need to be in that house. Since then..I haven't told my dad about my plan, mainly because he was so busy spending time with Goten. I loved that little booger to death but I wanted time with dad too. I missed him so much. I doubt he even missed me….

I get up from my desk and throw all of the papers on the floor in a rage. I shake my head and run a hand through my hair. I couldn't take this anymore. I didn't even want to go to school. I just wanted to train with dad and fight. I go downstairs quickly and go to the kitchen where my mother was. I look at her, she was scrambling around the kitchen trying to get supper ready for us. I look at her and put my hands in my pockets and look at her. "Mom I need to talk to you.." I say to her as I look at her. She turns around and smiles at me. I knew that she wouldn't be smiling soon enough.

"Sweetie shouldn't you be up in your room studying...I told you that you need to get that done by tomorrow, or that college that we were looking at won't even consider accepting you." She says to me as she smiles. "Now go." She says before she turns back around. I try and keep calm the best that I can but there was no way if she was going to keep acting like this.

"No...mom I really need to talk to you...Please.' I say to her. She sighs and turns the burners down before she turns and looks at me. Her hands were on her hips, now I knew that she was angry with me...This wasn't even going to be close to how mad she could get.

"Mom...I'm finished...I don't want to study anymore...I hate to study and do work...I'm not doing it anymore. I want to train with dad." I say to her as I look down, unable to meet her gaze. She had dropped what ever was in her hand. I look up enough to see that it was vase. I sigh and close my eyes. Waiting for the screaming to start.

"What?!" She screams as she looks up at me, coming over to me poking her finger into my chest. "THERE IS NO WAY THAT I AM GOING TO LET YOU STOP YOUR STUDIES!" She screams to me as she looks up at me. I back up with wide eyes. She was a lot madder than I thought she was going to be. I look at her and bite my lip. I wasn't expecting her to be this mad.

"But mom...Have you not seen Goten? He's just as smart if not smarter than me and he absolutely loves to learn. He does my homework most nights because it's too hard for me..Why don't you teach him and do all of this for him? He actually wants to learn. I don't" I say to her. all of this just seemed to make her even more angry. She glares at me and shoves me back. I look at her wide eyed. "Mom! What the heck! Seriously..why don't you teach Goten..please I don't want to do this anymore." I plead with her.

She was just getting angrier with me. "I will NOT have you become like your father!" I look at her..What exactly did she mean by that? I glare at her, my power was slowly rising. How could she talk about dad that way? I thought she loved him. I look at her and stand back up.

"Why are you so insistent that I'll end up like dad? Just because I love to fight doesn't mean that I'm exactly like him. Besides I think it's great that I want to be like him! He's saved the world I can't count how many times! Seriously mom what is your problem?" I say trying to keep my anger under control "What's wrong with teaching Goten instead of me?"

She glares at me "Does it matter? I wanted you to be the smart one. I wanted you to succeed. Since you were away from your father for so long I figured I had a chance..But I guess I was wrong.." She says to me. What was her problem? I didn't fucking understand why she hated dad so much and yet she has stayed with him for this long. Suddenly, it was as if a realization had come to me. For those seven years that dad was gone, I was basically left alone to raise Goten. She was gone constantly, and sometimes she would bring men over to the house. How had I not realized it before...But how was I supposed to tell dad...

I look at her with a look of disbelief in my eyes. "I can't believe it.." I say to her. She looks at me with a curious look on her face. I look at her and glare, sparks were starting for form around me from my rage, my hair was standing on end. I hated her...I hated her with every fiber of my being. "if you think of him like that then why in the hell have you stayed with him for so long?" I ask her…

She glares at me and shakes her head in her fury. "It doesn't matter Gohan..You are going to go back to your room and study. I'm not going to let you do this to yourself. YOU'RE NOT GOING TO BECOME A HALF WITTED IDIOT LIKE YOUR FATHER!" She screams. My eyes widen as I glare at her. I tried to keep my anger under control. It was becoming harder and harder because of the way that she was talking about dad. I had transformed and I had no Idea...There was a ball of energy in my hand but I didn't even sense it. The only thing that knocked me back into reality was my father shoving me down, creating a hole in the wall of the house. I snap out of the trance that I was in and look up at my dad. He had a sad look in his eyes. I tear up and look up at him, telling him with my eyes that I was so sorry for what I did.

"Gohan! Are you okay?" I hear Goten ask as he runs to me. He hugs me and I smile a little at him, I loved my little brother, he is the cutest thing in the world. It helped that he looked a lot like my dad. It was like he was the spitting image of him. I nod to him and hug him before Goten looks up at my dad.

"Goten..Go see your mom. Make sure that she's okay." My dad says. I look up at him and I knew that he was mad. I just hoped that It wasn't at me. He sighs and looks at me "What the hell was that about Gohan?" He asks me. He had such a serious look on his face. I was worried about what he was going to do. I close my eyes to try and fight the tears. I feel his hand touch my cheek as he hushes me. I felt the tears flow down my face now. I cry and wrap my arms around him. Telling him repeatedly that I was sorry. "Shhh Gohan what happened?" He asks me. I look at him with watery eyes. I figured that he knew what happened.

"I was done with studying. I don't want to be a good student that she wants. Goten always is the one doing my homework now, he's the smartest boy that I know and she's completely ignoring his talent to try and put all of her attention into me. It's crazy because I don't want to be smart, I don't want to go to college dad.." I say to him crying. He sits there holding me close, I hadn't even realized that we had transmitted to somewhere far away from the house. I cling to him and cry as he strokes my back.

"Gohan...I'm sorry, I'm so sorry. " He says to me as he leans down to kiss me. All of my anger completely went away as soon as his lips touched mine. His lips hadn't been on mine in so long. It was almost like the times we had were a dream and I had finally woken up. But now I realize that it wasn't a dream. It was real, and every feeling in my body was real. I look up at him and he smiles softly at me, stroking my cheek slowly "Is that better sweetie?" He asks me. I nod to him and snuggle to his chest. He smiles at me and strokes my hair slowly. I look up at him and he gives me a weak smile. I look up at him and sigh.

"I can't live with this anymore daddy..' I say looking at him. I couldn't handle living with mom, I couldn't handle dad being so distant like he has been. Even though it wasn't his fault. I don't blame him for being so distant, ever since mom came back she has been all over him. It was like she was finally trying to be the wife she should of all that time. I look up at him and bite my lip "I just can't...I can't deal with her anymore. The way that she forces me to do all of this and to be a good student just so I don't end up like you..Which is exactly what she said...Daddy...I can't take it please don't make me go back." I say as I feel my eyes water again. He rubs my back slowly and sighs. I knew that this wasn't easy for him, he didn't want to see me leave, but he also didn't want to see me unhappy.

"Gohan...I know that you don't want to back, I know that this is miserable for you..But please...Don't leave." He says to me. I feel a sudden burst of rage take me over. I stand up quickly and cross my arms at him.

"Why? So you can keep ignoring me? So that you can act like mom still loves you? and that she hasn't been cheating on you which is why she keeps leaving us? I know that you know dad but you just don't want to admit it, which I don't know why because you tell me that you love me and not her. So what are you still doing here...what in the hell are we doing here?" I say in a fit of rage, I felt the tears of anger sting my eyes. I shake them away and run my hands through my hair. I couldn't take this anymore. I look at him, I could tell that it hurt. I couldn't take it back now. I look at him as he stands up and crosses his arms at me. I was in for it now...I flinch as I see him come closer to me. I feel his arms wrap around me and I look up at him.

"I know I've been ignoring you...That was never my intention… Please believe me Gohan" He says in a calm and soft voice. My anger dissipates the more that I hear him talk to me. "I still love your mother, I will always love her because she gave me two very beautiful children. One of them just happens to be the most amazing young man in the world, who has put up with everyones shit for way too long." He says as he looks at me. I look up at him and whimper as he gives me a loving kiss. I melt into his strong lips. He holds me up and strokes my cheek. He pulls away and sighs. "You're an adult..I can't stop you if you want to move..but I need to stay here for a little while longer. Not for your mother, but for Goten. Do you understand?" He asks me.

I felt like my whole world was falling apart. How could he expect me to leave without him? I could feel the tears coming to my eyes once again. "But...that means that you wouldn't be with me. What if you realize that you don't love me anymore. What if I.." I get silenced by a kiss once again. I look up at him as he kisses my tears away. I knew I was being stupid but damnit I couldn't help it, I felt like I was losing him all over again. As if he sensed this he kissed me once again and laid me down in the grass with him on top of me. "I know what I can do to make it up to you." He says to me. I look up at him curiously as he smiles a little. "But you..you don't have your tail." he says with a sad look in his eyes. I look up at him and bite my lip sighing.

"You know...I wasn't only studying all of those months." I say with a smile, he looks at me with wide eyes. I chuckle as I lean up to kiss him. "Do you remember when you came to me in my room about a week ago and asked if I had felt that strong energy the night before? That you thought you felt another evil presence that you'd have to fight? Then you saw the destruction the next day on the news, but you didn't sense it anymore so you kind of forgot about it?" he nods to me and continues to stroke my hair. I smile and lean into his touch as I continue "Well..I was training, to beat you again when we sparred again, and I made the mistake of going out at night...Not even thinking. Somehow even though I didn't have my tail. The moon still affected me. And I turned into a giant ape. I hadn't even meant for it to happen. Trunks and Vegeta came and found me like that and snapped me back to reality. Making me transform into a super saiyan four. Since that night, I've been trying to train and get to transform without your knowledge. It's taken a lot of work but I finally did it." I say smiling. He looked down at me with a look of disbelief. I smile and bite my lip looking at him before I stand and close my eyes. Trying to channel all of my energy. I look at him before I concentrate, transforming into super saiyan 4. My dark red fur and tail moving in the wind. I look at my dad who looked like his eyes were about to bug out of his head. I chuckle softly and go to him, my tail stroking his cheek, causing him to purr softly. I sit down beside him and bite my lip. "D...do you like it?" I ask him nervously.

"Like it...I love it!" He says with a bright smile on his face. "I can't believe it Gohan, You must of trained really hard…" He says smiling bright at me before he looks at me with a look that just read pure joy happiness, and love. I smile and lean up to kiss him softly. He kissed me back before he pulled away quickly, I pout and look at him, making him laugh. "I have to transform too silly boy." he says to me before he stands and transforms, I smile as I see his pink fur. It suited him perfectly. I watch as he slowly crawls over me. I bite my lip as I feel his tail entwine with mine. It was the most amazing feeling in the world. I shiver and close my eyes as I hear him chuckle above me. "Gohan...you know I love you…" He says to me as I look up and nod. "I want to show you I love you...like this." he says before he leans down to kiss me. I kiss back, not able to get enough of him. It was like my body was completely drawn to him. I look at him and pant softly.

"Daddy..what's going on." I ask him. He smiles at me and licks my lip, making me shiver as my back arches into him. He looks down at me and smiles as he strokes my long black hair. This felt different than any other time we had done this. I look up at him and he couldn't get that grin off of his face.

"I have been talking to Vegeta. On my old planet, they have a mating ritual. A ritual that binds two mates by their hearts. It only works if every part of their heart is willing to go along. If it doesn't then they know that it wasn't meant to be with that person. I was hoping..that you'd let me perform the mating ritual Gohan. So that you know that I'm never going to leave you. I love you and there is nothing that is going to keep me away from you. We may be a part in body but we will never be away in spirit." he says to me. I didn't know what to say. I was all choked up at the thought. He really did love me. This was more than I could comprehend. I smile up at him and give him a small nod before he smiles and presses our chests together, our tails still wrapped around each other, playing. I chuckle as I look at them, it was an amazing feeling to have my tail back. I look up at my dad and kiss his cheek.

"I'll do anything for you daddy." I say to him softly as he smiles and nods before kissing me nice and slow. I close my eyes and let my hands roam over his broad chest and shoulders. His fur was soft and silky, it was one of the most amazing feelings in the world. I feel his tongue come out and graze my bottom lip and with no hesitation I opened up for him, letting his tongue explore my mouth as mine did the same to his.

It was like everything was new with this body. The way he touched me was different, the way I felt when he touched me was different. I moan into the kiss as his tongue starts to massage mine as he strokes my hair, letting his hands grip it lightly. I moan at the sensation and he pulls away from my lips smiling at me as his hands trail down to my pants, he tugs on them gently and takes them off of me before I do the same to him. I look at him in his naked glory and my mouth starts to water. He looks down at me and I knew that he had the same look in his eyes that I had for him. He looks at me and strokes my cheek, making me lean into his touch. "You are the most beautiful person in the universe my son." he says to me as he kisses my cheek, his hands trailing across my furred chest as he slowly reaches the part where I need him most. I hadn't realized how hard I was until his hand grazed across me slowly. I gasp and feel my hips thrust up into him as my toes curl from the pleasure.

"Please….Touch me." I say to him as he gently grips my cock in his hand. i look up at him with lidded eyes and he held nothing but love for me in his. He leans down and kisses me as he slowly starts to stroke me. Making me moan. He turns on his side and holds me close. My hand slowly strokes over his chest in fascination. Every single muscle was strained, just waiting for me to touch it gently. I smile and stroke every single muscle until I reach my destination. I take his cock into my hand and slowly start to stroke him as he stroked me. I look up at him and see that he's looking at me through lidded eyes. I smile and lean in to kiss him, never breaking our eye contact. As our bodies came closer to climax together, our tails were stroking each other, which made every feeling even more amazing. I bite my lip and look down, watching as his tail started to stroke the tip of mine, causing it to shiver and give in to his touches and strokes. It was one of the hottest things that I had ever seen. I look up at my dad and he smiles at me.

"Gohan...sweetie speak." He says to me. I look up at him and pant softly. My brain wasn't working good enough to try and talk as he was doing these wonderful things to me. I lean my head against his chest and kiss it softly as I moan, letting out a breath that I didn't know that I was holding in.

I moan softly and look at him. "Daddy...please...harder." I say softly as I kiss him before I nuzzle his neck and bite into it softly as he goes faster and harder on me. If he wasn't careful I was going to cum way before either of us wanted. I bite my lip and thrust into his hand as I nuzzle his cheek. He looks at me and bites his lip. "Dad..I'm ready..please, I need you now." I say to him as I pant, wanting so bad to release, but I knew that I couldn't. Not yet at least.

He looks at me and nods, sitting up and getting on his knees for me. I watch him and smile softly. He takes my legs and wraps them around his waist as he lines me up with himself. I look up at him and bite my lip, I had missed this feeling, the feeling of his tip right at my entrance, and the anticipation that I felt. He looks down at me and kisses me. "This is very important okay?" He says to me as he kisses me. "When you're about to...you know..you need to bite my neck as hard as you can. Okay?" he says to me. I nod in understanding as I nuzzle his cheek biting my lip.

"but won't that hurt you dad?" I ask him. He smiles and strokes my jaw slowly, I lean into his touch and let my eyes flutter closed.

"don't worry about it okay...I'm going to be doing the same to you so I guess that makes us even." He says chuckling a little. I couldn't help but laugh, only my dad would try and make a joke right now. I nod to him and thrust my hips up into him, causing him to gasp and bite his lip looking down at me with a look of pure lust and love for me. I smile up at him and entwine my hands with is.

"I'm ready.." I say softly as he looks at me. I gasp as I feel him slowly enter me. I didn't remember it hurting this much. I hiss and try to hide the fact that I was in pain, but it was so hard. He must of gotten bigger since he was a super saiyan four. But so was I. I look up at him and his eyes were closed, his teeth clenched. I could tell he was trying so hard to remain in control for the moment, at least until I adjusted to his size once again. I relax slowly and sigh, letting the pleasure take over my body. I look up at him and thrust my hips into his causing him to gasp and hiss. "Dad...move please, I'm about to lose it if you don't." I say to him. He chuckles softly and nods. As he starts to move inside of me, I could feel my body remembering how good this felt. But since we were at the same power level, it felt even more amazing. We were becoming one. I pant and look up at him as he leans over me and lets his lips graze over mine ever so slowly, torturing me.

His touches sent my body into a fiery mess. I look up at him and bite my lip. His hands squeeze mine gently as he pants softly. I knew that he was close, he was trying to make it last as long as possible. It was becoming increasingly more difficult for the both of us. I lean up and kiss his ear softly. "You can let go daddy...please." I say to him. He looks down at me and I smile before I kiss him slowly. His composure was slowly breaking, and that was the thing that made it snap. He moved with a new fire, thrusting to an unheard of tempo. All I could do was lay there and take it, moaning at how amazing it felt as he fucked me. The way that I always wanted him to. I could tell in the past times that when we had done this, he had been holding back some. But now, I could feel that he was giving his all, it was the most amazing feeling. I pant as I look up at him, letting him know that I was close. He nods and pants leaning down, his teeth grazing my neck. They were sharp and sent tingles all the way through my body. Finally I couldn't take it anymore. I slammed my teeth into his neck as hard as I could and I released, my seed spraying over both of our chests. I keep my teeth in his neck as I feel his release also, his teeth baring into my neck, causing me to feel a pleasurable pain. We stayed like this for what seemed like an eternity before we both pulled away. I look up into his eyes and smile bright.

Suddenly, I see a small burst of Ki come out of both of our chests, mine red and his pink. I froze...I had no clue what was happening. The two ki blasts connected and merged together for a moment, I watch in fascination as the two merge into one before pulling apart and his ki going into my chest and mine going into his. I look up at him with wide eyes. It was like I was seeing him for the first time. He was the most beautiful creature in the universe. I look into his eyes and he had the same look in his eyes. I smile and descend at the same time as him. I try to contain my excitement as I throw my arms around his neck and kiss him deeply. Our chest lit up at the kiss. I look down and smile bright before I look at him.

He smiles down at me and kisses my forehead. "Now I will always be with you my son. I will visit you every single chance that I get. I'll try to bring Goten with me...I know he's going to miss you." he says to me. I smile a little and nod. This was going to be hard...But I knew that we could get through anything because we loved each other and that's all that mattered.

I see him jump, like he forgot something. I watch as he gets his clothes back on before he reached into the pocket. "Oh! I almost forgot this." He says to me smiling. He pulls something that looks like a ring out of his pocket. My eyes widen as I see that it is a ring. I look up at him with a look of disbelief on my face. He slowly puts it on my finger and blushes. "I wanted you to have this...to know that when I come to you I'm all yours and no one elses." he says as he looks into my eyes. "I love you Gohan, always." He says to me.

For the first time in months, I believed every word that he said to me. I kiss him and smile at him "I love you too daddy.." I say before I kiss him on the cheek and fly away, finding the place to settle down and put my new home.

I know this chapter was a little scattered, but I'm in love with it. I hope you are too...more fun things to come!

Happy reading!