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Alright so I just wanted to make it clear that litchenstein in lily vogel and switserland is vash Zwingli because I've been calling him bash, so lets just dsay thats a nickname of sorts, kay?
Oh yea and I've also made quite afew spelling mistakes but if I get really farin he story and maybe hit around 20 reviws someone has to remind me to spend some time going back and fixing it because I've been busy and stressed lately and pissed off because of some smokers at my secondary school (yes 13/14 year old girls in my school smoke and it's annoying) and to be honest I don't have time to go back on my story right now.
Now without further adue :D
Kiku Honda sat in his seat shaking
Anyone who looked at him would not be able to see or perceive the amount of mortification and dread he was feeling, no. All they would see was their quiet Japanese friend staring blankly at his desk and not paying attention to the class.
However, Kiku WAS indeed paying attention to the class and was now on the verge of tears.
The reason being his friend Alfred F Jones who was now locked in a verbal battle with Lovino Vargas.
It was not the harsh argument that had upset Kiku particularly, it was more the subject: homosexual relationships.
Kiku winced as Alfred gave a VERY passionate argument as to why it was wrong and Lovino gave a very passionate argument as to why it was just as right as any other relationship.
Sure, the teacher had put them all on sides and started the debate but this argument had now gone to a more personal level.
"This is getting annoying," Arthur said in his posh British accent before somehow getting involved in the argument
Kiku couldn't take it anymore, it was too much.
The teenager suddenly stood up and left
If he stayed, he knew h would cry.
Cry because the person he liked...thought it was wrong for that sort of love to exist.
It wasn't like he WANTED to fall for Alfred f Jones.
Kiku had at first wanted nothing to do with the keet and had promptly kept his distance
Then...then Alfred had approached him because of his limited edition anime figurine and...
Ok, so maybe it didn't happen that fast and all the close contact took some getting used to but eventually...when it was too late Kiku noticed he had fallen deeply in love with Alfred
He soon found himself striving to make his friend happy and be there for him when he could
When Mathew exploded, Kiku did his best to keep Alfred in his cheery mood and distracted enough to forget about his cousin...
He already knew.
He already knew that Alfred had quite a few things against homosexuals already so when he outright started debating against them...
He had no right to be upset about it.
And yet. He was.
...oOo...
Kiku walked into the lunchroom and immediately went over to Feliciano's table
Today was after all a Thursday
When he sat down, he let himself glance at Alfred's table where Alfred was looking intently in his direction
Kiku's heart skipped a beat but he allowed himself to give Alfred a polite nod
Instead of his usual reaction of waving or smiling, Alfred looked away
'The cold shoulder?' he thought in confusion
Suddenly a girl came over and Alfred gave her a warm smile as she put her arm around him
He didn't shy away from the contact as he did when Kiku decided to try to get closer
"Who is she?" Kiku asked Feliciano who knew just about everyone
"Ve~ I know her, she's Michelle the pretty exchange student, and she and Alfred have been quite close I'm surprised you haven't met her"
"Oh" Kiku said before starting to eat his lunch
'You're over thinking it' he told himself
..oOo...
'You're not over thinking it' Kiku thought as he sat down at Feliciano's table for lunch
On a Friday.
The teenager had wanted to sit next to Alfred but the seat was:
"Already taken by Michelle-sorry dude" as Alfred put it in the coldest way possible
Kiku had nodded and immediately going to sit by Feliciano instead
"Ve~ did you and Alfred fight?" Feliciano asked
"I don't know" Kiku said with a small sigh
He was going to have to confront the American on this.
He was never good at these sorts of guessing games and didn't want their friendship to end like this.
...oOo...
Kiku stooped Alfred at the end of school in the main corridor
He and Lovino had earned a detention after their argument on sexuality during class which apparently got more violent
"What do you want?" Alfred asked coldly
"I want to know why you're angry" Kiku said simply
Alfred glared at him
"Your gay" Alfred quipped and Kiku's face paled
"h-how did you find out?" he asked
"Arthur told me, he said that Francis figured it out"
"Oh" was all Kiku could muster
"How could you not tell me something like that?" Alfred asked angrily
"I..." Kiku couldn't think up an excuse
"So much for being friends" Alfred said before walking off
It was at that moment that Kiku's entire world crumbled.
Kiku stood there for a moment before biting down on his lip and running off.
...oOo...
Lovino couldn't get rid of this feeling.
He had saw Kiku earlier today leaving the school
That kid who could see yokai or Japanese demons or whatever.
He had never taken an interest in Kiku considering he seemed to deny being able to see anything but today there was something off, he was giving off an aura hat scared Lovino shitless.
Lovino looked down at his homework before giving an annoyed yell and getting up to go in search for his brothers phone
At this point Lovino felt glad that his brother came over frequently
Lovino made his way downstairs and fished his brothers phone out of his bag
"Ve? Lovino why are you-"
"None of your goddamn business"
"But it's my phone" Feliciano whined
"I said none of your business!" Lovino snapped taking the phone up to his room before calling Kiku
Once...
Twice...
On the third attempt someone picked up
"Xie?" a voice came
Lovino knew that voice, it was the voice of Yao Kiku was adopted into his family...or so he'd heard from Feliciano
"Can I talk to Kiku?" Lovino asked, "it's important"
"I think he's in his room," the Chinese boy said with slight irritation
"Well then can you give him the phone?" Lovino asked matching the agitated tone
"Xie, xie" the Chinese boy said
There was a long pause on the other end of the phone
"Kiku your friends on the phone!" the Chinese boy called banging on a door
There was more banging
"Kiku!" the Chinese boy shouted before sighing
"I don't think he wants to come out" the Chinese boy told Lovino
"look it's important that I talk to him so get to him even if you have to break down the God damn door!" Lovino snapped
"Fine!" Yao exclaimed before mumbling in Chinese
There was silence then the clicking noise of a lock being picked open
...oOo
Yao walked into his little brothers room cautiously, he knew that Kiku didn't like him being in there but if his friend wanted him then he had an excuse
"It's empty" he said into the phone before tripping over something
Yao hit the ground with a painful thud
He slowly got up then examined his hand
'Blood?' he thought in confusion staring at the red liquid that stuck to his hand
He then quickly got up and headed for the light-which he had failed to turn on as he entered the room
As soon as the room was lit, he screamed.
There on the floor laid his brother with his sword through his stomach slowly losing blood.
...oOo...
(around a week later)
Kiku awoke on a hospital bed NOT in his cloths
'Great' he thought slowly sitting up
He winced as a sharp pain emanated from his stomach.
The teenager looked down at himself
His stomach had been patched up and he was hooked up to several things.
"He's awake!" a familiar voice that belonged to his brother of Korean decent came
Kiku looked up and saw his older brother standing there his eyes filled with pure fury
"How could you do something like that?" his brother asked his voice was shaky which scared Kiku the most
"I...I didn't..."
'...expect to wake up' Kiku thought miserably
"You almost died Kiku!" Yao exclaimed "mom and dad are coming back into town today" he said
Kiku's eyes widened
His parents had a habit of going out of town and leaving the kids with someone watching them but this time since Yao was 18 they had trusted him with that duty
"I'm sorry," Kiku said not meeting his brothers eyes
His lip started trembling as he began to cry
His brother was immediately at his side hugging him
"Don't worry" Yao said reassuringly "we're going to great you the help you need"
Kiku did NOT like the sound of that.
...oOo...
Kiku took a deep breath and entered the room for his group session
He didn't want to be here but it wasn't like he had a choice
He expected the group to be...different from what he saw
As soon as he entered the room everyone seemed to give him weird looks
Well the people he knew seemed to give him weird looks.
He wanted to run.
He wanted to hide.
But he slowly entered the room and took a seat in the circle.
An hour.
The entire session was an hour of Lovino, Mathew, Ivan and the rest of the group staring at him.
Kiku tried to keep to himself but they wanted to involve him.
"So why did you try and kill yourself?" Ivan asked blatantly
Kiku looked down
'Because they guy I like found out I was gay' he thought sadly
"Because...of things" Kiku said not able to say it
"don't worry" Lovino said reassuringly much to Kiku's surprise "thins will get better" he stated giving a smile
"how do you know?2 Kiku asked bitterly "my best friend now thinks I'm a freak"
"well then screw him" Lovino said coldly "if he does then he doesn't really deserve to be your friend, I mean I'm not exactly normal and neither are plenty of the people here but you don't see us whining over it, no. We've gone out and made friends, mostly with each other but it still helps us get through this"
"I..." Kiku stared at Lovino for a few seconds "yea well I can't exactly do that considering that Alfred hates you" he mumbled
"I thought you weren't friends anymore" Ivan said
Kiku winced.
That comment hurt
"Oops. It seems we're out of time" she said "we can continue the session next week too so try not to push yourselves" she smiled
Kiku had a feeling that was directed at him.
Wither way he didn't care he was finally free
"Look if you ever feel like doing something like that again just come talk to us" Lovino said "we know how it feels and we'll help," he said seriously
Kiku bit his bottom lip and warm feeling passed through him
'So that's how he can make so many friends so easily' he thought before realising everyone was actually leaving.
He got up and quickly started to leave the room but then crashed into someone
"Sorry" he said barely looking up at the person
"Kiku?" a voice came and Kiku looked up to see Arthur looking down at him in confusion
'Shit' Kiku thought quickly moving past the British teenager and heading out to meet up with his brother 'not good, this is not good' he thought trying to hold back tears.
"Why was he here?" Arthur asked Mathew who he had been charged with picking up since their parents were all too busy "I thought this was only for people who tried to...y'know..."
"Don't tell me you don't know" Mathew said "he was in hospital the better part of the past two weeks he elaborated
"Why?" Arthur asked "I never thought Kiku of all people would try and..."
"Yea well you have Alfred and was of wording things to thank, apparently he got angry because Francis told him Kiku was gay"
"That git" Arthur sighed it was obvious that Kiku had a huge crush on Alfred but nobody wanted to intervene
"Yea, well that's Alfred for you" Mathew said coldly before starting to head for his friends car.
...oOo...
(That Friday)
Kiku walked into the lunchroom and took a deep breath
'I can do this' he thought reassuringly
He glanced at Alfred's table where Alfred blatantly ignored him
'I can do this' he thought again walking past Feliciano's table but sparing a smile to his friends
"c-can I sit here?" he asked looking down at the table he had stopped before
A Swiss blonde cocked his gun
"Sure" Lovino said quickly with a smile
Vash looked over at Lovino then got the kid a chair and allowed him to sit with them
Kiku was nervous and could feel someone -obviously Alfred-was watching him
But at the same time he felt alright...
It actually felt nice being next to these guys he found himself feeling as if he belonged instantly even though most of the people on the table were almost too different from each other.
Kiku gave a genuine smile and started eating his lunch.
...oOo...
Alfred pouted as he looked over at Kiku who made his way past his table
He wasn't sure how to approach him so he had pretended like he didn't notice him as he passed
"You should try to make up with him before it's too late" Arthur warned
Kiku passed Feliciano's table sparing a polite smile before going and sitting on Lovino's table which made Alfred's blood boil
"Since when did-" the American started
"Mathew is one of Kiku's closest friends" Arthur covered.
He did not think that it would do anyone any good if Alfred knew what sort of people were in that group
As well as the detail that they weren't all completely human there was also the fact of attempted suicide.
"Still" Alfred said angrily
Suddenly Kiku gave a genuine smile that made the American's heart skip a beat
"You should have told him you liked him," Michelle said "instead of getting pissed that he didn't tell you he was gay"
"I know" Alfred mumbled "but...why is it that whenever someone joins that table they have to smile like that?" he asked
"Maybe they're just having a good time" Arthur said knowing that wasn't the reason
The reason lied in WHAT exactly Lovino Vargas was.
His kind were known for attracting other species towards them
Feliciano sadly was very much human but still also had a slight imprint of that races social skills, maybe Lovino's mom took pity on him or something
Arthur gave a small sigh
'It's none of my business' he thought before joining the conversation that Sadik had started.
I was going to finally add spamano in this chapter but then I wanted Kiku to have someone to love and hold...y'know if Alfred can reconcile with him already.
It;'ll probably happen if I get nagged about it in the reviws
And I'mmjust skimming through pairings right now so...yea.
So anyway I'll try adding spamano in the next chapter
Reviews make me a happy bunny :D
Oh yea and I've finally made a proper decision on what race Lovino is so try to guess?
If anyone guesses right then I'll reveal it then and there
*laughs* you won't guess...
And yes. I am a sadist :D
Oh yea and so far the supernatural beings are
Romano=?
Kiku=yokai (he dosn't know it yet but it's not excacly a big deal if I tell you)
Canada=he's phycic and can use his mind to do a lot of stuff :D
Ivan=he's connected to general winter which gives him powers over heat and stuff and he's also...well you'll find out soon enough :D (HA more secrets) which explains why general winter could latch onto him
Switerland=half angel hald demon
Litchenstein=fallen angel
England=he's a wizard, I'm not going to hide that because it's pretty obvious.
France=?
Germany=?
Prussia=?
Spain=?
And that's all I'[m going to give you- yes the bad touch trio and germany have powers but I'm not spilling until the next chapter
I'll make it germany centric or spamano centric you decide (either way I'll slip in some spamano)