Hey guys! Sorry for taking so long. This story is sadly nearing its end. This is the last chapter, epilogue to be up soon. I CANT BELIEVE HOW MANY FAVORITES AND FOLLOWS I GOT. 3 Thank you! I LOVE YOU ALL.

*45 mins later*

Dean gently rolled off of Castiel and took shaky breaths trying to regain his composure.

Cas was laying there staring at the sky and holding his breath. As soon as Dean was in his right mind again he turned to look at the other man.

"Cas..you ok buddy?"
"Yes Dean." Cas said in a raspy voice.
"Was that satisfactory?"

Dean chuckled slightly and smiled gently. "Yes Cas. That was more than satisfactory."

Cas scrunched up his face slightly and chewed his lip thoughtfully. "Why is that funny Dean? Does our acts of intimacy amuse you?"

"No Cas. Not at all."

Castiel sighed giving up the urge to argue what so ever and spread his wings out on either side of him.

Dean gently laid on on of the wings and kissed Cas gently on the lips.

"No more fighting. From now
on your an open book Cas."
"But Dean, I'm not a-"
"Yes Cas, I know your not a book it's a figure of speech. You need to get out more."

Dean said trying to suppress chuckles, until he noticed the heart clenching expression etched on Cas' face.

"Cas. What's wrong. Open book remember..?"

"Nothing Dean. Just, last time I "got out more" was with my friend Anna. She knew about it. My wings.

She was like my little sister, she put her trust in me fully. She wished to fly. Like I was Peter Pan taking her to her never land.

Which I guess I did if never land is heaven. She fell. I wasn't quick enough, I couldn't catch her. She fell. Falling from the sky.

She landed in a giant oak tree. She died on impact. It was tragic. And my fault. She wanted to fly like an angel and I let her fall like the devil."

Dean could fell his heart physically shattering at Cas' pain.

"Hey. I know I haven't known you that long but listen to me Cas. You can trust me. And that, none of that was your fault. I swear."

Cas sighed and rolled over slightly looking into Deans eyes.

"Okay."