Hey there folks! Ha. Well, this is my very last oneshot before I head back to school. At the end of this oneshot, I have a speech that I would like to say to everyone, and to certain people in particular and I hope you lovely lights decide to stay and listen to my mushiness.

I do not own Big Time Rush. Yet.

Now On To The Shot!

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Always Negative But Secretly Positive

He hates life.

He hates the world.

He hates the people of this world.

As you can see, Logan Mitchell is a very negative person.

He believes that a person could never change the way they act. He believes that once you've been tainted by evil, you become evil as well. Once you've done wrong, your dammed to hell to never have a chance into heaven.

No one had been able to make him see the good in the world. Not his parents, not his siblings, not even his best friends.

But then, he met someone. He met a brunette who had changed his views on the world. He made him believe that he wasn't tainted. He made him see that everyone can change. He made him see the good in the world.

This brunette was James Diamond.

James had always been positive. He had to make sure that everyone around him was a happy soul and if they weren't happy, he would do everything in his power to change their mood.

You see, when James had met Logan, he could tell that the smaller boy was not a happy person. He knew that he had been tainted by the evil of the world and he was perfectly okay with that. He knew that it was just an excuse to get closer to the boy. To make him think positively.

But it never worked.

Logan was always negative. He always thought bad about himself, but never of other people. It was like something in his brain just told him that everyone was better than him in everyway possible. No one could be as worthless as Logan Mitchell. And Logan knew it.

Yet, there was always a voice that told him, he was better. He wasn't worthless. He wasn't as bad as he thought he was.

Most of the time Logan had believed the voice. And the strange part was that this voice of encouragement came to him exactly after he started dating James. But he would never tell James that.

For now, he was just content with being Always Negative But Secretly Positive.

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Yea, it's short. But I have to say, Logan in this story is me. And I'm proud to finally admit that I am Negative. But I'm Secretly Positive.

So now for a little speech.

I love you guys. I really do. You all stuck by me when I was going through a difficult time in my life. You never judged me and you never got mad when I refused to update. For that, I am truly greatful. I would have never made it this far without any of ya'lls encouragment. I can't even believe that people like my stories, and it makes me cry tears of joy to know that I can write what I feel and it's liked.

So I'm thanking everyone who has ever stuck by me. I hope you are all by my side for many more stories to come.

I personally want to thank my little sister Zoe. She was my first reviewer. At the time, we never knew each other and yet, as time went on, you became a major part of my know everything about me and you were always there for me and I know that you will stay by me, as I will stay by you. You never judged my writing style and you always made sure tht I was never in a sad mood.

I am so lucky to call you my family.

I would also like to thank my best friend Tres. You reviewed my stories with such an awesomeness that I can't even put into words. I always tell you about a new idea and you always support it. It's hard to believe that in so little time, I have grown to trust you enough to tell you about me, something I haven't told anyone outside my circle of safetyness. So I'm thankful that you have become a part of my family as well.

I thank you for allowing me to be your friend.

And now that my tears have subsided, I would like to say, that tomorrow, a new chapter of Transformed will be up. If you haven't read it, give it a glance and tell me what you think.

Until Then Little Lights...

Love Peace and Slash:

Hikari!