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Suicidal Love::Hidan::Ch.6

Thanerah was cooking dinner in the kitchen alone, since the Akatsuki are too lazy to help her. Thanerah sighed heavily and stirred the soup with a long wooden spoon until suddenly Tobi – the childish member of the Akatsuki – appeared beside her as he screamed "Thanerah!" Thanerah smiled at him since she found him comfortable to be around. When she first met him she first found him annoying but when she got use to him, she started to enjoy his company.

"Hi Tobi, need something?" asked Thanerah sweetly.

Tobi shook his head and said "Tobi came to see if Thanerah needs any help of cooking! Tobi is a good boy after all!"

Thanerah smiled and replied "Sure, Tobi." She past the spoon to Tobi "Just continue to stir this for another 20 minutes while I make some steaks."

Tobi saluted her "Aye-aye, Thanerah!" Thanerah giggled, she walked towards the fridge and took out some frozen steaks for everybody.


Hidan went out of his bedroom since it's near dinner time; he walked down the small hallway towards the dining room where some members would usually be when they're waiting for dinner. When he got there he saw Kakuzu, Sasori and Deidara playing some card games. "What the f**k are you playing?" asked Hidan as he walked towards the dining table to join them.

Deidara answered without leaving his eyes from his cards "Bullshit, hmm"

Kakuzu asked Hidan "In or out?"

"In"

Sasori and Deidara dropped their cards on the table and passed them to Kakuzu before he shuffled the cards together to restart the game.

"Where the f**k is everyone?" asked Hidan as he looked around but he could already smell something delicious from the kitchen.

"Some are in the kitchen; helping Thanerah to cook"

"What's she cooking?"

"Some soup and steak," answered Kakuzu with his eyes not leaving his cards. Hidan already felt hungry and his stomach growled softly but thankfully no one heard it.

30 minutes later, Hidan banged his cards on the table and shouted in frustration. "Damn it!" he lost, again.

Deidara couldn't help but grin and said to Hidan "Man, you suck Hidan, un."

Hidan glared at the blonde member and shouted "You keep talking and you'll soon find yourself dickless!" Deidara grimaced a bit and shut his mouth, Hidan grinned at the coward Deidara but he was still upset that he was the first one to lose in the game. In the end Kakuzu won, as usual.

Hidan's stomach growled again so he grumbled "Where the f**k is that food, I'm f**king starving..." then suddenly Kisame appeared beside Hidan, put a set of plates on the table after Kakuzu took the cards away and put them safely in his deck.

"What are you guys doing?" asked Kisame.

Kakuzu answered "We were playing bullshit."

"You won?"

"Obviously; losing is not my style."

"Tch."

Then Thanerah came out of the kitchen while holding a set of bowls "I hope you like some mushroom soup" said Thanerah as she put the set of bowls on the table and put them in place.

"Whatever and just bring the f**king food in here! I'm f**king starving to death here!" whined Hidan,

Thanerah arched a brow and asked "You can't die, Hidan"

"It was an expression! Now bring the f**king food in here, b**ch!"

Kisame said to Thanerah "Don't worry, kid. He's always cranky when he doesn't get his food."

Thanerah gigged while Hidan blushed from embarrassment "Shut the f**k up, sushi-boy! I heard that sushi is Lord Jashin's favourite!" Kisame glared at Hidan before he walked back to the kitchen to get the food.

Hidan grinned in victory and mumbled "Tch, pussy." Thanerah sighed heavily then noticed the Krystol spreading against on her arm, now it nearly covered her entire arm.

*I'm running out of time...* then she also noticed Hidan's mark spreading a bit more, stretching inside in his skin. Hidan cursed under his breath when he noticed it as well but when he caught Thanerah staring at his mark he shouted.

"Stop staring at me like some f**king idiot and get the f**king food!" Thanerah jumped a bit from Hidan's sudden scowled and quickly retreated back to the kitchen.

Hidan grumbled many curse words under his breath and when he saw the members in the table staring at him with a bit of disapproval he asked "What the f**k are you staring at? Do I have something on my face?"

Deidara first spoke "Don't you think you're being too hard on her, Hidan? I mean, she didn't do anything wrong to you, un"

Hidan narrowed his eyes at him "It's none of your f**king business, Deidara. I can treat her whatever I f**king like!"

"Whatever you say, Hidan. Besides I find her quite cute, un" Deidara said with a smirk on his face as he glanced at Thanerah through the kitchen doorway with her back facing him.

Hidan glared at Deidara and growled at him "Hey! Back off!"

Deidara arched a brow at Hidan and asked "Whoa, why all of a sudden protective of her, Hidan? Are you saying that you want her for yourself?"

Hidan started to blush a bit and started to protest "N-No! Of course not! I-I just...I just don't want her to get any f**king distractions during her training! So don't think of going after her, Deidara!"

Kakuzu smirked and mumbled "You're falling for her"

"Am not!"

"Are too!"

"Am not!"

"Are too!"

Then Pein entered and heard the commotion so he shouted to them "Enough already! We're adults, not children! So shut the hell up!"

Hidan and Kakuzu immediately shut their mouths up from Pein's scowling. Thanerah then walked out of the kitchen while holding a plate of steaks. "Dinner's ready!" and Tobi followed behind her with a bowl of mushroom soup.

"And Tobi has made mushroom soup! Thanks to Thanerah-chan! Tobi's a good boy!"

During dinner Hidan said to Thanerah who was sitting right next to him "We're going to train your Krystol after this"

"But what about the dishe-!"

"It's Deidara's f**king turn!"

Deidara nearly choked in his dinner "Wh-What!?"

Pein, surprisingly, turning to Hidan's side "Hidan is right, Deidara. Tonight is your turn. Thanerah has already done so much for us. You didn't expect Thanerah to do the job all the time, did you?"

Deidara grumbled unhappily and continued to eat his dinner with a big frown on his face.


"You want me to do what?" asked Thanerah as she and Hidan were alone in the Training underground. Hidan sighed heavily as he crossed his arms on his chest and repeated.

"Summon your Guardian, now."

Thanerah just stood there like an idiot, Hidan slapped his forehead with his hand and mumbled "This is f**king impossible..."

Thanerah felt incredibly annoyed so she asked Hidan "Ok! Just tell me what I have to do to summon my Guardian!"

Hidan pulled his hand away from his face and said to her "I don't know how to f**king explain it"

"Then show it to me!"

Hidan rubbed his chin a bit in deep thought then said to her "Wait here." He did a handsign and suddenly disappeared in a cloud of smoke. Thanerah sighed heavily, crossed her arms and tapped her foot on the ground while she was waiting for Hidan.

Five minutes later Hidan appeared in front of her and Thanerah noticed him holding on a Krystol but has a different crystal, it was red in a shape of a fire. "Is that your Krystol?" asked Thanerah, Hidan put on an annoying look and answered her sarcastically.

"No! It's my winter glove!"

An anime vein appeared on Thanerah's head.

Hidan sighed heavily "Man, you sigh a lot. Do you have asthma?" asked Thanerah, just to annoy him.

It worked because he glared at her "Shut the f**k up, Thanerah. Be grateful that I'm even helping you."

"By force" Thanerah corrected him, but Hidan only rolled his eyes as he put on his Krystol on the back of his right hand.

"You might want to step back a bit." warned Hidan, Thanerah obeyed and waited for something to happen. Hidan sighed heavily and said to Thanerah "Don't tell anyone about this."

Thanerah titled her head to the side "Why?"

"Just promise me that you won't!"

"Ok fine, fine."

Hidan sighed heavily with a bit of doubt in his eyes, then he closed his eyes in concentration.

The crystal in his Krystol started to glow, and red strings of light crawled out from the crystal and wrapped themselves around Hidan's arms as his Krystol spread on his arm. "Zalithor..." he mumbled as Hidan reopened his eyes, Thanerah gasped softly when she saw his lavender eyes glowing. Suddenly a detailed glowing mark appeared beneath Hidan's feet and soon Hidan jumped as something large and dark came out from the weird glowing mark.

Thanerah gasped when she saw a cyborg dark grey dragon, Hidan landed beside it and he smirked when he saw Thanerah's awestruck face. Hidan patted his Guardian and said to Thanerah "His name is Zalithor, my Guardian. That's the specialty of Jashinism but I barely use him because I don't want the Akatsuki to know about." he had no idea why he is telling her but for some reason, he felt that he could trust her with his life.

"W-Wow..." mumbled Thanerah as she looked at the Guardian. The Guardian turned its head to Hidan and growled softly, Hidan replied to it "No you can't! She's not a f**king snack, Zalithor!"

He growled again.

"Sorry Zalithor! I don't have any food with me." then the Guardian turned its head towards Thanerah again and licked its lips in hunger. Hidan quickly grabbed hold on his Guardian's mouth, keeping it shut "No Zalithor! No!" ordered Hidan but Zalithor just growled softly.

Thanerah stepped back a bit and asked Hidan "Um, can you...understand it, Hidan?" Hidan shot her an annoying look.

"Of course I understand my own f**king Guardian!" Thanerah shot him an annoying look but she was more alerted of the hungry Zalithor. Hidan said to Thanerah "Now summon your Guardian as I've done mine! Just concentrate your mind and try to listen carefully!"

Zalithor growled again and tried to move but Hidan hold him down "Stay down, Zalithor! She's not a f**king snack for the last f**king time!"

Thanerah giggled a bit at the scene but when she saw Hidan's stern and annoying look Thanerah quickly stopped. "Sorry"

"You'll be sorry if you don't move your sorry ass!" Thanerah puffed then inhaled deeply as she tries to concentrate. She could already feel some power from her Krystol flowing through her veins.


Suddenly she opened her eyes to see that she was surrounded by a dark mist and she was on a flat platform, with glittering lines of clouds flowing vertically towards the ceiling like walls. "Where am I?" asked Thanerah as she looked around then suddenly she felt the ground shake, causing her to lose her balance a bit.

Then she looked at the source of it and see a large dragon foot, Thanerah looked up to see a beautiful silver cyborg dragon, looking down at her with red glowing eyes but it's right eye was made of machines. *Why are you here?* a female voice demanded in Thanerah's mind.

Thanerah's lips trembled in fear but then replied "I-I'm here to...to summon you" suddenly the silver dragon wrapped itself around Thanerah like a snake.

*And what makes you think that you are capable of using my powers?* asked the dragon.

"B-Because I want to live" then she glared at her Guardian, although she was terrified in the inside "And to do that, I'll need your help!"

The cyborg chuckled and said to her in her thoughts *You're very amusing for such a weakling but I was surprised about that you're a werewolf*

"Join the club."

The Guardian chuckled again then said to her *Very well, I'll grant you my power but you must promise me something.*

"What?" asked Thanerah, the Guardian leaned closer to Thanerah's face so they can see eye to eye

*Do not fail me. And my name is..."


Thanerah opened her eyes that were glowing and she mumbled "Syvolah..." soon a different detailed glowing diagram appeared beneath Thanerah's feet; she quickly walked out of the diagram before the cyborg silver dragon crawled out until it was completely out and the glowing diagram disappeared.

"Wow..." mumbled Thanerah as she look up to her Guardian who was growling softly.

Hidan smirked and clapped his hands "Well done."