Nina's POV
I wish the pillow would answer me, but by ten minutes if pillows would talk it already would have. I groan and fling the pillow over the bed and then my laptop dings. I sit up, it is a video chat. It is eleven, so it is about four or so over there. I accept without realizing who the screen name is but when the window pops up, it is Fabian with the rest of the house behind him and I mentally smack myself.
"Nina Annette Martin don't you even think of exiting out on us!" Amber said, pointing a finger at me. Dang it, when did she get so smart?
"Nina, at least tell us why you left? We deserve that." Fabian said. He is in the middle with Patricia behind him, Eddie next to her, Jerome and Alfie next to Eddie, Amber next to Fabian, Joy and Mara behind her.
"You want to know why Fabian? Because I didn't look where I was looking. I just fell. I was so stupid to even think what I was thinking." I spat at him.
"About what?" He asked me, growing mad with me.
"With you and Joy okay! Is that the answer you wanted? You spent so much time with her and not with me!" I scream at him and tears start flowing.
"That that is true." He spats back.
"Okay, then I guess you are okay with we are over and I am never speaking to you again." I tilt my head to the side and slam by finger on the exit button and slam my laptop closed.
"Are you okay Nina?" Gran asked me, coming in.
"I don't know Gran! Am I making a mistake by dumping Fabian or what?" I ask her, my vision blurry with tears.
"Nina, let me tell you you need to look before you jump. Jump before you fall?" She says and leaves me with my thoughts. If only I could have one more date with Fabian.
"Nina! We are going to be late!" Amber screamed. All of the girls minus Joy are having one huge date.
"I'm coming!" I yell and pull at my converse and walk down the stairs at the same time. We agreed on rollerskating. Fabian smiled at me, he looked so cute in plaid and jeans. He looked, so himself and so un-foreign as I felt. I've never been rollerskating and hope I don't embarrass myself in front of him.
"Finally." Amber pulls me down and we all smush into two cabs. I'm on Fabian's lap, not that it doesn't matter but his arm is around me and I loop my arms around his neck and close my eyes as I inhale is scent. When we are at the place, he holds my hand and never lets go, but the best part is that one time I fell and he on top of me and we kissed. So sweet and gentle.