A/N: Here we go, continuing the story from where I left off!!
Unshed tears welled up in the younger twin's eyes as the weight of the situation settled on his shoulders. His thin legs gave out from underneath him, as if they were simple twigs with no real strength to hold him up. On his knees, a strangled sob came from his throat.
Sure, his brother wasn't dead, but was a possibility of never waking up, at least for a long time, much better? Hardly.
Using his brother's leftover funds from his hacking job, he could only sustain him using life support for a few months at best. After that, if he couldn't motivate himself into making some money of his own through hacking, he'd have no choice but… to let his brother die.
Saeran couldn't allow that. Sobs wracked his fragile body as the horrible thoughts of his brother's possible end plagued his mind.
It's my fault. I did this. What if he jumped off of the tree in purpose because he bought I hated him? Even if it was an accident, it was my fault… I should not have pushed him away in the first place. I shouldn't have been so cruel.. It's all because of me.
All the male could feel was pure anguish and grief, hurt and sorrow. On top of that, he felt angry towards himself and his actions. An overwhelming feeling of pain seemed to suffocate him, closing off the airway to his lungs partially. His breaths he did tale were quickening by the second.
A voice spoke, breaking him from the trap that was his thoughts. "Sir, have you made your decision? May we continue with the brain scan procedure? If so, please sign here." A clipboard was held out in front of him, a pen in the other for the younger Choi to take.
He nodded slowly, reaching his shaking pale hands to take the two items. Trembling, he signed his name on the sheet, not bothering to read over the document since he already had a general idea of what it said. Fingers still shaking, Saeran handed the Doctor the clipboard and ink pen once more.
"Thank you for cooperating, sir, we'lll begin the procedure immediately. Please step outside. "
Minutes ticked by, feeling like hours for Saeran. He watched he clock intensely from the waiting room chair hoping that they'd find something else out and that his brother would be completely fine. Once a doctor finally stepped into the waiting room, he was ushered inside of the emergency room once again.
Unfortunately, his brother was still unconscious, as he could see RJ e limp body still lying motionless on the bed.
"Alright, Sir, after performing the brain scan, we have found that there is no real brain activity, confirming our suspicions that he is comatose. This means he will need to be put on life support to survive. Also, it was revealed that he suffered severe brain damage on one side of his brain, as we feared. If and when he does wake up, this could lead to a number of lifelong side effects, but some recovery may be possible depending on what these side effects are. However, we don't know anything about his side effects yet, so we will just have to wait and see when he does wake up, if he does. That is all, sir." The doctor explained it all in a professional tone, not pausing once, with the exception of when he needed a breath of air.
Saeran gulped and nodded. He already knew his, but he hasn't stopped crying even once.
God, I'm so pathetic. Crying like a baby. I don't deserve anything. Except for this pain, I do deserve it.
"Please put him on l-life support. I'll p-pay for it… " he said, wiping his eyes and glancing over at his brother with a sad expression. The doctor nodded and started speaking with the doctors, presumably to make arrangements for it to happen.
"Saeyoung, please wake up soon… " he whispered, not to anyone particular.
"I need you."
A/N: So, I feel like this chapter was really bad, too short, and nothing much happened, but I hope you all enjoyed it anyways!