CHAPTER 6

Because of accidentally giving Misaki the wrong impression, then Usagi accusing him that everything was his fault, Hiroki was naturally feeling under-appreciated in matters of sex. So when he got home, not giving even one thought to the other inhabitants of the area, he opened the door and practically screamed, "I DEMAND YOU FUCK ME RIGHT NOW, NOWAKI!"

But no Nowaki, Well, of course...considering the current time and the fact that Nowaki had a very long shift at the hospital, the loving giant was probably asleep by now. This seemed to anger the assistant professor even more; he slammed the door and stormed into the kitchen. He put the groceries away, making as much noise as possible in the process.

None of it was my fault...neither was all that crap with Takahiro! If he can't get over something that happened years ago, that's his fault, not mine! That brat will probably forgive him anyway! They'll probably end up making up then have fucking awesome blindfold sex and live happily ever after!

With that last thought, he slammed the fridge door closed, putting away the last of the groceries. He leant against the kitchen counter, scowling angrily.

Yeah, that's what will happen! So he has no need to blame me! And...and...I mean, for god's sake, does Akihiko even realize how much he's insulted me tonight? How much I've suffered? It's not just all about him and those idiots; I'm a victim here too! INSENSITVE ASSHOLE!

He felt so humiliated, insulted and could not help but doubt his ability to satisfy a man. "Damn this, I'm going to bed" he sighed and made to go upstairs. However, he wasn't able to do that; next second, as if on cue, Nowaki came pounding down the stairs, half-dressed with a wooden bat gripped tightly in his hands.

"W-Who's there? Is it burglars? I...I'm armed, you know! Get out of here, we don't have anything!" Nowaki said as he ran down the stairs, panicked, "The-The only thing we have of value is..." He stopped in mid sentence when he saw Hiroki. He finished in surprise, "S-Standing in the kitchen..."

Hiroki felt a smug victory at the sight of his lover. Thank god, he actually had woken up the perverted idiot! Now, now Nowaki could comfort him and give him exactly what he needed! Hiroki needed to feel wanted...he needed someone to have sex with him, and never regret it!

"What are you going on about, moron?"

"Ah...Hiro-san, it's just you! With all that noise, I thought someone came to rob us!" Nowaki said brightly, smiling like an idiot.

"No, no robbers, just me! But never mind that, just shut up and fuck me!" Hiroki said. Nowaki gave him a look of surprise; it was unusual for Hiroki demanding sex so late at night. Hiroki was impatient; moving quickly, he practically threw himself at Nowaki. Throwing away any male pride he had left, he pressed his lips to Nowaki's and started kissing him with every last breath he had. Nowaki's eyes were wide in surprise and the wooden bat fell from his large hands. However, he soon returned the embrace and wrapped his arms around Hiroki's waist, kissing him back. Hiroki moaned through the kisses, tongue rolling over tongue, Nowaki winning the battle for dominance as usual. When his lips left the younger males, Hiroki whispered another desperate demand; "Fuck me, damnitt...I need you!"

"Hiro-san..."Nowaki said softly. He nodded and picked up his lover, taking him into the bedroom. As soon as Hiroki hit the bed, he started taking off his shirt and pants. Nowaki was staring at him in surprise.

Hiroki glared at him, "What are you waiting for? Take your pants off and fuck me, you moron!"

"I will, of course I will..."Nowaki said, doing what he was told. "...But why are you so eager tonight? You're not usually so...-"

"Will you shut up, you're talking too much! I want to be touched, what's wrong with that?"

"Nothing at all, Hiro-san" Nowaki said. He straddled his now naked lover and kissed him on the lips. "I was just curious, that's all..."

"Tch!" Hiroki said in annoyance and wrapped his arms around Nowaki's neck, pulling him closer. Nowaki smirked and brushed kisses along Hiroki's neck, licking him occasionally. "Mmmm...N-Nowaki..." Hiroki moaned and dug his hands into the man's raven hair. Nowaki moved down the body, kissing and licking him. He sucked on Hiroki's right nipple while his hand rubbed the other. Hiroki's moans grew loader, "Ahhh...!"

Moving on after a few more minutes. Nowaki licking down Hiroki's body from his chest to his stomach, until finally he reached his lover's cock. He licked his lips then put Hiroki into his mouth, sucking him off. "Ahhhhh...!"Hiroki pushed Nowaki's head down, making Nowaki suck harder. "Ahhh, Nowaki...NOWAKI!"

Finally Hiroki came and Nowaki swallowed all of it. Hiroki panted heavily, staring up at Nowaki with a lustful, flustered face. Nowaki smiled down at him, licking his face of all of the cum. "You're so adorable, Hiro-san"

Hiroki blushed even more, "S-SHUT UP! JUST KEEP FUCKING ME, YOU STUPID ROMANTIC PERVERT!"

"Yes, Hiro-san if that is what you want, please turns over onto your stomach."

Hiroki did what he was told and before he knew it, Nowaki was pounding his huge cock into his ass. Gasping and panting, he clutched onto the sheets desperately.

"AHHHHHH!"

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When Hiroki finally got up in the morning, Nowaki was cooking him breakfast. He stared at him, blushing. He couldn't help but smile.

Well...At least I know Nowaki wants me. Yeah, forget Akihiko, it's his loss. I have Nowaki. He never stops wanting to have sex with me, stupid pervert...he wants me...only me...

"Oh...morning, Hiro-san!"

Blushing in embarrassment, Hiroki shook himself out of his thoughts and snapped, "W-Why didn't you wake me up? Moron!"

"I tried but you just fell asleep again"Nowaki said calmly. "Anyway, please sit down; breakfast will be ready soon!"

"Yeah, ok"Hiroki sighed and sat down at the table. He sat there in silence, staring at his lover.

I'm...kind of lucky to have someone like him, aren't I?...

He blushed and hung his head nervously, "Hey, listen...a-about last night, I...I-I know you must've been tired from work...and it was pretty late too. I'm sorry, I shouldn't have made you do it with me..."

"Hiro-san, don't apologise, I really don't mind. As long as you want to be with me, I'm happy"Nowaki answered, smiling. He turned the stove off and brought their breakfast over to the table, "I was just concerned; something seemed...off..."

Hiroki's heart skipped a beat. He blushed, avoiding eye contact, muttering under his breath, "...Y-You're not wrong...about that..."

Nowaki blinked, eyes wide. "Hiro-san..."

RING RING!

"I-I'll get it!" Hiroki said quickly. He ran to the phone, leaving a concerned lover alone at the table. Saved by the bell, Hiroki happily spoke into the receiver, "Hello?"

"Hello Hiroki"

Akihiko?Geez, what does HE want ?

"...Same to you, I guess"Hiroki said coldly, a glare on his face.

"Look, Hiroki, I'm very sorry for everything I said last night. I realise now that it was very insulting. I admit now that everything wasn't entirely your fault, just most of it-"

MOST OF IT?

"...I was upset so I needed to let off some steam-"

Fine!Fine, I'll let off some steam too...by throwing a book at your brat's big empty head when I go to class today!HA! How do you like that, you inconsiderate bastard?

"Well, at any rate, my beloved Misaki still wants to be with me...so everything is fine now. Can we please just forget all this ever happened?"

Hiroki glared at the phone, pissed off. He couldn't believe what he had just heard.

Forget? How can I possibly forget?

"Y-You asshole!I've been through hell because of you and your stupid brat!I can't just forget it!"

"...And I just apologised, isn't that enough?"

"No, it is not enough!Thanks to all this, I had to do something really embarrassing and jump my boyfriend!"

"Shouldn't you be doing that, anyway?"

Hiroki blushed in embarrassment,"S-Shut up!"

"...Alright, enough fun. Apologise to me now"

"A-Apologise?To you?"Hiroki repeated incredibly, "Why the hell should I do that?"

"Because you almost ruined my relationship with Misaki, that's why!"

"..."at this point, Hiroki looked ready to explode.

"Well? I'm waiting..."

Hiroki hung up the phone. Then he stormed over to the wall and ripped it out of the socket. When he turned around again, he got a shock when he saw the cold, serious look on Nowaki's face. And Hiroki made a face, as if say, Oh shit!

He was caught. Hiroki had no choice. He sighed and slowly explained the whole truth. When he was done, he said quietly, "Nowaki, you have to understand...I do not love Akihiko. I love you. But he is a very important friend of mine, and I care what he thinks of me." Tears were now running down Hiroki's face. "That is why it hit me so hard... to hear him say all that stuff last night. I-It hurts so much, in many ways, that one of the few people I open my heart to...is so deeply disgusted and repulsed by me..."

To say that it didn't bother Nowaki to know that his lover had previously slept with another man, that he wasn't hurt by the fact that Hiroki felt so strongly towards another person besides him...well, it would be a lie. But right now, his lover needed him.

"That's why, when I came back home, I did what I did..."Hiroki cried, "I...I needed someone to touch me, to feel wanted. I needed to know that...that I'm not some disgusting, undesirable, selfish bastard who's not good in bed..."

Hiroki suddenly froze, his eyes wide with shock as he felt Nowaki pull him close, his large warm arms envelop his smaller body. "Hiro-san, shh...none of it is your fault. I don't care whose fault it was, they had no right to do that to you last night" he lovingly kissed Hiroki's forehead and wiped the tears away from his eyes, "I think you are the most beautiful person in the entire world. And anyone who even thinks of rejecting your gorgeous body would have to be out of their minds"

Hiroki's heart pounded against his chest. He clutched onto Nowaki's back tightly, and buried his face into the younger man's chest. A small smile appeared on his face, "Nowaki, you idiot"

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They stayed in that same, loving position for a long time. Until it was time for Hiroki to go to work. Though he was late, of course. Hiroki didn't care though. He walked into the office with a blissful look on his face. I am really really really lucky to have him in my life...Nowaki, you make me so happy. Thank you.

"Why so late, Kami-?"Miyagi said but he stared at Hiroki with a surprised look. "What's with the smile, Kamijo? Where's the mean, scary devil we all know and fear?"

"He's not here right now. I'm in a good mood, and even you can't set me off today" Hiroki said, surprisingly very calm.

"Oh really; that's too bad..."Miyagi said. He shrugged and grinned, "Oh well, there's always tomorrow!"

"Idiot" was all Hiroki said. But suddenly, he got a text message. He read it and, slowly, a blush spread across his whole face.

HIRO-SAN IS BEAUTIFUL AND CUTE AND SEXY AND GOOD IN BED. I WILL NEVER STOP WANTING TO TOUCH MY HIRO-SAN.

Miyagi watched with growing amusement as Hiroki shook with anger and called up his lover, blushing furiously. "Y-Y-Y-YOU IDIOT!DON'T WASTE TIME WITH SUCH S-STUPID MESSAGES!WHAT ARE YOU, A MORON?"

"But Hiro-san, what if someone upsets you again while you are out? No, I have to remind you how beautiful you are!"

"I-I DON'T CARE! JUST...JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!"

When he hung up, Miyagi was staring at him with a huge grin on his face. "W-WHAT ARE YOU LOOKING AT? GET SOME WORK DONE, YOU LAZY EXCUSE OF A TEACHER!"

Miyagi simply started flipping through the paper to find his horoscope, laughing," Knew it wouldn't last long!"