So this one is going to be my take on 5X24, when Toby comes over and talks to Spencer the day before she goes into the dollhouse. I hope you like it and don't forget to review!

Spencer sat on her couch thinking about her and Toby, they weren't really talking at the moment. She knew that they weren't talking because of his job, him being a cop is the worst possible thing that has happened to their relationship.

When Spencer went to London, for an interview at Oxford, her sister's room mate comforted her and they ended up kissing. Another kiss happened when a guy named Johnny, that was kicked out of their house on the same night they kissed but haven't spoke since then and the same with Collin in London.

She hadn't told Toby about the kisses but she knew he wouldn't be very happy about it.

She heard a knock on the door and stood up to see her MIA boyfriend. She walked over to the door and opened it, he didn't say anything. He just walked in and tossed his police badge on the kitchen counter.

"I have done a lot to get that," Toby started to say. "I got my butt kicked in the academy, I fought with my dad, I even got a buzz cut." Spencer had tears in her eyes, he sounded angry.

"I did it because I was tired of not being able to protect the one person that means the most to me in the world." The tears began to build more now. "And I'm not going to choose, Spencer. I'm not going to choose between it and you."

"I never asked you to," Spencer's voice was quiet.

"I know that's why I'm going to tell Tanner, that if I can't be with you and be a cop, she needs to kick me off the force." Toby was walking slowly to her.

He grabbed her waist and pulled her close to him, he stared intensely into her eyes before engulfing her lips with his own in a fiery kiss. She let out a gasp as their tongues battled for dominance.

She pulled away and put her hands on his chest to stop him, "I...I," she stuttered trying to confes.

"Babe, what's wrong? What happened?" Toby asked trying to pull her back to him but she resisted looking down at the ground.

"I. . . kissed someone else," Spencer began to cry.

"Who?" he asked the anger building up in him.

She looked up at him and let out a small sob, "Johnny and," she couldn't get the words out it was too painful.

"And?" Toby stepped back from her, trying to contain his anger.

"And...Collin," she let out a loud sob and fell to the ground crying, looking back at the ground now.

He felt angrier by the second, he pulled her up off the ground by her elbows and kissed her hard. Grinding his hips against her so she could feel his evident erection throbbing for her. He pulled away and walked up the stairs to her bedroom.

"I'm so sorry," she could barely get it out the words when she said this the anger subsided.

"Shhh," He was still trying to calm her down. He pushed her back until she could feel her bed behind her knees and threw her on the bed gently before climbing on top of her.

When he took her shirt off it brought back the thoughts that she had kissed another guy. That another guy had his hands on his girl. She had never kissed another guy while she was dating him and now that she had he felt betrayed. His blood boiled in his veins, he needed to do something about this. Spencer could tell that he was upset and she knew why.

"Roll over." He boomed.

She did as he commanded and he straddled the backs of her thighs. She knew what was going to happen and she liked the thought of it.

"I'm going to spank you. . . I want you to count." They had done this before, gently but now Toby was truly mad and he had to get this anger out or it would be worse the next time.

She nodded her head and pulled his hand back, his hand left a light mark on her ass when it struck. She let out a shriek and felt her arousal building in her. He spanked her again, this time lower. Closer to her sweet spot. She moaned/ grunted when his hand hit. She was almost convulsing on the bed, she could feel the throbbing between her legs.

She was counting, just mentally. She really didn't want him to know how much she hated this and she knew that it could have been worse. Toby heard her but ignored, continuing to smack her, now pink, ass. He felt better when he was done.

"You are mine." he claimed. "Do you understand?" he got off the backs of her thighs and stood up at the end of the bed.

"20 times." She simply said.

Toby furrowed his brow and she looked down at his and and he realized what she was talking about. He had hit her 20 times, and it was rough. She felt the tears begin to come and she buried her face into the pillow.

Toby's stomach dropped when he heard her quiet sobs. "Oh my god, Spencer. Did I hurt you?" He tried to pull her into his arms but she refused.

"Don't you understand?" She let a laugh out jumping out of the bed and covering her naked body. "It hurts, knowing you are in town and not being able to see you. I have had nights where I cried myself to sleep." Toby put his head in his hands. "Do you want to know why I kissed those guys?" She asked but he didn't respond.

"I kissed them because I felt unneeded, I didn't think you needed me anymore." She had full on tears running down her face now. "I love you so much and now I don't know if you still love me."

Toby stood up and held her hands in his, he had tears brimming now. "No, no, no, Spencer. I will always love you. I am sorry I wasn't there for you all those nights. I know I told you not to call and it also hurt me to not be able to hold you without being threatened by my boss." A tear fell from his left eye and she swiped it away with the pad of her thumb. "Please let me make it up to you."

"How can you make that up to me?"

"Let me make love to you all night." He said in a husky voice and kissing her neck.

She moaned and Toby turned her around. They laid on the bed taking it slow tonight. Toby thought she kissed them out of spite but she was hurting and he couldn't even notice. He was kissing her neck and down to her breasts, repeatedly saying "I'm sorry. Please forgive me." When he would say this, she would moan his name and push him further down.

He ate her out before making long, sweet, sweet love to her all night long. Her house was filled with moans and shouts as the night went on.

That was a very tough chapter to write for me I got a little emotional. I actually wrote this chapter and the chapter before in one day. I just didn't want to post too many chapters at once because you get less views that way. I started it about a month ago and just now finishing it. I hope you enjoyed it and don't forget to review, they really do make me happier and more inspired to write one shots.