Warning this chapter contains some sexual things, sorry.

I fall back to sleep and feel someone shanking me. I see Uri and he says,"Ellie I know this is gonna be hard to hear but Tris jumped last night."

"What do you mean?"

"She killed herself."

I just hug him and let out all of my tears. They're real. I miss her. "Come on Uri let's wake up the others. I got Molly and you get Drew."

"Molly, wake up."

"What is it Nose."

"It's Tris."

"What about her?"

"She jumped last night."

"Like you mean off the chasm?"

I just shake my head and let out a sob. Molly gets up and just hugs me. We go out to see them pull her small lifeless body out of the chasm. I see her arm hang limp from the pulley. I push past everyone and run to her small, lifelessbody. Four grabs
me and says,"They won't let you."

"But but Tris!"

Four just drags me into the tattoo parlor and talks with Tori who says,"You did this didn't you."

Four looks at me, while I'm shakingwith sobs and says,"Tori stop!"

"She is a Matthews!"

"Tris was her friend!"

"Tris was Divergent!"

I interrupt,"Wait she never told me. She told me everything."

I let out a sob and Four says,"Look you didn't see her fear. She stood up to her mother in there. Please at least give her some tea."

"Fine," Tori reluctantly says.

Four turns to me and says,"Where's Uriah?"

"I-I don't know!"

He sighs and says,"I need to talk to Tori but after that I'll find Uri for you okay?"

"Thanks Tob-Four, Four this means a lot to me."

"Hey you were a great friend to her. That means a lot to me, oh and it's Eaton."

I sniff as Four goes to the back Uriah comes running in and says,"We saw Four drag you away from Tris and we lost you! What happened?"

"Tori she, she, thought I-I killed Tr-Tris!"

Uriah's face contorts with fury and goes to the back room and I hear him yelling at Tori. I sigh and Eric comes in and whispers,"The first one is always the hardest, I know you two were friends, I won't tell mother."

"You better go Eric Tori hates you and me and Max."

He snorts and says,"Front car midnight, tonight."

Just after Eric leaves, Four Tori and Uri come out with cups of peppermint tea and she says,"So you and Tris were good friends."

I just nod.

Uri just sits down and wraps his arms around me. Tori says,"Drink it, it will make you feel better. Not good but better."

Four stands in the corner, he gives me a nod of respect and I return it. He doesn't have to say anything an understanding passes between us.

"I'm sorry Ellie, can I talk to you in the back room?"

I just nod.

As soon as we get back there she says," Eric did this, I know it, don't trust him."

"How do you know?"

"He and yourmonster of a mother killed my brother, George Wu."

"She mentioned other people that jumped but not him Tori."

"What do you mean?"

"She would be on the phone and mention some people but not George."

"What other people!"

"I-I don't know Tori."

She was shaking. I say,"I'm going to go to sleep, Tori."

She just ignores me.

I grab Uri and say,"Let's take a nap."

I didn't notice that there was a figure following me until it was too late. They punched Uri and stabbed a needle into his neck, he fell to the ground unconscious. Before I could yell for help I see the same needle flying at my neck. I swiftlydodge
and say,"What did you do to him!"

They say,"Killed him."

I look at Uri and see his chest rising and falling before they grab me from behind and say,"Night night."

I wake up in a bed. I see a door and feel no restraints so I walk to it carefully and open it. I see my mother on the other side and she says,"Ellen my apologies I didn't realize it was you until you spoke. Who was that boy?"

"His name is Uriah, we are dating."

"Eric found a…colorful way to explain that."

My face turns bright red and I say,"Mother he, I, no, Imma kill him!"

She just laughs and says,"Well you cannot go back for awhile. Wea planning a breakout and then you wil make Tori and Four jump. They pry too much. Anyway we got all of the Divergents from there and then we will control the Dauntlesswhen the time
is right."

"Ok mother, now what did you do with the piercings and dye?"

"We need you to look a bit roughed up so we are going to mess up the hair and rip out the piercings when we put them back in."

"Mother won't that hurt?"

"No, we have a numbing serum."

"If you say so."

"Oh and Ellen, I love you."

Mother never says that, never has, she implies it.

"I missed you mother."

She says,"Be still Ellie."

Ellie, that was a sign of respect. She takes out a needle and soon I go back to sleep.

I wake up and mother says,"Pull the last one out."

Sexual themes begin here

I see a man standing next to me and starts yanking out the ring and I start to scream and mother says,"Ellen please stop we can't give you anymore serum. Just bite on this."

She motions to the man who straps leather restraints and then iron ones over my arms, legs, waist and neck. He then opens my mouth and sticks a belt inside of it. He than nods to Jeanine who says,"Really Ellen I am sorry but we also need to imply thatyou
were sexually used."

The man pulls off my pants and takes two plug things and puts thin into my holes I trt to scream and spit the belt away and the man ties a cloth over my mouth and the belt. Jeanine says,"Don't make this harder than it has to be Ellen."

The man hits a button and the plugs inflate to a painful size. He then takes a metal belt and puts it over the plugs, a chastity belt. He then returns to pulling out the piercings. He yanks and I feel betrayed, used, and most of all mad. Shesaid
it wouldn't hurt. She is enjoying this! Loyalty Ellie. The man looks me in the eyes and puts a blindfold on. Jeanine says,"Do whatever you want just keep her alive."

He yanks out the rest of my piercings and takes off the restraints. As soon as it looks like I am going to run he hits the button again and I fall to the ground. He dragsme over to something and pulls my arms up and uses iron restraints tohook
them in he then does the same to my legs. He yanks off the blind fold and I see that I am on a large wooden X. He pulls out a whip and starts to whip me I can't scream I just fall limply onto the beams. He smiles and says,"Now the fun part."

He takescoffthe chastity beltand the plugs he then pulls my shirt off and applies, a metal contraption over my boobs. It was so cold. He puts what looks like the same plugs but with spikes on them in and takes another chastitybelt and
puts it over them, this one was too tight and I moan. He takes a metal collar and puts it around my neck. It is so tight I can barely breath. He takes out a pair of shackles and puts them aroun my elbows pinning them behindmy back. He puts another
pair on my wrists. He then puts a rubber arm binder on over them. He takes a strange pair of hoof looking shoes out and puts them on my legs. No way that I can walk in these. He then removes thebelt and cloth from my mouth only to replace it
with a ball gag. After he finishes that he grabs a rubber face mask and puts that over everything else so no one can see who I am. He laughs and the spiked plugs inflate causing me to letout a strangled moan through the mask and gag. He attaches
something to the collar and pulls me away from the room. I try to see through the mask and see a room full of hungry looking men. He hooks the chain onto a pole and says,"Now bea good bitch, otherwise we have more fun. Hello gentlemen, today
I have a new little bitch for your pleasure!" Do whatever you want for you thirty minutes each! No taking the mask off and no removing the jewelry. Understand!"

The first man is…Max. I see him standing there and he says,"So are you a naughty girl? Do you need to be punished?"

I whimper, please no Max. I see him walk over to the man and he says,"I can have some extra time with you. That way you can be punished the Dauntless way."

I try to shy away when he grabs the button and pushes it the spiked plugs grow and I moan. He says,"We are going to go on a walk, understand bitch?"

I shake as he pulls the chain and walks out of the room. He says,"Come on bitch crawl like the dog you are!"

I get on all fours and crawl he stops in a room and chains me onto another X post. He grabs a bladed whip and with every strike my back bleeds. "Times up, only ten more men to go."

Eric is next and when he takes me to the other room he takes off the mask and gag and says,"Sorry sis."

"All mothers plan."

"She doesn't know about this I am calling her now."

"Thank you."

He starts taking everything off and hands me a pair of clothes. He says,"Max and I have to get injured tomorrow too. That phsyco will be gone though."

"Mother wanted it to look like they had used me."

Sexual part ends

"I know and I'm sorry"

"Beware she will rip out your piercings."

"I can see that."

I finger the missing chunks of flesh and he says,"I would bandage your back if I were you."

"I know, Max, I mean."

"Hey he didn't know, don't tell him."

"I don't want to remember this."

"Hey it's okay."

Mother burst into the room and hugs me and says,"Ellen are you okay"

"Mother!Ahmy back!"

She pulls her hands away and sees them sticky with blood. She calls in a woman who says that they won't get infected and rubs some alcohol on it, I let out a scream. Mother says,"We can't bandage them sorry Ellen."

"No we need to keep it out for the effect it will have on Dauntless."

"Exactly. Now I am going to need to finish the work on your face, really sorry."

"No it is okay."

She leads me into a room and takes out some gloves and a scalpel, making small incisions on my face. She says,"We will send pictures of you on the table, your face, and your back to Dauntless. Now I need to take this knife and carve the word traitorinto
your forearm, be ready for the pain. Please scream, we are taking video and I need to strap you to a less comfortable chair."

"Ok mother."

"Oh and pretend to sleep."

She hits a small button and turns me toward the camera I fall limp. As soon as the knife hits my skin I let out and involuntary shriek. I keep screaming as the knife twists. The pain doesn't stop neither does the blood or the screams. Sheimperceptibly
puts rubbing alcohol on it making me scream more. She stopsand injects mewith something and I fall limp. The injection was done by a robotic hand so it looked like I passed out from pain. I feel a bright flash and mothersays,"There
done. I will send these to Dauntless in the morning, now you do have to go in a cell, like Max and Eric, guards."