Chapter 6

Ste's point of view

Things were definitely getting interesting, Jacob didn't hide the fact that he wanted me; he was very forward and upfront. He told me that he thought I was gorgeous and that he wanted to sleep with me tonight, if I was up for it of course.

I couldn't help but think of Brendan, what would it mean for us if I did? Probably that there was no going back, but then I wasn't going back to him so it didn't matter. What better way to get over him by getting under someone else?

He was gorgeous, and as long as i was safe I didn't see the harm; I am young free and single after all. I kissed him, it felt odd kissing someone else other than Brendan but unless I just went for it, I was never gonna forget him.

It felt slightly uncomfortable and a bit rushed; maybe it was just my nerves. Kissing another man was a big thing for me, we were still at the bar and when I looked for Doug I couldn't see him, I wondered where he'd gone? Maybe he went to the toilet.

I went back to the spot we were with Jacob behind me holding onto my waist, it felt good having someone hold me. We just kept kissing eachother and the more I kissed him, the more I drunk, the more I enjoyed it. Maybe I would sleep with him after all.

I've got nothing to lose; it might even do me some good. Our kissing became a bit heated and the next thing I knew I was being dragged in the toilets. We both went into the cubicle, he was all over me! It felt kinda nice having someone wanting me again.

I could feel his cock through his trousers as he pressed up against me; I got lost in the moment and I started to undo his trousers; he was a very big boy! I dropped to my knees and took him in my mouth, Jacob was rough he had hold of my head and was pushing it further down on him, it made me gag, his cock was so big I had a job to get all of it in my mouth! He was quietly moaning, clearly enjoying the feeling I was giving him. The next thing I knew the door was kicked open, luckily we weren't too close to the door as when it swung open it nearly hit me.

It took me a while to recognise the figure that was stood before me, probably because I didn't want to see him. It felt like I was having a bad dream maybe that was it, maybe I was dreaming.

But then I saw that angry look in his eyes, one I'd seen many times before; it was him, he was really here – Oh fuck, Brendan.

Brendan's point of view

I had to speak to Doug, I had to get him to help me; he was my only chance. I had hurt Stephen after all, maybe if Doug could have a chat with him, that might help.

I took Doug outside so we could talk , I asked him if I could have his room key they did have two and besides I wanted to do something for Stephen, I had a surprise for him.

Doug hesitated saying he was going to tell Stephen about the money and me blackmailing him. I told Douglas that Stephen would be heartbroken if he found out that we both went behind his back.

I knew how to play Douglas, he also needing reminding that I could mess with him anytime I wanted to. I told him that he was the only person Stephen could trust and that he'd have no one if Doug confessed, besides Amy.

I told him to think carefully about it as it might just push Stephen over the edge, thank god he listened and agreed to keep quiet. I didn't want everything to be ruined, not yet anyway.

I went back into the club with Douglas, we didn't walk together though – I walked behind him. I was distressed by what I saw next, Stephen and that blonde fairy kissing, I felt so wired, so angry; sick to the pit of my stomach.

"Leave him be Brendan" Douglas said

But I couldn't, I watched as Stephen was dragged to the toilets; I wasn't stupid – I knew what was going to happen, I had to put a stop to it, I wasn't having him touch him; he's mine! No one else's, no one gets to touch him but me. I swear to god I will kill him if he lays one finger on him.

I stormed off and went into the toilets I could hear them, or at least I could hear him; he sounded like he was enjoying himself. I saw red and went into a rage. I kicked open the door to find Stephen on his knees with Blondie's cock in his mouth. If looks alone could kill, they'd both be dead. I looked at that cocky bastard and said you have two minutes to get out of here or I'll kill ye.

Doug's point of view

I felt a bit sorry for him; I could hear the desperation in his voice. I didn't think that Brendan was capable of love but seeing him this way, I wasn't so sure. I thought that he was just playing games with Ste, but he's not, he wants to put this right.

But what about Ste? He wants to move on; he doesn't want to keep being hurt by him and if I help Brendan then I'm betraying Ste. Brendan is very good at getting what he wants, so when I finally agreed to help him I wasn't surprised.

I gave him my room key, he told me he needed it because he had a surprise for Ste; when we got back into the club Ste was kissing some guy. Brendan looked completely broken, I could tell how hurt he was, it was written all over his face. I didn't know what to do so I just told him to leave it but Brendan being Brendan, he didn't listen and the next thing I knew he was storming off.

Some holiday this is turning out to be.

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