As Father Wishes

by Boyfrom0z

“Why does it have to be this way?” whispered Kyouya as he left the Third Music Room for the last time. - Kyouya's father wants to send him to America. He's willing, but he must leave his heart in the host club with Tamaki, who can't return his feelings.

6. Kyouya's Letter

Dear Tamaki,

I know there are a million things I should say to you and I also know I can never say them all, so I'll keep this brief rather than trying to say everything. One thing I must say is this: I'm sorry. I'm sorry for leaving and for the fights we had and for being so cold and for not telling you I love you and for tell you I love you and for tormenting Haruhi and really for everything. You might be thinking I'm sorry I met you, but I'm not. I learned so much from you and I want to thank you for that. You taught me to find joy in the little things. You taught me happiness. You taught me almost every good and happy thing I know. So maybe what seems like the most important thing you taught me really isn't. What I'm referring to is of course love. I know it doesn't seem like you taught me this, but had I never met you, I would not have known what it truly means to love someone. Even though you know and probably don't want to "hear" it again, I love you. I always will. You're everything to me, Tamaki. I wanted you to know that because I very much doubt I'll ever see you again. In fact, I know we will never meet again and I'm sorry for that as well.

Forever yours,

Kyouya

P.S. I'm back in America now and this time I promise to keep in touch.