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EPOV

It's been three hours since Bella's gone and Esme and Alice have not stopped crying since. Rosalie and Emmet are just sat in silence staring at each other and from the gist of their thoughts they were wondering what it was like to lose each other.

Renesmee automatically wanted to know what's wrong and Jacob the stupid mutt told her as always, she started crying and came running over to comfort me. I sat there frozen, I don't think that there are any words to describe the feelings coursing through my body….Jasper was sat across from me mourning and measuring my mood…

Fear….

Pain….

Anger….

Loss….

Pain again….

It was like a never ending cycle of pain and torture…

I could hear Carlisle upstairs shuffling papers around, he said that he was going to do some research, but I knew that he was frantically trying to find a way to get my…Bella….. back to me. I knew why he was doing this he could see that I was falling apart at the seams and as my father he hated seeing me in pain, but Carlisle was also afraid for…Bella….. she was his daughter and my wife and he was afraid as to what The Volturi were going to do to her.

The pain at this moment was overwhelming; I could feel the heartbreak course through my veins threatening to consume me. I could see Jasper look at me more intensely, trying to calm me down, but it was no use the pain was too much…

I couldn't stand the atmosphere in the room anymore, I stood quickly and everyone's attention was solely on me, I could hear Carlisle's shuffling upstairs come to a stop to see what I would do next.

I ran.

I ran as fast as my legs would take me, faster than I had ever run before, I just ran and ran until I reached a cliff where I could run no more…

I dropped to my knees and stared out across the deep ocean water….why? us…..I wondered…

I sat and sobbed for hours, not moving for days, time meant little to me without my angel, my heaven next to me.

My mid replayed all the times she laughed; the heavenly sound rewound and played again in my head on a continuous loop, both pleasuring me and torturing me at the same time.

I could hear a noise now, and something in the back of my mind alerted me to Alice's incoming presence, but my heart still hoped for Bella, I turned at the noise and found my sister's golden eyes staring back at me.

I could feel any hope in me fade and felt my face crumple In pain, Alice came to sit beside me and wrapped her arm as far around my shoulders as she could.

"Edward" she whispered soothingly

"Edward, you have to come home were all worried about you especially Esme, it's been three days Edward! Renesmee misses you so much, think about it Edward she's lost both her parents in the space of a few days, she needs you; we need you" Alice begged

I knew deep down that Alice was right and that this is what…Bella…..would have wanted me to do, and if I couldn't have her with me at least I had my baby; Renesmee.

Renesmee was the closest thing I had to..Bella…now, so I got to my feet and Alice smiled at my easy acceptance.

We both ran back to the house and as soon as we reached the door my baby was in my arms seeking comfort and crying. I knew then at that very moment that what I did for the past three days was wrong and selfish but I could set it right.

I picked Renesmee up and walked her into the house to sit down on one of the couches I smiled as best I could to the rest of my family, before crushing my baby girl to my chest in a huge hug.

"I love you daddy" she whispered

My dead heart clenched with those words.

"I love you too baby, so much"

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