A/N Ooh look at me go! Two updates in one day! Now this is short I know but there's only so much I can write in a day...
Also Viola may sound a little crazy here but she lost Todd so it's excusable I think!
If you like this check out my other Chaos Walking story, and if you like the Hunger Games I have two stories for that and if you like the Host then I have one story for that :D
5. The End Where I Begin
Sometimes tears say all there is to say. I think mine said it all. They say absolute sadness and defeat which is exactly what they are. I wasn't in heaven with Todd; I was asleep. Such realisation tried to break my heart but it's already broke. But then what was the voice? A figment of my imagination? Then how is it still here. Perhaps it's a dream within a dream or just my mind telling me coping fables. Either way doesn't help, both make me sound crazy. Maybe I am but that's ok. Someone's comforting me and I want to tell them I deserve none. It's probably Davy after he's gathered all the pieces of himself back together off the floor.
His hand caresses my hair and it's such a personal but kind gesture. Davy really has changed. He was never kind or gentle. Noise is echoing around the room but it stands above the low rumble of the town. Those tears come back again. They choke me and rain on me leaving me soaked, soaked to the skin. Something isn't right though. The noise is bubblier and messier than Davy's is. I crack one of my eyes open and find something that tells me I'm dreaming. I don't care though. I play along with my mind for this is too great to deny.
He's staring at me.
He really is.
He's awake.
Todd.
I don't say anything because my tears speak wonders. But I get up and go to him. I half expect my hands to sink into nothingness and that he'll be a ghost. But they cling to him, to my ground, my earth, my Todd. They sink into him and won't ever let go and his follow suit. He holds me, he really holds me. Flesh and bones, completely real. Tears, fresh and strong, completely real. We're reunited finally like sand and sea. We once never left each other's sides but then we drifted apart. Yet here we are together again except this time, I hope, we'll remain together.
I curl up into him and bury my face in him. It feels like forever all over again.
He holds me to him and I can tell he's weak but I still feel so safe in his embrace. I have no doubt that he'd save me from anything. He's rescued me so many times before and he has once again. His noise screams for me and if I had noise it would scream for him. I don't but I know he can still hear it in me. We could always read each other so well.
I don't look at him in case he fades away like a scar should. I know now that they don't, but they should. He's so much bigger now and he looks so different but he's still my Todd and I'm still his Viola. His signature scent wafts through me and sends me to the happiest of memories. The light stirring of his noise is like a lullaby to my ears.
We lay there together and I don't know how long it's been and I don't care either. He tries to pull back slightly to look at me but I won't let him. As much as I want to see his face and his eyes all over again but I don't want to see the ghost he is. He can't be real. He died. So did I. We met in heaven. Didn't we?
Who cares if this is real? I was dead and I was happy but now I'm alive and the ghosts are gone. I've shed all the pain I've been holding on to. He was the cure for my broken heart because now I can move along. What doesn't kill a heart will one day make it strong. He almost killed it; I almost killed it. But it's fixed now.
Sometimes tears say all there is to say. These ones are different because these ones are of hope that this is real. My first scars won't ever fade away but I've learned from my mistake.
There is a choice to stay not walk away.
And I'm glad they saved me.
Because they didn't just save me.
They saved Todd too.
And I'd do anything for Todd.
It's the end where I begin.
It's the end where we begin.
The End
A/N You know what to do guys...
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