A/N: Hi guys! I've decided to post new letter earlier since you had to wait for so long to get the last one. I hope these letters don't bore you to death. I love you all!

Disclaimer: I do not own The Mortal Instruments or any character in this fanfic, they all belong to Cassandra Clare.

Dear Magnus,

Can't you see it's all going to the wrong direction? You weren't supposed to look for a way to die! I really hope this Tessa girl is just trying to make you leave New York and start a new life, otherwise she will have to deal with me!

Honestly, she is someone from your past, someone immortal, and I wouldn't be surprised or hurt if you…

You're right. She's a good friend and she will not let you die. I'd rather die a thousand times more than see YOU dead. It will kill me more than my own death, Magnus.

Let's face it – you're Magnus Bane, the MAGNIFICENT High Warlock of Brooklyn, just suck it up! We both know it's not that easy – you die and come to me, no, Magnus, it can't be that easy. I'm sure it doesn't work like that.

You don't know what you're getting yourself into. Dying is not easy. You don't realize what I had to go through when I died. First, I felt numb, and I thought that's just it. Some kind of… peace, maybe? But then there was a lot of pain… The pain I didn't even acknowledge to exist. It was worse than a bite from a Greater Demon, which was the worst I experienced physically in my whole life. I wasn't tortured mentally, I could even say I was rewarded – rewarded with some kind of a memory lane, with you and me. It was bittersweet though, I could enjoy our nice moments but I also had to watch that terrible chapter of my life when we were apart because of my own stupidity. Well, it was… very realistic.

After I died and my tortures came to an end I actually didn't even realize that I'm dead. It's probably because I could still be on earth, well, just a bit, but I'm here, right? I'm by your side even if you can't see me. I couldn't understand why is everyone acting like they can't see me or hear me. Then I understood, when I saw my family all in white and you… Your agonized face… It will haunt me forever. I'm sorry, Magnus. Sorry for leaving you.

But you have to understand that what you're trying to do is wrong. Once again – this can't be that simple, Mags! I'm sure there is more to it than meets the eye and there are always consequences. Every choice has its own.

Just don't do anything reckless, okay?

You seem to be in love with the idea of death, but how's that possible? I saw you pack your things and you seemed… happy. Or excited. But I could see Chairman and I know he hates the idea of leaving New York. Plus, I thought that you were not feeling that much alone. You have to remember that even if I'm gone, which is not completely true, my family accepts you and love you. You saw worried Isabelle on your doorstep not once and not twice, right? You also talked with my mom, so you can't say you don't have anyone anymore. Actually, I can see that Jace is now on his way to your apartment.

It's just… me. I'm the only one who's missing. World is the same. Nothing changed. My love for you obviously hasn't changed and it will never do.

There are still many people who need your help, and you wouldn't have been given your title without a reason. You can't just abandon that.

I can't and I won't accept your death just like you refuse to accept mine. I love you too much to take your life away. Too much to let you do this to yourself. You always said that I am the one who is sensible and reasonable in our relationship, so listen to me just once, damn it!

It's not that I don't want to be with you here forever, I just don't want it to happen like this… You killing yourself. When your time comes and you die – just like any other person in the world – just like me, I'm more than willing to enjoy our time here. But not like this, Magnus!

No!

I will not let you!

I hope Jace can talk some sense into you. It's so frustrating – being here and having absolutely no chance to stop your actions, not even a chance to talk to you.

Just remember one thing, I know I keep saying that, but I will be saying that until the end of the world, because this is the only thing I'm sure of.

I love you. That will never change. No matter what you do, no matter what you say.

Yours always and forever,

Alec

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