I knew that I wrote in 2010, but I had so much ideas! I hope you like this chapter. I also wrote to make you happy :)

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BellasPOV

First I couldn't say anything. No one could. This was the wolf in my nightmares but at the same time, my best friend. Jake.

"I knew you would come. Let's do this." Edward said but I didn't pay any attention to that.

"Jake…What…Are you…Doing?" I couldn't say a full sentence. The big brown wolf snorted.

"He says: The question is what you are doing." Edward translated.

I tried to remember what we were doing before Jake came.

"Oh." Was all I said and blushed. This couldn't be good.

"If you're thinking that, you're wrong! I won't do that to Bella!" Edward said quickly and upset.

What was he talking about? About let me be human or turn me to one of them? I got scared. What if he really didn't want me? What if he lied about my soul? That he just said that because he thought he couldn't stand being with me forever? If he now changed me.

I thought he was going to change me but I maybe had wrong. I knew I was wrong. He wouldn't change me even if it protected me from this strange virus. He thought he could protect me. But he couldn't.

The big brown wolf looked questioning at Edward, I disappointed. I loved him with my whole soul. Wasn't that enough to him?

"Jacob" Edward said with a hard voice. "outside now! We have to talk."

They started to walk out.

"Edward wait!" my voice sounded nervous. I wasn't nervous. I was afraid. He turned around and started to say something but I stopped him. "I think I know why you don't want to change me. You can't stand me. You just don't love me enough to do it. I understand."

"Bella, stop it! You're being stupid. We'll talk about this later."

I nodded. I didn't want anything else right now. He had to explain.

"J-just don't hurt each other." I managed to say. No one answered me.

When they were gone I turned to Alice.

"Relax Bella. Edward would never do something against your will. He know that you will see him like a vampire then and trust me, he doesn't want that."

"I didn't mean that…" I murmured quietly. I knew she heard me anyway. "…but what are we going to do? Edward won't change me. It's unfare! It's wrong! He can't keep saving me the whole time. I have to save him too."

"Hmm…" Alice looked at me thoughtful. "You know what I said when we came back from Italy? That I thought about changing you myself?"

"Yes?"

"You also know that I changed my mind because I didn't think that I could handle it? We'll that was a part of it. Never the whole truth. Edward would never forgive me if I did that to you. He values your soul more than he values his."

I rolled my eyes. What if everything was over then and he didn't have a choice? I turned around and started to walk to and from. It felt like I couldn't sit still. In the end I gave up with a sigh and sat myself in the closest armchair.

I bent my head back and closed my eyes. I felt pretty tired. Exhausted. I didn't want to sleep until Edward and Jake had come back. What if they hadn't listen to the last thing I said before they were gone? Why were they taking so long? I got sick of worry. Everything felt strange. Charlie was being weird and Jessica to. Why didn't Edward want to change me? What did he mean when he said: Let's do this, to Jake? Who was coming and why?

My thoughts interrupted when I heard low footsteps. I opened my eyes quickly and almost flew out of the chair. Jake and Edward where back.

Edwards face was blankly. He was emotionless. But I didn't saw Jake.

I looked at him terrified but he just walked over to me and embraced me tight. I didn't get a chance to ask about Jake because when he let me go, his lips crushed onto mine and he started to kiss me violently. He had never kissed me like this before. Never been so violent. But there was something. He was worried. I could feel that.

When we broke apart he embraced me again and whispered in my ear:"We have to leave."

It took time for my brain to register the words he had just said. But I knew what he meant, so I just nodded and it took awhile before I could speak so I only whispered:"And Jake?"

"The wolf pack will come to. Jake will lead them. Sam is… not good. I told that to him. What I think could been happening to him. Because they're healing so fast the… thing didn't get a chance to spread itself. I have a more clearly picture of what this is now. When Charlie and the others are coming we have to leave. They will look after us and don't give up, maybe after a few months. These things won't give up until every single human on the earth is one of them. I guess we won't be like them then. Our skin is not penetrable, but Bella. You have to understand. I want you more than the whole earth. I just don't want to doom you to the dead. Everyone thinks that it's a way to immortality and beauty, but that's not true! It's an unhappy ending. Rosalie knows. Trust me. I really want you for eternity but that is like selfness for me. That I do that just to be with you."

"Edward. I want you and only you. I don't care about beauty. I wish only to be with you forever. I don't want to become old and have the thought of you being with me just because you promised me too even when you don't want to. And when I die you will forget me." I felt how the tears started to come and I couldn't stop them. I didn't care about stopping them either. He had seen me cry before.

"Bella stop it! I will always want you! The minute you'll die I'll too. I won't forget you. And promises I don't care about in that way. I will never leave you. You are my soul now and you will always be! Don't you ever dare say something like that again. You Bella Swan, is my true love and will always be. I can never love another creature again. You have turned my world upside down. I Love You. Isn't that enough?" His eyes glowed.

Before I could answer that he kissed me again. This time with more passion. But yes. Yes, it was enough, for now. I wasn't going to give up. But the fact that he had said that he now loved me, had started a fire inside my body. And that fire would never stop burning.

Isn't that cute of Edward? I have much more ideas now. I mean what I'm going to write in the next chapter and so on ;)

Btw: Have someone of you seen Avatar? I'm going to see it the 1:st January! You who have seen it, tell me if it's good :)

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