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Sparkling angel I believed
You were my saviour in my time of need.
Blinded by faith I couldn't hear
All the whispers, the warnings so clear.
I see the angels,
I'll lead them to your door.
There's no escape now,
No mercy no more.
No remorse cause I still remember
The smile when you tore me apart- Within temptation
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She held her breath as she heard the connection.
Crossing her fingers she prayed to the Gods that he would pick up.
Ring ring
ring ring
ring ring
She felt the breathe escape from her lips.
Slowly she began to time it.
32 seconds gone.
She knew he wouldn't pick up.
The phone fell from her now limp hand.
Tears slipped down her cheeks.
"He really is gone"
Chucks POV
Chuck's breath stopped, he heard her.
"He really is gone" the despair in her voice was undeniable.
"Blair.." he whispered. His hands clenched around the phone.
"Blair?" he all but yelled.
He heard the faint sobs, picturing the brunette with tears slipping down
her cheeks, lying on her thousand dollar Egyptian cotton duvet. The line
went dead.
Chuck dropped the phone, placing his head in his hands, Waiting for the
tears to stop.
It was going to be one hell of a night.
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"Mees Blair" Dorota called through the hallway.
"Not now" Blair wiped at her face, trying in vain to hide all
evidence of her tears.
She was going to be strong, she would even if it meant to pretend.
"But Serena is here" Blair heard the distinct clacking of Dorota's
Shoes, mixed with the sound of Serena's brown suede boots.
"Just a minute" Blair called out.
Running to the bathroom she sent her clothes flying, scrubbing the
mascara of her cheeks.
A soft knock sounded from the door way.
"Blair" the beautiful blonde pushed the door open.
"Serena!" Blair put on her most fake smiling and ran to the Blonde
hugging her as tight as possible.
"Oh Blair you cannot fool me, I'm not that stupid!" The blonde
looked offended.
"What do you mean S" Blair's voice was far too fake.
She winced as she finally noticed that. Serena glared at Blair.
"I'm sorry" Blair sobbed slightly and crumpled to her bed once
more.
Serena felt bad.
"No, B. I'm sorry" Serena sat next to her broken best friend.
She looked like she hadn't slept in weeks, or eaten for that fact.
"B?" Serena asked cautiously.
Blair looked at her best friends face expectantly.
"When was the last time you ate?" Blair's face fell into her
hands.
"I'm sorry" she whispered into them.
"What do you mean by that Blair?"
Blair looked at Serena. It all clicked.
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Serena found out about Blair's problem long before she told her.
They sat in Serena's penthouse eating all the comfort food they could
find.
Nate had told Blair that she would never be good enough for him.
"Im sorry Blair" he said not sounding sorry in the very least.
He turned to his now ex girlfriends best friend and smiled at her.
Serena stared at him as he mouthed the words she didn't need to hear.
She walked up to him and slapped the words he uttered right out of his
mouth.
With that she took a hold of Blair's tiny hand and called a taxi
over.
She would make Blair forget about the lowlife bastard. What better way
to forget than to club the night away into oblivion. High fashion, best
friends and as many Martini's as they could possibly drink were the
only things to cure the heart.
Blair was slightly drunk and eating the devils food cake Serena's cook
had made.
Serena was completely drunk, laughing at the tiny people below her
penthouse in the Palace.
Blair looked down at the mass amounts of food that sat on Serena's
bed.
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Blair didn't feel to good, the contents of her stomach began to churn.
Serena heard Blair give out an almost audible scream turning to see why;
she saw her running to the bathroom.
Blair felt tears running down her cheeks. She had never felt so alone.
Shoving her small fingers down her throat once more just to be sure that
every little thing that had entered her stomach was out. She looked at
her body in disgust. What had become of the once strong Blair. She
laughed hollowly at that thought. What strong Blair. There wasn't
anything strong about the feeble person she was. Her father left her,
her mother didn't care about her and Nate had dumped her and now Chuck had left her. She
couldn't control them; she could however control her own body. She had
to be in control of something in her life. Still not satisfied with the outcome she kept going. Slowly Blair began to weaken, but satisfaction still evaded her. She pushed her fingers further down her throat desperately trying to seek happiness. A wave of pain washed over Blair. Stabbing pains ensued in her stomach, which turned to a horrible burning. She clutched at her stomach letting out a cry.
Serena was far too scared to open the door. She heard a small retching
sound. The faucet was running as hard as it could. Serena did not know very much about the disorder, yes she had heard of it. But never thought that anyone so close would have it. She heard a cry of pain, this snapped Serena out of her fear. She ran too see Blair out cold on the floor.
"BLAIR!" Serena ran to the body of her best friend. She picked up Blair's arm and checked for the pulse. It was weak but still present. Fumbling, she pulled out her phone and called the ambulance.
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Chucks POV
The dreams had caused him far too much pain, he scrambled around trying to find something that would make him forget. His vain attempts fell to nothing but failure. After hearing Blair's voice only a few hours prior. His feeble, depressed state only pushed his mood further downhill. He knew he shouldn't have taken those sleeping pills. Blair. That stupid feeling rose again and swirled his stomach, close to the point of vomiting, Chuck stopped searching and swiftly walked of the plane.
Taking in his surroundings chuck stalked off to the little restaurant located in the centre of the air port.
"Welcome to La chateau. Ill be your hostess for the evening" A beautiful red head sauntered over giving him a warm smile.
"Just a scotch thanks" chuck twisted his mouth into a tiny smile "and please keep them coming" he slipped her a hundred dollar bill, winking.
She giggled and nodded. He slipped his vibrating phone out of his pocket and glared again at the numbers.
Afternoon upper east siders, today is teeming with gossip.
Thanks to a tipp off we have now located our notorious player, sitting in a restaurant in Paris, it seems as if he is a little taken aback from the news of his dear B. The queen herself was seen being rushed to hospital. Wonder what happened to our B. I do hope its scandalous. Seems like the happy ending for N and V may never happen a very annoyed looking V stormed of from a confused N, in a little bookstore in Brooklyn , maybe she saw the picture of his ex in his jacket, ohh dear. Well the next few hours shall be full of gossip. Our well wishes go out to Queen B
you know you love me xoxo Gossip Girl
"How is she" Serena ran to the doctor.
"Well she seems fine however the baby is in critical condition" the doctor looked at Serena sympathetically.
"Oh my god that's, hang on did you just say baby?" Serena clapped her hand to her mouth.
"Yes, im pretty sure I did"
"She's pregnant?!" Serena almost screamed.
"Yes, three weeks pregnant" the doctor now shook his head at the blonde who collapsed into the nearby chair.
"Can I see her?" The blonde shakily stood up and placed a hand on the wall to steady herself.
"I guess for a while" the doctor led her down a generic white hall lined with light green doors.
"There you go" the doctor opened the door and let the blonde in.
"Hey B" Serena sat down in the chair located next to the bed. Watching her best friend stir
Blair was looking quite drowsy.
"Hey S" she whispered.
"Umm did you hear the news" Serena placed her hand on Blair's.
"Hmm?" Blair shook her head.
"B, I was talking to the Doctor. He said that you're pregnant and the baby's in critical condition" Serena stated quietly.
"Oh no" Blair dissolved into tears.
"How?" she sniffled trying to control herself.
"What happened?"
Serena sighed and told Blair what she knew.
"Three weeks?" Blair said stunned.
"Yes. B, we will get through this. I will always be here" Blair wiped at the tears.
"So it was morning sickness? I felt sick but no matter how much I threw up I still felt sick" Serena nodded. Blair turned away from Serena and broke down, crying soundlessly into her pillow.
Gossip girl here and didn't I tell you that the next few hours will be scandalous.
Dear B my heart goes out to you. Yes C you're a father. You should never doubt me, I knew this would come This will definitely be interesting how the child grows up. With a player for a father and a prim mother, I really do feel for the poor thing. So now we know why C jumped countries, cant stand being tied down, my my this will certainly be interesting.
Until next time, you know you love me xoxo gossip girl. Blair looked over at her best friends sleeping form. It was 4 in the morning and Blair couldn't sleep a wink. Her life was ruined. How could she be so freaking carless, she should have made him wear protection. She knew it was chucks. She hadn't been with nate for two months. Tears fell onto the white blanket. Pain seared white hot across her abdomen, she clutched at her stomach and screamed in pain. Wild beeping sounds came from the machine next to her, she screamed for help, but couldn't fight the black tugging. She held on and shook Serena. She startled awake and saw the pained, frantic expression on her best friends face. Serena hit the help button as Blair's eyes rolled up and collapsed in a heap.
Yes, i had to put a cliff hanger here. Review pleaseee. Constructive criticism is great too :D xo
