She's beautiful. My eyes trace every inch of Caroline's body her hair shining in the dim sunrise she was simply radiant. Caroline was a different beauty unlike Elena, Caroline was the most obviously beautiful person where as Elena's beauty was subtle yet still noticeable.
I try to bring myself to get out of bed but I can't lying her with her feels so right that I feel as though I move it'll never be the same but as I lay I remember the first time Caroline stepped foot in my bedroom after Elena's death. Allowing feelings to wash over him Stephan remembered the sudden plunge his heart felt as he hears Caroline's sob's from the previous night and then the gut wrenching feeling of anger he felt as she cried consuming herself with the worthlessness she felt.
He lifts his hand and grazes his finger tips over her visible cheek without being conchs of his movement he sits his had lightly as he cups her cheek, Caroline returning the affection as she places a hand over Stephan's he's aware she's doing this in a state of unconsciousness yet he doesn't care. Somewhere in his mind he's longing for her to know that it is his hand and that he thinks the world of her but that isn't possible. His feelings towards Caroline are ridiculous and he knows now he needs to stop them the only way he knows how. Turn her way, leave.
He calmly removes himself from the situation his heart beat thudding rapidly, it doesn't matter what he does now she does have some very noticeable affects on him and he's aware now that he has devolved a special type of feeling for Caroline and the further he pushes away the more it comes back even stronger than the previous. By this time he's standing in the door frame admiring Caroline's beauty he knows he mustn't but he has to.
"She really is beautiful isn't she?"Damon whispers, Stephan is startled by the voice from behind him
Stephan whips round "huh?" he says trying to cover the flush of heat filling his cheeks as he knows that his brother has caught his admiring her
"Lets skip the whole lie shall we brother? Y'know I used to love that, being able to stand there and just admire her beauty, I think that was when she was truly most beautiful, I assume you agree?" he says in a slightly lovely way
"Really, were going to do this? I know how much you want to kill me right now! You think that I'm wrong, horrible, disgusting for having feeling for someone so soon after Elena's death and the fact the its Caroline you just love right?" Stephan growls his voice raising a little
"You couldn't be more wrong brother" Damon turns and walks away from his brother thoughts of bonnie springing forth in his memory. Stephan's not the only one who moved on quick.