Alex woke in the morning and done all of her usual stuff, brushed her teeth, went for a shower and got dressed ect...

She walked to the living area and sat on the chair just looking at the TV until Lisa came in and sat on her lap, "Last night was fun." She chuckled.

"Yeah, until you smacked Kristen."

She shrugged, "She could have gotten us caught." She then got up and got a cigarette from Janet and lit it up, sat next to Kristen and pulled her in for a hug and watched TV.

Alex shook her head, "And they say I'm bi-polar." She murmered but Lisa heard her and smirked. Alex walked up to the nurse behind the desk, "When is my next visit to Dr. Gardez?" She asked her politely.

She looked up at her and then down at the computer. "It should be today but as Dr. Gardez had to go away for family reasons, we had to call in a replacement that has a degree in that section."

"Okay. Well who is it?"

"Dr. Cullen. He was very happy to come as well, somehow he loves coming down here."

Alex chuckled, "Must be the only one." She walked away and sat where she was before, getting bored automatically. She pushed herself back and placed her head on the floor as her legs raised in the air, the arm of the chair keeping her body horizontal and balanced. That was something she saw Lisa doing at one point. Her t-shirt fell to the bottom of her bra line but she quickly pulled it up, to hide her stomach.

She stayed like that for a bit until she started to get a sore head so she swung herself upright, that was when Dr. Cullen came to the living area, "Lisa Rowe?" Alex looked at Lisa as she groaned and looked at him, not caring about his looks like most girls did.

"Yeah?" She asked boredly.

He just smiled at her, "I think I'll see you now."

Lisa shrugged, taking one last drag of her cigarette and put it out on her arm. She didn't care for the pain and didn't care for rules. Especially the one that said there was no smoking allowed in the living area. Only in the room down the hall. Of course, none of the girls cared for it.

Lisa got up and swung her hip in Alex's way before following Dr. Cullen. She chuckled and shook her head and looked at Kristen who was glaring at the blonde, pale doctor.

"What's wrong with you?"

Kristen looked at her and shrugged, "I don't like him."

"Have you ever spoken to him?"

"No."

"Then how can you hate him?" She asked curiously.

She shook her head and looked at the TV, "Old legends. Very popular down at the rez." Alex nodded and raised an eyebrow, telling her to tell her. "Well, Quileutes are supposedly descended from wolves, right?" She started.

"A Quileute?"

"Yeah, the ancestors of those from the rez."

"Right." Alex nodded, "Carry on." She leaned closer to hear her story.

"Well that's the legend of our tribe."

"So, what's this got to do with Dr. Cullen?"

"Uh, they're supposedly descendents from this, like, enemy clan. Mine and Jacobs, my brother,."

"No, I know who he is." She interrupted her.

"Great grandfather," She carried on as if Alex hadn't said anything. "found them hunting on our land. They claimed to be different, so he made a treaty with them."

"What do you mean 'different'?" That got her completely hooked on everything she said.

"Well these Cullens were what they called the 'cold-ones' and they said to only hunt animals."

"Alright," She was confused. 'Cold-ones? What did that mean?' She thought, "so what was the treaty?"

"If they promised to stay off the Quileute lands, they wouldn't expose what they really were to the the pale-faces." She finished and suddenly got up, leaving Alex to think about what she had said. But how did she know she wasn't lying? 'Hah, how could she lie about the old legends about her own ancestors?' Alex sat in deep thought until a sweet, calming voice called her name.

Alex looked up and saw Lisa walking in behind Dr. Cullen who had been the one calling my name. Lisa winked at her as she got up and followed him.

She got to Dr. Gardez's office and he held the door open for her. She smiled in thanks to him as he shut the door and she sat on one of the chairs infront of the desk.

"So," The doctor smiled and sat behind the desk, "Alexandria, how are you feeling today?"

"It's just Alex," She started as he nodded, "and I feel pretty good I suppose." She shrugged, looking at his face and remembered the story. She let it go and just decided to get on with this.

"Good, and how is your medication working?"

"It's not making a difference. Just making me annoyed."

"So you're still feeling suicidal? And annoyed? How so?"

"I was never suicidal in the first place, and yes. Annoyed because I have to bloody take them when there's nothing wrong with me." She said rudely and looked down at the gauze around her wrist.

"If you were never suicidal then why did you cut your wrist?"

"I keep repeating myself, I tried to get rid of the pain inside me. I had to get it out."

"And cutting yourself was the best option?" He asked calmly. 'Why are doctors always calm?'

"Yes! I hurt myself on the outside to try and get rid of the thing that's on the inside."

"So you acknowledge that you did intentionally hurt yourself?"

"Of course I do. But I wasn't trying to kill myself."

He nodded and wrote down in his notepad. "Do you think there's something wrong with you Alex?"

"Well there must be if I'm in here. Look, I know you're gonna tell me sooner or later that I have to get better but how can I get better when I don't understand my disease?"

"You think that it's a disease and not an illness?"

"I think it's stupid. That's what I think."

He nodded again and kept writing things down. He continued to ask her questions and write down her answers to them. This kept on for an hour until he smiled, "Times up, Alex. You can go. Do you mind getting Kristen Black for me?"

Alex nodded and turned to leave but turned back around, "Just a heads up, I think she hates you."

He raised an eyebrow, "Really? Any clue why?"

She shrugged, "Something to do with an old legend she told me about. Bye." She smiled at him weakly and then left, going to her room, "Dr. Cullen wants to see you." She told her roommate. She looked up and groaned.

"Great."

She walked past her, "Good luck." She laughed and went back to her chair in the living area.