Recap:
He finally spoke, harsh but with no emotion. "No, you dont get to touch, you dont get any thing anymore...I loved you..."
Now:
"Dean, Dean... im sorry, i just didnt mean it like that... i do , i really do love you".
"Yeh sure you do... You know what im just tired, pathetic little me thought we could of ever being something, pathetic little me wanted more".
"Dean your not pathetic, i do want more, Dean i want you".
"SAM! i just want to go home, i want to have some rest and then talk to me, cause right now i dont want to hear your crap!".
Sam was kind of hurt by these words, but deep down he knew he deserved it. "Ok fine".
They got up and walked painfully back to the hotel. As soon as they got there Dean headed straight for the bed, and just fell on top of it. And fell right to sleep, it just proved how tired he was.
Sam just made his way to his own bed, not really tired but he was overcome with such guilt, he wasnt able to sleep the night. But finally morning did come and he knew he'd rather talk to Dean sooner than later.
"So Dean how do you feel?"
"Like SHIT! this certain SOMEONE doesnt know what he wants, so he is just fucking with me in the mean time".
"Dean, i did not fuck with you, well... i fucked you but im not playing with you".
"Fucked me? That just makes me feel alot better, Sam this is no time to be a smart ass".
"Dean i had alot to drink, quite frankly i was kind of embarassed in the morning".
"See? thats where your wrong, the time to get embarassed would of been in the middle of what you would call the "Fucking". Hello! i was scared to, did you see me do that, i dont think so".
"Dean, can you honeslty look me in the eye and tell me you dont love me?"
"No, i cant, and i swear Sam i wish i could hate you after what you did, but i cant, i can never hate you. And thats what is killing me".
Sam made he way to Dean and cupped his face, he expected Dean to push him away but Dean didnt, he sat there and looked up at Sam.
"Dean, i really want this to work... I love you and if you dont believe me then..."
He leaned in and kissed Dean softly, Dean resisted to kiss him back for a while but then gave into temptation.
"You sure" Dean managed to get out.
"Positive" And Sam push him down on the bed and towered over him, ready to make his next move.
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