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Chapter 6

Rachel and Kia watched them in ore as they tried to maneuver the kids to get ready to go to the park, and finally they all walked towards the door and out into the Montana sunshine, Lindsay telling Danny directions as he was out in front with Jess and James as they wanted to get there quickly and Maddie who now had a hold of James as he was pulling Danny too much. Kia and Rachel were with Lindsay and a now awake Stephie in her stroller.

"You need to get used to this you know." Lindsay said as Rachel touched her stomach absentmindedly, looking at how Danny was coping with the kids.

"I know," Rachel said, "And it scares me sometimes." She smiled at Lindsay who knew she was having doubts about it and how good of a mother she would be.

"Kia why don't you go and give Danny and Maddie a hand," Lindsay said and he nodded and walked slightly faster to keep up with them. "Now missy, spill it." She said to Rachel and looked at her old friend.

"I don't know Lindsay," Rachel said and looked at Kia introducing himself to James who immediately tried to make him run with him, which he managed to do. "I don't know if I can do this," she said and placed a hand on her stomach again, "Be a parent, I don't know if I will be any good."

"Rachel," Lindsay said but was cut off by James shouting mommy,

"Yeah James," she shouted back,

"Are we there yet?" he semi whined and placed his hands on his hips as he had stopped running.

"Yep," Lindsay said and pointed to the park in front of him, James turned round gave a big grin to Lindsay who nodded and he ran off full pelt towards the park, and Jess who was now down on the floor after wiggling, was running after him, and then Danny and Kia after them. Maddie who decided she couldn't be bothered was walking slowly and towards the swings which were the closest to them.

"Sorry," Lindsay said to Rachel who was watching them and laughing slightly. "Let's go sit down and talk," Lindsay said and they walked off towards the bench putting the stroller in front of them.

"Mommy, out," Stephie said wiggling in her stroller,

"Okay baby girl," Lindsay said bending down and getting her out of it, making sure her shoes where on properly before shouting Danny to let him know she was coming towards him and letting her run off on her little chubby legs.

"Now there are no kids," Lindsay said and sat down on the bench where Rachel was already sitting. "Where were we?" she asked,

"I was doubting my parenting skills," Rachel said,

"Aghhh yes," Lindsay said, "And I was saying that I was the same before I had Maddie, you knew I was, and I still think I am, but I look at them and I see them smiling and playing and I think that I cant be that bad if they are happy and safe." Rachel nodded and smiled kissing Lindsay on the head,

"Thanks Linny," she said and grabbed hold of her hand, "I think you're a brilliant mom, and I know you were worried before you had Maddie, and then after you found her again you were even more worried, but I think you're a brilliant mom," she said smiling, and the two hugged each other.

"I think your great as well mom," Maddie said standing in front of them making Lindsay and Rachel jump,

"My god," Lindsay said putting a hand on her chest, "Maddie don't do that you'll give me a bloody heart attack," she said smiling at her daughter, "But thank you hunni."

"Its okay mom," she said and sat on the floor in front of her mother and Lindsay. "And for the record Auntie Rachel I think your going to be a brilliant mom." She smiled and then looked at Lindsay and Rachel's shocked faces.

"Auntie Rachel," Rachel said tearing up slightly,

"Yups," Maddie said, "I know you're my god mother, because dad told me," she said and Rachel looked shocked again,

"Victor told you?" she said and Maddie nodded, "Oh, wow I didn't know,"

"Yeah he told be pretty much everything, part from where mom was," Maddie said and emphasized the word everything.

"Oh okay then," Rachel said and smiled at Maddie, "You know I still can't believe that you look so much like your mother," she said and looked at Maddie closely, "Come give me a hug" she said tearing up again and Maddie laughed and let Rachel hug her. "I hugged you when you were just born," she whispered into her ear, "I knew you were going to be a lovely girl even then, and it feels lovely to hug you again," she said and pulled out of the hug and wiped her eyes, "Sorry pregnancy hormones,"

"It's okay," Maddie said, "I had to deal with moms as well."

"Hey," Lindsay said, "I was not that bad," she said and Rachel and Maddie laughed at her, "Okay then fine I was," she said and laughed again.

They sat and talked and played for about 2 hours, all of them getting to know each other again and for the first time, after the park they went to grab something to eat at one of the other local café's by the park. Lindsay looked at her watch and saw that it was time to go to the picnic much to her dismay. They said goodbye to Rachel and Kia who luckily for Lindsay and Danny said they would look after the twins and Stephie for the afternoon to save them from taking them to meet Lindsay's family.

So Lindsay, Danny and Maddie all set off in Lindsay truck out of Bozeman town and along the same road that they travelled down to reach Lindsay's old house.

"Are you okay?" Danny asked Lindsay who was very nervously driving the car.

"Yeah, yeah I'm fine," she said unconvincingly to Danny who knew she was lying as she couldn't look him in the face.

"Lindsay I know your lying, talk to me." He said and placed a hand onto hers on the gearstick.

"They are going to hate me more," Lindsay said and sighed, "I didn't tell them about my wedding, about their grandchildren, Danny I didn't tell them about Maddie and I gave birth to her when I was in Montana."

"Someone had to know about her," Danny said and Lindsay nodded.

"Brad did," Lindsay said and smiled, "He was so happy when I told him he was going to be an uncle, he helped me out so much after, you know," she said, it was no use saying it now, saying that she buried her child because it wasn't true and she was currently sitting in the back of the car listening to her I-pod and singing.

"Exactly so I am assuming he knows your married," but Lindsay shook her head,

"I haven't spoken to Brad since I left for New York, we had a huge argument about silly things and I left and haven't spoken to him since." Lindsay said sadly and her eyes filled with tears.

"But now you can sort it all out and start again with him," Danny said and squeezed her hand as Lindsay nodded and stopped the car in front of an old looking house. It was bigger than the one which they were staying at now, the porch had 2 swings on it, there were loads of big barns round the back of the, a house stable and a paddock. Danny also saw part of the lake down the bottom of the large green garden.

"Maddie," Danny said and turned round to the back of the car to face her, but she couldn't hear him, "Maddie," he said again and she didn't look up from her book. "Madison," he nearly shouted and she jumped slightly and looked up,

"God Danny," she said taking out her headphones, "You scared me to death." She said and put a book mark into her book, "What do you want?"

"Where here," he said and she looked out of the window and stared at the old building.

"Nice place," she said and unbuckled herself and got out of the car, putting her I-pod into her pocket.

"You ready?" Danny asked and she smiled and nodded,

"Let's do this," she said and got out of the car, 'I can do this,' she said to herself and then took another look at the house, 'Lucy if you're listening, help me do this' she pleaded and held onto Danny's hand as he came round the other side of the car.

"Come on then," Lindsay said and held onto Maddie's hand with her free one, giving it a squeeze and then letting go. Lindsay took a deep breath and walked towards the door, never letting go of Danny's hand and Maddie never leaving her other side.

"It's now or never," she said to herself under her breath and pushed the buzzer on the front door. It was still the same as she remembered it, and she heard heels click on the hardwood floor of the hallway.

Lindsay took in a breath and squeezed Danny's hand as the door opened and a woman slightly older than Lindsay but with more blonde hair opened it.

"Lindsay?" she asked/stated as she stared shocked at her.

"Hey Jenny," Lindsay said and smiled at her older sister, "It's been too long," Lindsay said and stared at her sister waiting to see what she said next.

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