Authors Notes: I don't even know what to say?

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She felt hot and sticky. She remembered last night and smiled. They had sex and Jane said he loved her and she did, too. She rapped her arms around his bare chest tighter.

He started to wake when her breathing changed. It took him a second but then he started to rub her small bare back.

"Morning, gorgeous, " Jane said kissing Teresa on her head.

"Morning Patrick, " she said then opened her eyes to look at Patrick but there was so much light in the room and it was a Tuesday. She should be getting ready for work by now.

"What time is it?" she said frantically.

"Well from the sun I would say about 8 or 9 but I'm not sure, " he said laughing as she urgently got off of the bed.

"JANE IT'S 9:30, " she said running to the shower.

"It is isn't it, " he said getting in behind her but she was almost done conditioning.

"Did you turn off my alarm?! " she asked.

"I thought you'd be tired after last night, " he said. Usually she would have smiled but she was to pissed.

She was walking into CBI at 10 o'clock. She was three and a half hours late.

Up in the ballpein nobody mentioned anything about her being late.

Later when she finally needed to ask Van Pelt to run a check on the father.

"Van Pelt. Can you run this name. " Lisbon asked.

"Boss is that a hickey, " Van Pelt almost yelled holding out the mirror.

"And you and Jane were really late and Jane wore the same suit as yesterday. Look at him he is smiling like crazy and your blushing. Is it true are you and Jane... " she said.

"No, " she said while Jane was behind her nodding his head yes. Rigsby pointed behind at Jane and started to laugh. She turned around and saw him nodding his head.

"No, " she said turning back to the team.

"Yes, " he sang behind her.

"Boss I got a hit. He is just around the corner, " Van Pelt said smiling.

"You, Cho, and Rigsby go and pick him up and bring him in, " she said.

"Alright, " Van Pelt said, " but you two keep your hands off of each other."

"No problem, " she said and stomped into her office.

"Fix it. I've wanted you two to get together since the beginning of time and god all mighty Jane you better fix it! " Van Pelt said angrily.

"Ugh all right but if a stapler is handing off my face your not gonna see the make up kiss, " Jane said hulling himself up to make his way to Lisbons office. He made a cross on his chest and entered the devils cage.

"Hey, " Jane said.

"Go away, " Lisbon said her eyes never leaving her paperwork.

Jane dropped his hand out of his pocket, "Come on Teresa. It's no big deal. It's just the team. Do you think I would tell them if I didn't trust them. Do you know how worried I have been. I'm so afraid to take my eyes off of you for a second because I think that is I do see Red John over you with a knife. I don't want this to get out any more than you but I'm dyeing to show you off. I just couldn't help myself."

"Good speech Jane try again but this time put a little more emotion into it, " Lisbon said.

"Please I just got you I mean come on how long has it been and I already messed up there should be a thing that if the Jane in the relationship messes up with the Lisbon then twenty-four hours after sex then the Lisbon should forgive the Jane for his stupid mistake in telling the team because he is sooo in love and he just got a great women in the last day, " Jane said.

"I don't think so. And flattering will get you nowhere, " Lisbon said dryly.

"I will beg, "Jane said and after seeing no reaction he walked over to her desk and got on his knees. He smiled when he saw she was sporting a small one as well. He grabbed her hand and kissed it before spinning her chair so it faced Jane not the desk. As soon as they were facing each other Jane wrapped himself around her waist his head in he stomach like a child and she laughed.

"Please, please, pretty please. I wuv you, " he said.

"Fine, " she said, "Your such a child. "

"Yayyy, "he squealed and pulled her out of her chair so that she fell on him and he wrapped his arms around her, "You put something on the hickey. "

"Its make up, "she said laughing at his hurt expression. "Take it off, " he said. "No it's unprofessional, " she said. He put his lips to her neck put quickly pulled away gagging.

"Make up tastes bad, " he said, "There isn't any on your lips, right?"

"Maybe, " she said.

"I'll take my chances, " he said and kissed her sweet and softly before Lisbon groaned.

"We have to get back to work, "she said sadly and peeked his cheek. "Fine but at lunch time I need another kiss or I'll die, "he said.

"Okay, " Teresa said smiling. At the door Jane turned back and said, "Teresa would you liked to go out with me tonight. " He said it much to quickly than he would have liked.

"Are you nervous? Oh my god Patrick Jane is nervous, I'm getting this on camera, "she said laughing.

"Your not helping, "he said.

"Patrick I would love to go on a date with you, "she said finally.

"Yayyyy, "he squealed again and skipped back to his coach.

About a half an hour later Van Pelt came in with a black eye. Rigsby was behind her with a split lip with a man whos shirt was ripped and had a bruise on his cheek then Cho on the other side of him with bloody knuckles. "Jeez you three look like you've been through a wood chipper, "Jane said.

Cho and Rigsby proceeded in bring the man to the interrogation room while Van Pelt went to get Lisbon.

"We made up, "Jane yelled to Grace. Jane got up and went into the integration room and looked in the window. This man looks a lot like a picture of Lisbons father she saw in a family picture at her house.

"Who's going in? " Jane asked Lisbon as she mad her way toward him.

"Us, " she said and lead the way in. "Hello I'm Special Agent Teresa Lisbon and this is our consultant Mr. Patrick Jane, " Teresa said sitting down.

"Teresa, " the man said in disbelief and grabbed her hand. Jane held her arm and pulled it out of the mans grasp on her wrist.

"Yes, but you can call me Agent Lisbon, " she said.

"Wow it really has been a long time if you can't recognize your own father, " he said and pulled his sleeve up to show a bite mark.

I'm in the kitchen fixing my dad a plate then I hear a shatter and run into the living room and see my father strangling James to the wall with an unconscious Tommy on the floor and Alex on the stairs crying. Tommy starts to stir. I run over to my father and shove him unsteady enough for James to slip to the floor and get a breath. He slaps me and I can hear myself and Alex scream. I'm on the ground and my stomach lurches out and I realize I'm being kicked. He grabs a fist full of my hair and drags me up the stairs then he pushes me down them. My vision is blurred but I can see that Alex is off the stairs now and in my fathers hands being smacked I push myself up and I knee my father between his legs. He dropped Alex who ran out of the house screaming with a bloody nose. While my father is on the ground I motion for James to get Alex and get in the car. I stumble over to Tommy and felt for a pulse when. My legs are ripped out from under me and a heavy foot stomps on my shin. "AHHHHHHHHHH, " I scream when I hear the bone shatter. He grabbed my neck and pinned me to the wall choking me I feel like I'm about to pass out so I bite his wrist. He throws to toward to coffee table and my stomach scratches as it crosses with the corner. I feel the blood soak the top of my white shorts. Alex is at the door and he screams turning my fathers attention to little boy in the doorway. I grab a full beer can from the coffee table that was supporting me and threw it at my dad. James comes back in and stares at me shocked with the blood. My father was straddling me and grabbed a sharp beer can and dragged it up my arm, over my shoulder, up my neck, across my chin, down the other side of my neck, across the other shoulder, and down my right arm leaving a long gagged cut. I moaned after he was done because of the pain. He took the sharp piece of aluminum and sliced my wrist again and again and again then he moved to the other wrist slicing again and again and again. He grabbed my hair and beat my head against the table until I felt my ears fill with what I think is blood. Then he stops and starts to punch Teresa repeatingly till she felt her head spin and she turned to the side and threw up. Then he slapped her. She could see a wooden leg of the desk he broke with assumingly Tommy. I reached and grabbed it I didn't even notice both of our pants were off he went in and I wasn't close to ready, he went inside of me, and I dropped the wood. In and out in and out. Every time I yelped with pain. Attempted to reach for the wood on the fifth try I reached the board and swung the wood over his head. He winced and fell backward he grabbed my head piercing skin with his nails I hit him again and he went limp on the ground. I saw he brothers in the door. I pulled my pants up and managed to get up I limped to Tommy and James help get him into the car. I'm done she thought and drove to the hospital James and I dragged Tommy into the emergency room while Alex was clutching my waist and his arms wrapped around the uncut parts of her shoulder. She continued in her right eye starting to swell shut. Now that I am closer to my brothers I can see how my dad hurt them.

Tommy had a bloody nose, swollen lip, a tooth was missing, bloody knuckles, bruises over his arms and face, and there are hand marks on his neck.

James had a cut on his arm, a bruise on his chin, and major hand marks from being choked.

Alex had two red hand mark on each side of his face from being slapped and his arms were bruised from being held too tight and blood was pouring out of his nose.

Then I looked at myself gagged cut up and down my upper body, my pants soaked with blood, my face is all bruised, my neck as well, my eye is swollen shut, my shin; rips; and ribs are broken, my stomach is cut opened, my ears are bleeding, my bottom lip has a hole in it from my tooth and fathers fist colliding, hands have cuts form the chair leg, I have a concussion, bloody nose, bleeding scalp, and I was just raped again.

We manage our way through the door and a little girl who is holding an ice patch to her knee screams and I hear an usher of 'oh my gods' from the people waiting. The person in front of us got out of the way for us. When the receptionist looked up and screamed for the doctor. Some people with stretchers came out and put us in separate one.

"NOOO!" Alex screams at them when they take us in separate directions.

"Go Al, " I was able to whisper.

"I WANT MY SISTER, "James yelled.

"TESSY, " Alex yelled. The nurses staff tried to settle them down but couldn't.

"I'll see you soon, " I said. They switched around and grabbed my gurney.

"I WANT TESSA, " they both screamed I couldn't lift my head.

"Please boys I'll be back, " I said.

"NOOOOO! I WANT YOU. I'M SOOO SCARED, " James yelled.

"Please let them help me, " I said.

"PROMISE YOU'LL COME BACK, " Alex yelled.

"I ca, " I started to say.

"PROMISE, " James yelled crying.

"Promise, " I said and passed out. The last thing I saw was Tommys lifeless body and James and Alex hugging each other tightly.

"You're not my father. My father killed himself the moment he abused his children, " she said and walked out of the room.

Jane followed and when they got to her office he was rushed into a hug while she cried. He walked her to the couch and sat down so that her light body was siting on his lap. She cried into his neck. When she calmed down he continued to hold her.

"How did it end? " Jane asked.

"Umm.. I'm not quite sure... but my dad was with my brothers an I," she said stuttering.

"It's just me you can tell my anything, " Jane said, "I love you."

"ran in after I heard a shatter... James was being strangled, Tommy y y wasn't awake, and A A Alex was crying on the stairs. I distracted him and he slapped me and Alex screamed. He kicked me while I was on the floor... he grabbed my hair and pulled me up p p the stairs just to push me down. He grabbed Ales and slapped him until he was bloody. I kneed him and Alex ran out then James went too. I went to get Tommy out then he broke my shin and threw me against the wall. The chokes me I bite him he throws me and cuts my stomach open. Alex came back for me and my father went for him so I threw a beer can at him. He cuts me up and down my armsssss. Then he starts to punch my face. He cut my wrists and raped me. I knocked him out and got myself to a hospital and all my brothers to a hospital. I was done and tired of just sucking up the awful pain. When we got there I was obviously the one that looked the worststsst. The boys didn't want me to leave them and I promised them I wouldn't die. Then I passed out. When I woke up from the drug coma of two months my brothers never left the hospital. I was 17. Tommy woke up a week after the accident that what I call it. They wouldn't tell the boys anything but when I woke up they told me that when they went to the hose to arrest my father everything was the way we left it except my father was gone, " she said.

Jane cried too, "Ohh how can anybody hurt someone so so beautiful. I want to kill him."

"I love you. Please, don't break my heart when I let you in. I couldn't bare it." she said with fear filling her voice.

"I won't. You've been hurt enough for ten lifetimes, ' he said and kissed her soft hair. They worshiped those moments forgetting the horrible pains both had been through.

Authors notes: tired good bye.