Yuruginai Shinrai
By ShiraiHime
Disclaimer: The fact that there's a disclaimer in here means it's not mine deshou?
A/N: Gyaaaahhh!! I'm so sorry for the uber long delay!! QAQ Had a test, then had my cousins wedding, then went to Sydney for the Easter Show with my friend over there, and then came my mom's eye problem…
Currently writing this while listening to Again by YUI, Fullmetal Alchemist's second season OP. Have you guys seen the OP?! The animation is freaking AWESOME!! It's so smooth it kills!
This chappie is a bit…Weird =.= My apologies for people who had high hopes for this chapter..Uhh, Allen-angst (look at the goddamn chapter title!!), and some of Kanda's OOC-ness..AND YULLEN TOO! HUAHAHAHAHA!! *slapped*
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Chapter 6: You'll Know Soon Enough
When Kanda awoke the next day, the last thing he expected was for his sister to burst through his front door. With her weird-ass red pajamas that had white rabbits printed on them. He twitched.
"What do you want? Unless you simply came to my room to show me your retarded-ass pajamas." Ein puffed out her cheeks and flicked the finger at him. "I came in here just to see whether you were up. Apparently," she gave him a disappointed look, "You don't have the same cute bed hair Allen does. Do you KNOW how cute he looks in his sleep? I'm surprised he's still a virgin, I mean seriously!" Kanda stared at her in disbelief.
"You went into his room when he slept!?" Ein's mouth formed an 'o' and laughed, "Ah, sorry, Usa-Usa and I snuck into his room last night. It was fun! I bet you want to see his face when he sleeps too, so we'll invite you next time we sneak into his room, okies?" Kanda 'tch'-ed, getting out of bed, "I don't want to see his stupid childish face when he sleeps. You two are so jobless." He stifled a yawn.
Ein clenched her teeth, stormed over to him and proceeded to stomp on his foot. Kanda winced slightly, it doesn't hurt that much, compared to the other injuries he's had in the past with Akuma and Noah, but hell, this person was related to him, so it was only natural for her to be merciless when she continued stomping on his poor foot. He growled.
"What the fuck are you doing this for!?" Ein stopped, a triumphant smile on her lips, making Kanda smirk inwardly. They were so alike. "I'm simply doing this because of your weak-ass denial. I hate it." she dead-panned. Kanda raised an eyebrow, denial?
"About your love for the cute beansprout dumbass!" she huffed, hands on her hips. If Kanda was drinking a cup of tea, he'd spit the contents out in shock right about now. Too bad he doesn't like bringing food and drinks into his room. That'd be a sight.
"What the hell?! Ein, I know for a fact that over the years we've been apart you've grown to be about as spastic as the rabbit, but…" Kanda gave her a look that clearly spelled out 'what the fuck', earning a 'pshh' from her and a nonchalant wave of the hand.
"Please, I know all about it!" she declared, "It's so obvious that you two feel for each other, I just want to slap that face of yours for even daring to deny it!" Kanda stood, running his fingers through his undone hair. He might as well just give her what she wants and tell her that actually he did have a crush on the sprout. Though he didn't want to admit something so embarrassing, it was true, and this was his sister, he trusted her enough to keep it to herself.
Just when he was about to speak, Ein beat him to the punch.
"There's a high chance that he likes you back you know."
"Hey hey, aren't you supposed to monitor the moyashi or somethin'?" Ein inquired, walking alongside her brother, who was currently rubbing his temples. Back in his room, Ein gave Kanda a long lecture about how he should 'believe in the impossible' and how 'dreams do sometimes come true'. Oh, and also a bit of solid proof that Allen liked the older teen, which was pretty much the only thing Kanda listened to, to his dismay. He really didn't like this weird happy feeling he got when he thought about the beansprout, it made him feel like a girl. A lovesick, fangirling, schoolgirl. And it made him sick.
"I forgot." He simply answered, trying to seem nonchalant though deep down he felt guilty that he'd been neglecting his duties. It was the truth, with all those thoughts and foreign feelings raging through him, it wasn't hard for him to forget his new added job, even if it was to watch over the person he liked.
Ein scoffed, "But it's ALLEN! Aniki, do you know how many people would DIE for this new job of yours!?" Kanda raised an eyebrow, "Think about it! He's adorable, he's sweet, he's selfless, and he's sexy too! Not to mention a real gentleman! He's the ideal boyfriend Yu-ani, everyone wants him!" after hearing this, Kanda couldn't help but let out a low growl. He didn't realize that everyone around him was competing over Allen's heart. Now that he thought about it, it's really easy to love him, had he been a normal person who's familiar with their feelings.
"See? This is why you have to take action Yu! He can easily slip away from you if you don't! And you have such a good advantage too-it'd be a waste to not use it, no?" she paused to snap her fingers, remembering something, "I bet Allen's last monitor liked him. Now, if there was a chance that he'd come back and retake his position as Allen's monitor, he'll rape him for sure!" Had Kanda been a normal person, he'd have gaped at the girl in front of him he called his sister, for having said something as ridiculous as that. But this is Kanda we're talking about, so all he did was furrow his eyebrows at her.
"That two-dot can't feel shit." Ein raised an eyebrow, "Two-dot? Wait, does he have blonde hair? And like, a really weird straight cut fringe? And a braid?" Kanda raised an eyebrow, surprised that Ein knew this much, "You know him?" he asked, seeing Ein stop walking. She ruffled her hair in frustration, then after a while, she looked up at him, a trademark Kanda-scowl on her maturing features.
"Like Hell I know him! He and that guy with the weird moustache kept chasing after me and Cross. Back when I was still training." She explained, continuing their walk to the cafeteria. "If it weren't for Cross's Innocence, I would've been dragged here way earlier, when I wasn't ready." She clenched her teeth, "That two-dot..he almost caught us. And when he was calling out for us..he said something about Cross being an accomplice with the Noah. I almost left Maria's seal to punch him." She scowled again, folding her arms.
They stayed silent as they entered the cafeteria, full with people eating and talking, some laughing and crying. Kanda suddenly had a flash of when Allen first came to the Order, having enough guts to stop him from strangling that finder he found rather annoying. He inwardly smirked at the thought; he still remembered how Allen's hand was holding onto his, even after he'd let go of the finder.
Ein bounced to the counter, her past mood forgotten, "Je~rry!!" she sang, the (supposedly) gay chef instantly popping out. "Hello Ein-tan! How are you today?" she grinned, "Maamaa, I guess, thanks." Jerry laid his elbows on the counter, chin resting on his hands, "Hmm~That's good. What would you and your brother like today?" Ein was about to answer when a resounding crash was heard from the kitchen, making her wince at the loud sound.
Jerry looked around, his worried-mother-hen mode coming on, "Allen-kun! Are you okay?" he asked, running farther into the kitchen.
Kanda looked at Ein. Allen was in there? Ein shrugged, looking just as surprised as he was.
"Make it go away!"
That was the only thing the siblings heard before the door to the kitchen was thrown open, revealing no other than Allen Walker in a pink frilly apron, crying with visible cuts on his arms. He glanced at the two, looking mostly at Kanda, before breaking into a run.
That glance, for some reason, took Kanda by surprise. He turned around, almost missing the flash of white exiting the cafeteria. He scrunched his face up in distaste. He didn't like that glance one bit. Especially from Allen Walker.
And so he ran, to find his distressed beloved, in amidst the confused Order that resided in that large cafeteria.
And all his sister did was smile.
Allen kept on running, ignoring the burning sensation building up in his tired legs. He rubbed his red and puffy eyes, tears still flowing from them. He glanced at the windows that stretched across the hallway he was running in, and immediately regretted doing that particular action.
The eerie reflection of the fourteenth stood there, smiling like a madman. Allen stopped running abruptly, making him wobble with his spent legs and fall to the cold, marble surface. He didn't stop moving though, as he tried as best as he could to move away from the reflection, desperation showing in his puffy red eyes. The tears still flowed, and Allen wondered for a moment where they were all coming from, as they didn't seem to stop.
"Go away.." he murmured, raising his hands to cover his ears, as the fourteenth started whispering into his ears. "Go away!" he shouted, squeezing his eyes shut. The voice became voices, jabbing at him with words that they'd know would hurt him. "Please go away.."
"Sorry beansprout, but I have no intention of going away."
Before he could react, a pair of strong arms wrapped around him, securing him closer to some sort of warmth, most probably from a person. He slowly opened his eyes. Only one person called him that name..
"Kan…da?" he said, making it sound more like a question than an acknowledgement. The older let out a grunt, "You look like crap beansprout," he said, absently wiping away the tears clinging onto the boy's eyes. Allen closed his eyes, letting the older continue with his abnormally sweet action.
Though this could be called a change of treatment, like the ones he got from his friends, for some reason, he liked this change of Kanda. It was sweet, and it reminded him of how Mana used to hold him when he was a child, yet he still held that rough exterior, though softened. He smiled.
"Moya--?! Oi! Wake up!"
Kanda really is different from the others, especially in Allen's heart. He just needs to find out what made him stand out from the others. But he'll know soon enough, right?
And it stops there!!
Aaah, this chapter came out suckier than expected! I'm so sorry!! Please don't flame me!! I'm fine with no reviews as long as there's no flames!! Q[]Q
Well, um, you get the point right? . If I write this out as I planned it, this fic will end in…about five chapters? Unn…=A=
Reviews please? QAQ