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Kagome lay on the futon as inuyasha went out to grab some herbs for keade to help as much as he could to bring kagome back, but at the same time he was sad and in pain, all he could think was that it was his fault.
he felt a hole weight lift off his shoulders as Kagome had killed Kikyo , he actually was hurt inside to see his love pass away, but it was for the best that she was out of this world to be in a world were she belonged.
inuyasha grabbed the last herb he could find and looked up to the sky to sigh deeply 'kikyo was my first love and the first person to care for someone like me but why when it comes to Kagome feels different...it feels much brighter, was it becssue kikyo wanted me as a human when Kagome wanted me to be me, it must be that...I do care and Cherish kikyo but Kagome made my world turn into one which I wanted to be in, she's changed everything...she changed my world...she's my world' "HEY INUYASHA HOW LONG ARE YOU GOING TO STAND THERE AND DAYDREAM!" Inuyasha looked in front of his to see Sango at the doorway shouting for him to come in as he growled in frustration'
"I KNOW I KNOW, WENCH!" Sango huffed as they both went in the hut to see Kagomes emotionless body which hasn't moved in a month now "ye all need to know that Kagome might not make it...she is very weak and since she has lost her priestess powers she now only has one thing to do" Inuyasha head perched up as he said softly
"what is it keade" the guys looked at him in sympathy as they looked towards keade who sat cross legged on the floor sighing in sadness.
"she will go into a world where it's blank and make her decision Weather to stay here or go back home to her time but she'll need to see her father first who'll tell her what to do" inuyasha frowned
"her father...I never knew Kagomes father, how do you know him" keade looked up and pointed to him
"your father was a close friend of her father back in his time where you were only little" inuyashas face shone in confusion
"so you know Kagomes past...could you tell the whole story to us if you may" miroku asks as he was intrigued in the topic
"it all started when just like you inuyasha, Kagomes mother was a human, while her father was a full demon, but her father was in a war so she had to go to the bone eaters well to the future to have her memory taken away of the distraught her mother had" miroku nods while sango brings another question
"why was her mum depressed" keades face was covered in hurt as she remembered talking to mrs higurashi back when they first met
"she watched Kagomes father kill every last one of the men with cuts and bruises every where, to see her husband die before her very own eyes. It was a terrible sight to witness for her to see while carrying her 2 kids and grandfather beside her" kaede lowered her head to sigh "and now knowing that she'll loose her daughter will definitely kill her inside and terrify her"
inuyasha stood up to growl "kagome will not die, not on me she won't!" And with that he walked out in a strop making keade shake her head "ye keep an eye on her so I can treat the villagers" then she walked out too
"I hope kagome will be okay" shippo says while starting to cry a bit looking at his 'mother like' kagome until a moan came from her "I...can't...do...it!" Sango ran strait towards kagome with eyes wide open
"SHE SAID SOMETHING...GUYS SHE SAID SOMETHING!" As soon as sango shouted inuyasha came running in with his bangs covering his eyes " kagome...please come back" he sat down and stroked her face getting another moan from her
"I-inuyasha...I cant...loose you...I can't...d-die...now...I..." Inuyasha listened closely to her words as tears poured from his eyes "I...always...loved you..." Inuyashas breath picked up as he lowered his head holding onto her kimono tightly "I'm...not,,...gonna...surv-vive...much lo-...longer" inuyasha lowered his head to lean it on her chest
"I'm so sorry kagome...I'm...so sorry I couldn't do anything to save you...just like with kikyo, your my life and soul kagome" the guys couldn't help but cry too listening to his words that came out from his mouth full of sorrow and hurt. It must be hard on him to put up with knowing that Kagome will probably die anyday from now.
But as inuyasha rose his head he wiped away his tears and sat next to Kagome getting back to his normal state "I hate this!" He punched the wall in frustration as he grunted hating seeing kagome I'm this state.
"inuyasha don't get so worked up, if kagome survives she won't like seeing you like this, all depressed and stressed" sango tried reasoning with him to change his mood
"yeah! Come on cheer up, have a bit of faith in her" miroku calls out as he went over to pat his back and to smile
"yeah...I know" he says quietly as he rose up "Ill go and grab some fish we could eat!" And with that he ran back out to go and get some fish so they could have a feast tonight.
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as Kagome tossed and turned on her dream she felt numb and stiff, she couldn't move, nor could she speak.
The pain she felt, felt like the last moment to her...the last breath she'll take it all came back to her then.
kagomes pov
i felt the magic scorch through my body, I felt all the moments come back to me, my memories came back from the past when I was just a child, just a toddlet when I was with my dad practicing when another father and son came towards us.
i was quick To defend my dad as they walked over "whats up natshijo, and who's this little one you've got here" my dad chuckled as I frowned and looked to him "oh this one here is my daughter kagome,and I'm just helping her wield my fang sword I gave her, inutashio"
the boy behind inutashio looked cold and mean as he glares at me with the evil eyes as I put my sword away and point over to him "who's he" my dad crouched down to put his hand on my shoulder
"That boy over there is inuyasha, inutashios son" I looked confused as I walk over to inutashio waving towards him.
"hey, inutashio do you think inuyasha might be able to play with me for a bit" his father smiled as he moved his body away to see a boy with white hair, golden eyes, wearing a red kimono and with dog ears just like mine.
i went over to put my hands on his shoulder and shake him "hey wanna be friends Inuyasha, my name kagome" he huffs and turns his head
"hey inuyasha, she's trying to be nice and it would be good for you to make friends while you still can okay" Inuyasha growled as he pointed at the 6 year old me
"she's weak dad, even if I fought her without a sword I'd still win" I sighed as I sat down making him jump "h-hey what's up with you!"
I saddened as I look up "I'm just the same as you Inuyasha, I never made friends because I too am a half demon just like you so I know what It feels like to be treated differently" inuyasha sat down and sighed while grabbing my hand making me blush.
"come on let's go and play" he didnt change his expression but I knew he wanted to play
he wanted to be my first friend
wow now that was a shocker to you eh...it was just something to put in between some chapters I made so I have some idea of more chapters to squeeze in PEACE! ^*^