I woke up to see L laying with his head on my chest, he had one thumb in his mouth. I waited a few minutes before waking him up.
"L" "L wake up"
"nngh" he slowly opened his eyes.
I chuckled and whispered:" morning dear"
"Morning" he said as he leaned up to capture my lips in a small kiss.
He pulled back and i said to him" We need to figure out a way to get out of here." "can't we just call Watari" he asked confused. I sighted and said: "Sadly no, our phones broke when we fell into the water" "I see" he muttered. after this we stayed silent for a long time until L asked:" do you think your father is still alive" " don't call him my father" I snapped at him. "b-but~" "no, he said i am no longer his son so he is no longer my father"
L stayed silent " i have no idea if he is still alive but i hope so" L looked confused at my answer so i continued: " at least then he's able to suffer in prison instead of an easy death." L chuckled slightly at this before he put his head in my lap. there was a comfortable silence between us, or there was a silence until L asked me this question.
"Light..." "yes, L" " What where you saying about a brother yesterday" "Y-You mean you don't know" " I investigated every database but never found something about a second son" "Figures..." I sighted " i'm going to regret this" i muttered to myself.
"I once had a brother, an older brother. He was 4 years older then me." i sighted "I was 10 years old when i came home one day, like normal i called out i was home but this time i received no answer. I walked into the living room and was greeted with the sight of my brother kissing another guy. I was shocked but also was i smiling, for once in his life i saw my brother being happy. He then noticed me and began stuttering." I smiled at this memory "I told my brother that i would keep it a secret and went upstairs. Just before i walked out of the room i heard my brother say: "Thanks, and i love you lil' bro". I told him i loved him too and went to my room. never would i have thought this would be the last sentence i would hear from him."
I felt tears run down my face, L stroke his thumbs across my cheeks taking away the tears. I took a deep breath. " What happened then" he asked carefully.
"The next thing i heard was yelling and screaming from downstairs. So i went down and ran into the living room. Just in time to see the guy my brother was kissing running out of the house, and my father so angry. He had a knife in his hand. I screamed but they didn't seem to hear me. My brother stood frozen as my dad was muttering and yelling about how much of a disgrace my brother was. About how my brother was disgusting and a freak. He kept repeating that my brother was supposed to be perfect. i was crying as i heard all this but my legs just wouldn't move." i cried at the next memories " dad began stabbing him, i cried but i couldn't tear my eyes away. I heard his screams. Those awful screams that still hunt my nightmares. then the screams stopped, but he didn't stop stabbing him. It took forever, at least it felt that way. Dad turned to me, he was covered in blood. His expression still furious. "never mention this to anyone" he told me "and never be anything less then perfect." i nodded and ran to my room. I locked the door and sat in a corner, crying. The next morning it was as if it never happened. There was no evidence he ever existed, no pictures, all his stuff was gone and mom acted as if didn't exist. Mom never asked about him and neither did the police or neighbours or even his teachers. When a friend of his would stop by they said he ran away, but nothing could be less true. When i was 11 i was sick of it and hacked into the police database to see the citizens records, but he was not in it. In law he never existed. I even forget about him once but my dad was soon to remind me of what happened and of how i should act." I looked L in the eye and whispered: " never be anything less then perfect." This said i broke down onto L's shoulder. Silent cries where heard in the silent forest.
then...
"L, LIGHT!"
we looked up in surprise. 'Matsuda?'
" Guys where are you"
I snapped out of my confusion and yelled: "MATSUDA, OVER HERE!"
"How did he find us" L whispered next to me. "no idea, but it's Matsuda no one knows how he does things." L looked very confused about my answer, but i ignored the look for now.
"hey guys" i look behind me to see Matsuda standing there. "Hey Matsu, could you get us out of here" "sure" was his answer as he turned around. i pulled L up and together we walked after Matsuda. I saw L's still wide eyes, and asked: "what?" " when the hell did you became close to Matsuda, he's not really intelligent or anything" i chuckled "Matsu and i have been close for years, and he's actually not as obvious as everyone thinks" L kept silent at my answer but i knew it's bugging him "don't worry you'll find out soon" i said chuckling.
we arrived at Matsuda's car. the drive back to HQ was silent but both L and me where wondering what was going to happen next. what happened to Soichiro, if we are in danger, will we get abandoned by everyone when they find out the truth. but my mind was also wondering about what will become of KIRA, after all i am dating L and my feelings are just to confused right now.
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HEY GUYS, I AM BACK!
I am so very sorry for leaving, but a lot happened the past half year and it left me kinda depressed. I even had 2 psychologists. Also the fact that i am still in school so tja...
I feel like i failed you all with this chap so there may be a re-writhe in the future, but for now I'll just continue. thank you all my followers and i hope all of you will READ & REVIEW.
Love you all, sandra52519