Author's Note: I am feeling lonely, so I am going to type. I hope that it doesn't affect the outcome of this chapter in a negative way. Anyways, please enjoy.

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Chapter 6: Having Difficulties

When it came time for dinner, I pulled Sai into the kitchen with me. We talked while I cooked. I asked him a bunch of questions.

"What are your hobbies?" I asked.

"I love to read and draw. There isn't much else unless you consider staring at you a hobby." Sai said. I smiled at that, even though I was blushing like mad. I just didn't know how I felt about the guy.

"All right. When is your birthday?" I asked.

"November 25, 1993. When is yours?" He asked back.

"Mine is October 10, 1993. Hmm... where did you go to school before you came here?" I asked.

"I was doing homeschooling. At the request of a friend, I decided to go to public school. She wanted me to be more social." Sai replied.

"What is her name?" I asked curiously.

"Her name is Hinata Hyuuga. Her brother goes to the same school that we do. You met him today. His name is Neji. How do you think I got him to apologize to you? I threatened to tell his sister, and that got him. See, their families are a bit different. Hinata is in a higher class than Neji because her father was born first. Therefore, she is the heir. It pisses Neji off, but he knows that there is nothing he can do about it. He would still protect her with his life." Sai said. I sat in wonder for a minute. That was the longest I had ever heard him speak.

"All right. Have you had any previous relationships?" I asked once I had found my voice.

"No. I have not found anyone that strikes my fancy. At least, not until I saw you. Have you been in any previous relationships?" Sai asked. I flinched a bit, but realized that if I wanted a relationship with Sai, then I would need to come clean.

"I have. In sixth grade, there was this boy named Sasuke Uchiha. We dated for a year until his parents were killed by his brother. He had to go and live with his uncle, Orochimaru, and I haven't seen him since." I said.

"Do you still love him?" Sai asked. The question caught me so off guard that I sliced my finger while trying to cut some vegetables.

"Shit. That hurt. Ah well." I said before I cleaned the wound. It had cut through pretty deeply, but I wasn't concerned. When I neglected to a bandage on it, Sai looked at me quizzically.

"I heal extraordinarily fast. See?" I said, holding up my already healed finger.

"So it seems. That is a very useful gift. But you didn't answer my question. Do you still love Sasuke?" Sai asked again.

"I'm not going to lie to you. I have no idea. There are times when I crave to be in his arms, but then there are times when I just want to punch him for leaving me like this. Ever since I saw you, I haven't even thought about it. If I do still love him, I think I am attracted to you more." I said while staring into his eyes.

"All right. I believe you Naruto." Sai said. "Do you have any pictures of him? I want to see what he looks like. What kept you so hooked." Sai explained.

"I think I might have one." I said. I went to my room and searched a bit before I remembered where I had put the damn box. I went to my closet and got it down from the top shelf.

"Here. The picture is in there." I said once I got back out. I managed to finish cooking before he said anything again.

"He looks like me a bit, doesn't he?" Sai asked.

"A little, yes. However, I think that you are more attractive." I said with a smile. Sai smiled back at me and we sat down to eat.

"Wow Naruto. This is really good. Thank you." Sai said. "Where did you learn to cook?"

"I just picked it up. I needed a way to keep myself fed. It just came naturally, I guess." I said. After that, we finished our meal in silence.

After we were done eating, Sai said that he had to get something and I did the dishes, setting them on the rack beside the sink so that they could dry. When Sai came back, he was carrying with him a black notebook.

"What is that?" I asked curiously.

"This is where I keep all of my drawings. I have never shown it to anyone, but I can't think of anyone better to show it to than you Naruto." Sai said.

"I'm honored." I said. After a moment of hesitation, he handed me the book. I opened it and my eyes went wide.

"Wow Sai. These are very good. You could make a lot of money with these." I said. Sai just smiled in response.

I turned my attention back to the notebook and flipped through the pages. They were stunning. There were pictures of flowers, buildings, animals, cars, and people. It seemed to me that he drew everything that he saw.

"Wow. Why do you draw so much?" I asked.

"I draw so that I can look back at that notebook and I can remember things. I don't want to forget anything." Sai said.

I flipped to the most recent drawings and my eyes widened even more, if that was even possible. He had devoted the entire last bit of the notebook to me. In it, he had drawn me like I was at class. In the picture, I could almost call myself beautiful.

"Is this really how you see me?" I asked, my voice filled with wonder.

"Yes. You are very precious to me. I don't want to forget anything. Especially not you." Sai said, almost to himself.

"Thank you." I whispered. I knew that he heard it though.

What surprised me the most was when a drop of water fell onto the notebook. I stared a minute at it, wondering where it had come from when another joined it. I wiped my hand across my eyes and was surprised when they came back wet. I stared a minute at my hand too, before I sobbed.

"Naruto? Are you okay?" Sai asked.

"Yeah. I-I think so. I-I'm just... happy." I said before I flung my arms around Sai's neck. I looked him in the eye and pressed my lips to his.

When we broke apart for air, I untangled myself from his arms.

"Thank you Sai. You have given me hope again. I... I think that I might love you." I said in a near whisper. Sai's eyes widened and he stepped forward.

"I have never had to deal with this emotion before, but something is telling me that I love you too." Sai said. I smiled and kissed him again.

We kissed the rest of the day away. When it came time for bed, I sighed and led him to my room.

"We need to get some sleep. Good-night Sai." I said.

"You aren't going to sleep with me?" Sai asked innocently. I smiled at his tone.

"I wish I could, but I know that I don't have the control necessary. I will sleep with you soon though. I just want to wait a bit. Are you okay with that?" I asked.

"Yes." He said simply. With that, I left the room, planting a kiss on his forehead before leaving. I got a blanket and pillow from the hall cupboard and curled up on the couch. However, no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't get to sleep. Something about Sai being in the next room, so close to me, made it to where I couldn't get a wink of sleep. I sighed and got up. I went straight to the bathroom.

When I got inside, I shut the door and turned on the light. I opened the medicine cabinet and took out my sleeping pills. I kept them handy because I often had nights when I couldn't sleep and I knew that I needed to be well rested for school. I took out two and popped them in my mouth. I gulped them down with a handful of water and then went right back on the couch. I knew that if I lingered in the bathroom, I would end up going back to my room. Then I wouldn't be able to control myself.

I felt the drug take effect shortly afterwards and welcomed the sleep gratefully. However, I couldn't stop the dreams.

"What do you want from me Sai?" I asked huskily. I was already rock hard from him licking my neck all over.

"I want you inside of me. Please. I need you so bad." Sai said. I grinned.

"All right. You asked for it." I said. I shoved in in one thrust. When I stopped to give him time to adjust, he just groaned and pushed back against me. I gasped and started to pound into him.

"So.. you're... a... maso... chist?" I asked in between thrusts. I didn't need an answer, I knew he was. I bit down on his neck, possibly a bit harder than I had intended to, but the loud moan that I received sent shivers up my spine.

"Ngh... I need... MORE!" Sai screamed when I hit his pleasure spot. He rocked back against me and screamed. I reached my hand down and pumped him as fast as I could. I knew that he wouldn't be able to last much longer. To my surprise, he didn't cum as soon as I touched him. It took a few more pumps to send him over the edge.

"NARUTO!" Sai screamed and his muscles locked down. Just before I was about to burst, I felt someone, shaking my shoulder. Much to my dismay, everything started to lose its focus.

"No. I don't want it to end. Stop. Please." I sobbed out loud. However, it just got fuzzier and fuzzier until it disappeared completely.

I opened my eyes and felt a hand rocking my shoulder. I turned around and saw Sai. I felt my hard cock twitch at seeing him. I had to bite back a groan.

"You were making a lot of noise, and I thought something was wrong. Did you have a nightmare?" Sai asked.

"No. It wasn't a nightmare. Could you excuse me, I need to go and use the bathroom." I said. He nodded and I got up quickly, rushing to get to the bathroom so that he didn't see my arousal.

When I got in the bathroom, I locked the door and slid down the wall to the ground. I couldn't get the dream out of my mind, so I reluctantly pulled my 7 1/2 inch cock from my pants and started to pump it furiously. I wanted to get it done so that I could go back to sleep.

When I came, I bit the inside of my cheek to keep from making any noise. Never in my life had I ever came so strongly. It left me panting for breath. I quickly wiped away my cum and shakily got to my feet. I stayed in there long enough to get soft again before I finally made my way out of the bathroom. I was a bit surprised to see Sai on the couch. He had turned on my T.V. and he was watching True Blood.

"I didn't know that you liked this show." I said out loud, pleasantly surprised to see him jump.

"Naruto! You scared me." He said. I laughed a bit at that.

"What's so funny?" Sai asked with the most adorable pout that I had ever seen. I could tell that my laughing was getting to him, so I forced myself to stop.

"Nothing. Anyways, I didn't peg you for a vampire type of guy." I said.

"What is wrong with it? I like this show. It constantly surprises me, and it is very good." Sai said defensively.

"Nothing is wrong with the show. It is one of my favorites." I said.

"Then why don't you come over here and watch it with me?" Sai offered. I thought about it for a minute before I shrugged my shoulders.

'You only live life once.' I thought. With that in mind, I sat next to him. When the show was over, we decided that it would be pointless to try and go back to sleep. We just hung out, kissing occasionally.

I heard a knock at my door and concern passed across my face. Sai looked at me and got up to answer it. When I heard the voice, I froze where I was.

"Who are you? Do you know a Naruto Uzumaki? I was told that he lives here." Came the voice.

'I know that voice. SHIT!' I thought.

Author's Note: Well, it should be obvious who the person at the door is. If not, then you will find out in the next chapter. Anyway, please tell me what you think. I hope that you guys are liking it so far. There is still more to come.