Hey Dark Gothic Lolita here!
I actually like this story a lot. Like this idea popped in my head and I just had to write it! This was the only story that I have been working on throughout my 'depression.' Well this is the prequel so I didn't spend long on it, but the main story definitely. I've been pushing my depression into that and I don't really know why...
Anyway, I really hope that you guys enjoy this story!
Sorry for any crappy grammar and spelling, I don't own Fairy Tail or their characters either!
ENJOY!
My sin
Enter envy
She must have been the only one who through and through despised her sin...Wait...Did she really? Maybe not, maybe she did. She didn't understand that above all sins she was stuck with this one. It was hideous. Her actions were linked with wrath and it made her judgment heavily clouded. If people really knew what was going on in her head, it would shock many.
Her head was seriously a dark place. Paranoia was killing her slowly, the depression was easily killing her and she always held on to the one thing that brought her joy, hence making her sin more apparent when someone had something better than her. It wasn't fair that that person should be any happier than her!
It was her greatest downfall. From owning things, to feelings, it all made her so depressed. That's why she always had plans in her head. Plans to make that person miserable. More miserable than she already was. It would make her so happy. So unbelievably happy! She would enjoy it, savour it and laugh her head off in secret as to how badly they've been hurt. She laughed until her insides were sore and until she was ready to pass out due from lack of air.
But it hurt! She wasn't able to make friends because of it! She would get paranoid at every little thing, then she would try and plot the downfall of others, all so that she could get her own way. Does that mean she's a mixture of greed and wrath? Does that make her one of the worst sins of all time? It was like a foetus of pain and destruction that was brewing within her like a storm in the sky and she hated it so much. It was like she cried crimson tears over herself because even crying hurt! She may have as well been crying tears of blood!
It always came so naturally. She could just be sitting there, getting on with her life, doing a job or something and then BAM! She will see green! Her whole face would go green and her heart will screech in anger as her mind yelled, why can't I have that? She deserved it as much as the next person! With such a shoddy childhood, she deserves every nice thing in this world, and she would make everyone bow down to her if she wanted to!
She doesn't want it! Her sin makes her even more upset than she was already and she makes everyone else upset. It hurts because after all the euphoria and glee of laughing after making someone miserable, the magic of them being hurt was then lost. She didn't want them to be sad just because she made them! It was like she was living a life of hypocrisy! She didn't like it. When was she even cursed? Must have been the time of her childhood.
Her heart was black, if she actually did have a heart anyway. She felt like the embodiment of evil, but she knew it was the sin living within her. She wasn't the only one who bore this curse. But why did they? Their lives were all a living hell and none of them could all live normal lives like all the others could. That also made her see green everyday. There they all were, living normal lives when she had to live with the curse like the six others that were there with her right now. Who would do something so cruel? She didn't want to feel this way anymore! Her sin always got in the way of making friends and while she knew that they were trying to make friends with her, she constantly pushed them away with her sin.
She stood up, smoothing out her clothes in order to stall her introduction.
"I'm Juvia, and I am the sin of envy."
Soooo? How was that chapter?! I've been updating everyday like I said I would so now, tomorrow will be the last day because it's the last chapter before the main story then begins! Remember what I said, the main stor is called THIS IS MY VICE. Oh and by the way, are you all surprised by the sins? Probably not lol. I linked them according to the characters. The last sin is Pride and I want someone to guess who would have that sin lol.
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Lolita-chan
