Disclaimer: I don't own anything that has to do with Harry Potter. That includes his parents.
AN: I have, at last, finished this chapter and thus, this story. It took me far too much time (mostly because I was lazy). But anyway here it is!
Year 7
I have a problem. A big problem, in fact, it's huge, no gigantic! You see, there might be a tiny bit of a possibility that I have a crush on James Potter. Yes, I Lily Evans fancy James Potter. Shocking right? Apparently not to my so called best friends, they actually had the nerve to laugh at my problem. This is the reason as to why I'm hiding here, in one of Hogwarts many, many, many abandoned classrooms. This place sure does have a lot of those lying around. But that's O.K., it's kind of convenient when people's stupid best friends don't sympathise with people's problems. Really, why would they laugh? It is so not funny! And when I asked them what exactly was so funny they said it was about time I realised it. I have no idea what has been going on in their heads but I have not fancied Potter since fifth year. Their imagination is just weird. Really, me fancying Potter is absurd, but in fifth year? That's just crazy!
"Hi Lily." Speak of the devil. Oh Merlin what am I going to do? Just play it cool Evans, play it cool. Oh wow I love his hair. Damn it Lily focus.
"Po...Potter!" Oh damn I'm stuttering. And now I'm blushing. Stop blushing! It's embarrassing. "Wha... What are you doing here?" Get a grip on yourself woman. It's just Potter! There's nothing special about him. Except his hazel eyes, they're beautiful.
"Uhm, I was just..." Maybe he was stalking me again? Ooh he's blushing. That's it Potter clear your throat. Come on, get it out. I wonder if he's going to ask me out again.
"I uhm, kindoffollowedyouwhenyoustormedoutofthecommonroom." Weird, it sounded like he said he'd followed me here. Okay, maybe it's not that weird, this is Potter we're talking about, he likes stalking people.
"Sorry, what did you say?"
"I said that I uhm, followed you when you stormed out of the common room." Great he's stalking me again. And the creepy thing is that I find it sweet. Maybe I should go to the hospital wing, make sure I haven't been jinxed or poisoned or something.
"Why would you do that?" Bloody stalker!
"You looked mad, and kind of scared, so I decided to check if you were O.K." Aww that's so sweet! But he's still a stalker. A very cute stalker, but a stalker all the same. Wait, Potter is not cute!
"Well I'm fine so you can go now." Please, please, please leave now Potter! I can't think with you here! Ooh he smells so nice. Oh damn, here I go again.
"I'm not so sure about that Lily" I wonder if you can vanish people. "You look like something is really bothering you."
"Yes you." And your damn eyes! "Can you just leave?"
"No." What does he mean no? Is he suddenly incapable of walking?
"Why not?" See what you're doing to me Potter! You're making me growl. I don't growl! I never growl!
"Because I care." What? Potter doesn't care! He just wants me because he can't have me! Well couldn't have me, somehow I think I wouldn't say no if he asked me out now. And after I'd say yes I'd regret it immensely. Potter is so confusing. Wait... Why haven't I responded to that? There must've past like 4 minutes or something! And now that I've stopped confusing myself thinking about Potter, this silence is really uncomfortable. And I still haven't replied, why is that so hard? But really, what can I say to that? Yell at him? Tell him... well what can I tell him? Damn it Potter is so bloody confusing! And I really need to say something.
"You don't mean that." So that wasn't exactly the best comeback but at least I said something.
"Why do you always say that? You don't know how I feel! Because I do care Lily! I really do!" He seems frustrated. And hurt. I hurt him I didn't want to do that! Wait no! Lily stop! This is Potter, he doesn't like you, he just wants to get in your pants! He wants to use you!
"I truly wish I could believe that." Oh no, I did not just say that! That's as good as admitting you like him!
"Then why don't you?" Oh no, he's stepping closer, back away Lily, back away. Damn that's the wall. He's getting real close, he's right in front of you now! Do something Lily! Run, hex him, kick him, anything! He's touching my face now! Oooh his hand is so warm.
"How could I?" Why is my voice so shaky? Focus Lily focus. But that's very hard while I can feel his breath on my face.
"I really do care Lily." He's kissing me! I can't believe he's actually kissing me! You need to stop this Lily, stop this! Break the kiss Lily, break the kiss!
"Prove it." Yes that's a good idea if he really does care he'll prove it. I hope he does, though I doubt he will.
"I will." He looks serious about that. Can it be? Does he really care? Wait where is he going? He left! I can't believe he just left!
"Stupid prat."
