YAHH! CHAPTER 6! This is sort of an explanation to Hinata's soliloquy in Chapter 1. I'm also introducing some OCs, which I own. They just help fill in the gaps in my story.
Vocabulary: soliloquy: a passage in which a person is talking to himself or herself without addressing an audience.
Wake Me up With Summer Rain
Story 7: The State of the World
I sometimes wonder about the state of the world these days. I mean that when something seems perfect if just goes horribly wrong, by your own hand or someone else. I was engaged several months ago. He was a man from the Cloud Village in Thunder Country. I don't even know his face. It would be beneficial for the village and my family.
Especially for me.
I am a horrible person at heart and the state of my world is my fault. The village is at war because my fiancé. He was an assassin that was here to kill our Hokage. The Cloud persists that it wasn't their fault. My Ookami-shishou (ookami: wolf, shishou: teacher, master) knows an advisor in that village and assures the Council that it wasn't a provoked attack on the Leaf. It doesn't matter, though. I still feel horrible, that I'm a bringer of pain.
I gave pain to the one person who doesn't deserve it.
I'm like everyone else in the village.
Cold-hearted to the hero of the Hidden Village of the Leaf…
My first and only love…
He no longer desires me, as I have done so my entire life.
Shishou says it is a punishment for lovers who don't treasure their loved ones. That person's loved one receives the other person's punishment, so that both would suffer. She says she knows how to love and still loves him still. They area apart but know they care for each other still. I don't know how she can go through the pain…
"Shishou…how do you do it?"
"Hmmm? What do you mean?"
"How do you live on, with the knowledge that you hurt your loved one?""That he'd never forgive me if I didn't forgive myself. I loved him so much that I realized if I didn't love and care for myself, that I'd be killing my love one as well. Love's a two-way street, Hinata-chan! You know it, so do I; I just found out sooner than you did!""Demo…""That's how life is. You made just a normal mistake all people do that have so many responsibilities.""You have them too.""Yeah? So? I have loved ones and there more important that politics. Politics are there to secure all people. To secure yourself and others faith in you, you need to choose what's more important: the Village or Him. The Village would never forgive me if I didn't choose him, so I chose him because I wanted to and desired it so. I'll keep chasing for our utopia. That is my Nindo!"She such a strong person…If I can be something like her one day, then I know I have a chance with Naruto-kun…
She's horrible overall. Everyone knows.
But so kind that people understand…
"Never give up on chasing him! If you truly love him, never give you love up! Never! That is the way for all lovers! I swear to you as a proud Leaf kunoichi!"END NOTES: That character has been on my mind for a while. I have a manga that stars her as the main character but it's not a Naruto universe manga though.
