Hi awesome people!

Sorry I wasn't able to post last weekend but just finished an exam week so it was complicated BUT I did right some chapters so you will have regular posts every weekend!

I hope you enjoy this one!

Stay awesome!


CHAPTER 6

The worst part of being in love is that you never know if its for ever or not.

Every time a new love story begins everything is beautiful, perfect and there only that person that matters.

The real struggle starts when the first fight happens, and then the next and the next…But sometimes life is a bitch…and you have to struggle first before you get a taste at unconditional love…

Ashlyn was in the kitchen when Stacie spots her and runs to her for a hug.

"Oh my God Stacie you scared me!" says my nana.

"Ashlyn, I am sad" pouts Stacie as she steps back and looks down.

Ashlyn looks at me trying to understand what is wrong with the always smily and happy tall brunette but I shrug convinced that Stacie will tell her…

"I am in love and it sucks" she lets out and Ashlyn has the same shock written in her face as I probably had a few moments ago in my room.

"Oh dear don't say that! Love is beautiful…even if now it doesn't seem like it…even if it looks like there's no happing ending…it's always worth it to try" she says looking at both of us.

"But this time I think I am aiming to high Ash" a sigh leave a defeated Stacie.

"Well if it's any help, I never saw Aubrey smile as bright as since you two met" she states smirking.

"WHAT?!" Stacie and I shout.

"Oh come on don't be so surprised girls, I know you 4 and I know when something happens to you. And to be honest Stacie's crush on Aubrey is anything but subtle…girl you were so red when she asked you if you wanted to share a gum!" I laugh at that. Thinking about it Stacie really was acting weird around Aubrey since that first night that they met.

"You really think that she might like me back" she is smiling so big that Ashlyn and I can't help but share a knowing look.

"Ash we actually came here for hot cocoa do you th-"

"Beca shut up! Ashlyn and I need to speak about what she just said. You know where everything is, make hot cocoa for all of us will you?! Let's go Ash all the details" she takes Ashlyn hand and goes in the living room.

I smile to myself and start looking for all the ingredients for hot cocoa. I love that everyone loves Ashlyn as much as I do, not only Stacie but also Aubrey are under her spell. My nana is the best.

"Honey do you happen to know why Stacie basically just kicked me out of the living room?" my mom asks while coming into the kitchen.

"Believe it or not Stacie is in love and apparently Ash has important information" I raise my eyebrow at her.

"Her crush on Aubrey is painful to see" I turn around shocked.

"You also knew about her crush? What the heck was I the only one not seeing it?" my mom laugh at me coming over with four mugs in her hand.

"Sweetheart you are the last person to realize that love is right in front of you"

"What do you mean?

"Nothing love, nothing just that when it comes to love you are slow to catch up"

"Whatever mother!"

She laughs at me, and we wait for the milk to get warm.

"Soooo did you decide on what to do?" I knew that question was coming.

"I really still have no idea, I-"

"Beca you and I both know that music is your future sweetheart, why are you so scared to follow that path?" she asks lifting my chin gently. I love my mum.

"I don't want to disappoint you guys…Brian is married, has an awesome chid and is successfully taking over the family company! If I follow my music dream I will most likely fail. And I just wanted to make you and dad proud!" I once again lower my head.

"Honey we will be disappointed if you don't even try" I smile at her, my mum always know what to say to make me feel better and give me confidence.

"Look, Chloe is going to LA why don't you go with her? LA is good for artists like you!" I look at her with a shy smile, that's actually a pretty awesome idea.

"You think she'll take me as her roommate?" I smirk and my mum smirks back

"She's having a hard time thinking about separation and you to going back to not talking, I think she would be thrilled with this idea" the hot cocoa is now ready and my mum pours it in the mugs, while a look for marshmallows.

"I just want you to know that I could never be disappointed in you Beca, I am actually proud to have you as my daughter. I learned so much from you. You never used our name to achieve anything, you always fought for what you wanted and even if thinking that you will be so far away from me is hard, I am happy if you are. And if music is really what you want then I'll do anything to help you realize your dreams."

I feel a tear rolling down my cheek, my mom wipes it with her hand and sweetly smiles at me.

"I'm back bitches!" Chloe says as she hugs my mom from behind "Mmmmm hot cocoa please tell me that you left some for me!" she looks at me with hopeful eyes.

"I didn't!" I smile at the pout that instantly appears "But if you are patient I can make you some while my mum takes this in the living room" she frees my mum and gives me a big bear hug.

"You're the best Bec!" my mom smiles at us and leaves with the already prepared hot cocoa.

"Have you been crying?" she asks as she takes my head in her hands looking closely at me. My stomach does a weird thing, I hope I'm not getting sick.

"Just being emotional with my mum" I shrug. "Did you have fun with Lucifer?"

"Stop calling her that! I know that you love Aubrey!" she says unable to stop her laugh. "But yes with had lots of fun, but she was kinda sad and I couldn't make her tell me why…"

"Well if it's any consolation, Stacie came in crying like a kid and now your mum is consoling her" I smile knowing her next question.

"Why? What happened? Is she ok?" I smirk knowingly.

"She's in love with Aubrey"

"WHAT?!"