Ok, here's the songfic I owe you
Song : What Hurts Most Artist: Ronan Keating
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me
He heard the rain patter on the roof, but it didn't bother him. Now as a few tears trickled down his face, he let them flow out. He was still together, still fine, but she had left him. Sometimes he could pretend to be fine, but inwardly, he was aching for her. It didn't bother him much, since he was numbed by the pain she had caused.
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do
Every time he passed by her, he wanted to say something, and he had so much to say. Then, she would walk away from him. He would never know what would be, what could be. And she didn't see that he still loved her, that his heart ached for her to be with him again.
It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
Every time he passed by her room, he was reminded of her, but he still managed to keep himself together. And every time he met someone who he had met with her, or someone whom she had introduced him to, made the pain even more unbearable, but he managed. Going through the everyday motions, living with regret. If only he could do every thing over again, just to numb the pain a little. He would do anything to trade the words in his heart which he left unspoken, all for her.
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
What made the pain worse was seeing her with other men. But it hurt even more to be unable to say anything to her, even though he had so much to say, to see her walk away from him. He wished that she would give him another chance so that he would know what might happen if they had continued together. And loving her what brought the pain.
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