Chapter 7
Author notes: I just want to thank every one of you who reviewed, I'm really grateful for them.
And I also want to say sorry for any grammatical errors, I should trust my guts when I feel that it is wrong but both my beta's say it correct.
And I'm sorry if it took a little time but somehow the text disappeared from my document and I know that I saved it. So I had to rewrite and that took some time. And I have had a lot of things to do, but I try to post a new chapter every week but we will see how well that goes later on.
It is a little short but this chapter was a little harder to write. Anyway as usually I do not own any of the characters of Grey's Anatomy they belong to Shonda Rhimes, but I own Hannah and her family.
Hannah's POV
"Hey" I look up to see my doctor sit by my bedside, I must have fallen asleep, I quickly look away, I can't face her. I'm scared what will happen if she figures out anything about me, I must remain a secret. And I have to get out of here, and fast before mother noticed that I'm gone.
"We are going to transfer you to the Pediatric floor" She says and stands up. "You just need to sit in this bed while we transport you to your new room, okay?" she says and I continue to stare at my hands. Now I get the opportunity to look for a good escape route.
"And I need to ask you a couple of questions before we transfer you, okay?" She says questioningly and I continue staring.
"Okay, can you remember anything from the accident?" she asks and I can't answer her. First of all, I can't say a single word, and second, I have to keep my identity unknown.
"Do you remember your name?" She asks when I didn't answer the first question. After she have waited or me to answer, she starts looking into her pocket of her lab coat. She lay a pen and a little piece of paper on the bed next to my legs. "Can you write the answers instead?" she says and points at the paper and pen next to me.
I look at the paper.
Here's my chance, my chance to tell them everything. My chance to be heard, but who am I kidding, who will actually care about me. Me, the girl who no one knows who she is. The girl who is just in the way of everyone else, the girl that no one love, of will ever be loved. So if I tell her, my mother will find out where I have been and that is not going to end very well. I need to be strong until my mother let me go.
She looks at me and sighs "You are not going to answer me, are you?" She asks and I feel sorry for her, she tries so hard to help me but I can't be helped, I'm a lost case. There is no one who can save me.
"Okay, you don't have to say or write anything now, but I'm going to transfer you now" She says and starts doing something with all the different things that I'm connected to.
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Derek's POV:
Walking through the hospital doors with Zola in my arm, hoping to see my wife before dropping Zola off at daycare. Zola's small fingers pull and spins playfully coils of my hair, and there by the nurses station, she stands.
"Hey" I say and give her a small kiss on her cheek. "So what happened to our Jane Doe?" She turns around and give me a smile.
"Hey honey. And isn't it my favorite girl" She says smiling to Zola and takes her in her arm. "She had locked herself in the bathroom and they we got in she sat in the shower, fully dressed with steaming hot water pouring over her. A few areas of her arm got slightly damaged, and I… I tried to talk to her…" she says uncertainly with Zola balancing on her hip.
"How did it go? Did she say anything?" I ask.
"She didn't want to answer." I signs "When she didn't answer me I gave her a pencil and a paper, she just stared at the paper. I just know that there is something that she is hiding, and with all whose bruises and scars, I just…"
"Mer, it's okay. We will help her in the best way we can, with what we know" I say comforting.
" I know, but what if that's not enough?"
"Well it has to be enough, we can only do our best and hope that's good enough." I say and look at my watch.
"Well I should go and drop this little princess at daycare now, I have a consult in five minutes. I met you at our Jane Doe's room later"
"Yea, bye bye Zozo" she says and give Zola a little kiss on her forehead, and hand her over to me.
" I love you and I see you later" I say lovingly
I love you too, she says lovingly and I turn around and start walking towards the daycare.
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Meredith stands over the nurses station writing a chart, I walk up to her and pull her in my arms. She turns her head "Hi, Derek" She says and kiss my lips soft.
"You gave me quite a scare, when you forgot to tell me that you already transfer her to the Pediatric floor. And when I went to check on her she wasn't there, I asked a nurse and she told me that you have transferred her to Pediatric floor." I say.
"I'm sorry"She says with a laugh. "Well I can ensure that she is in her room now… Umm.. Derek?"
"Yes?" I ask and she turns around, so we stand facing each other.
"I don't think she will be telling us something anytime soon, so I think we should report her to the media as a missing person. If she won't say anything when maybe someone that knows her well."
"Yeah, we should do that, I have to check on a patient before we tell her." I say and look at the door to her room.
"Okay, I make the call and I see you in a few minutes"
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Meredith POV:
"Okay, let's go in and tell her" I say and step inside the patient's room with Derek shortly after me. She is sitting in the bed with the paper and the pencil in the same place as I left it.
"Hi, I got some news,." I take a deep breath before I continue "We have reported you to the media, in corder for someone to recognize you." I say and she looks up the minute I told her the news. She looks so scared, so terrified, like she just heard the worst news she even could have imagined. She doesn't even try to hide what she feels, she had always tried to hide it and avoid eye contact. But not this time, she seems so lost, not knowing what to do next.
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