Love

NESSIE POV

I taught I was dead. I knew I was dead. I didn't know what happened. My death wasn't quick. Then something stuck me. If I am dead I couldn't fell anything. But there was too much pain. Then I taught about Jake. I thought that will make death peaceful Then I heard a swish of air. Someone was beside me. It had everything I wanted. Warmth, heartbeat and a woody smell. Wait! It has to be Jacob. With great effort I opened my eyes. He was standing there. I was surprise that I was alive. I couldn't help but smile at him. I was too grateful to see this face again. He folded his arms over his chest.

His expression clearly showed that he was very angry with me. May be he was angry because I had some feelings for when he thought me as a friend. A good friend. May be this will be the last time he will see me. The thought made my smile fade away. I murmured a lifeless 'Hey'. He kept staring. This clearly said that I was right. Tears started filling my eyes. I never cry usually. But this time, I didn't want to force it back.

He suddenly came to me and warped his arms around my shoulders and said, 'Please don't cry.' He pleaded.

I wanted to tell him that I loved him. I didn't have much courage. I managed to speak between her sobs. 'I…am…s-s-orry'

He soothed me. 'Shh. Why did you do this? How could you? Why didn't you speak to me directly?'

I did know the answer. I ran because I was a coward and possessive who bear to lose Jake to someone else. I started sobbing again. He tightened my grip around me. He cradled me softly. 'I…I…I…' I couldn't tell him.

He again calmed me. 'Shh. Shh. Do you want to know who I imprinted on?'

Yes, of course. I nodded. 'Please'

He cupped my face in his hands 'You'

I stared at him like I was seeing the sun for the first time. I couldn't believe it. Maybe I was dreaming. I forced some words out, 'Really'

'Yes.' He said calmly.

'I-I love you Jake.' I managed to choke out.

'I love you Ness'

I wanted to talk so much. I wanted to ask him many questions.

'Shh. We will talk tomorrow. Please sleep. You need rest.'

Yes. I was too tired. I could talk to him freely next day. I slept peacefully in my Jacob's arm.

Next day I woke up next day Jake was sleeping in the couch. I wanted to get up and frighten him. I suddenly felt a pain in my leg. I thought of another plan. I groaned like I was pain. He woke up suddenly and came to me.

'What happened?' he asked suddenly alarmed.

'Nothing.' I said.

He calmed a bit. Then he stroked the hair from my face. 'Good morning beautiful.'

'Good morning.'

We stayed silent for a long time. Then I asked him 'How did u…um…I mean…um…find me?'

He inhaled sharply. 'Alice saw a vision seeing that you are fighting 3 vamps in Texas. I raced there.' He closed his eyes and then continued, 'you were lying there half-dead. I couldn't even hear your heartbeat. It was so low. I have never felt so helpless. I came home as fast as I could and Carlisle treated you. He treated you for an hour. That was the worst time of my life. I didn't know if you were alive. I felt so helpless. So horrible and…' he trailed off without finishing it. He buried his head in his hand.

I blankly stared at him not knowing what to say. 'Sorry.' I said awkwardly.

'Ms. Renesmee Claire Cullen, you will never put me through that ever again.'

I smiled weakly and said, 'Sorry'

He kissed on my forehead and went out. As soon as he went out all my family members came in. Great. A family reunion. I didn't know what I was going to tell them. I hid my head under my pillow. I started crying. Das came in and stroked my hair. I said 'Go away.'

Dad said 'Don't worry! Shh. Shh. Shh. We won't ask anything. Okay. Now turn around and face me.'

I turned. He smiled and asked me 'How do you fell?'

'Better.'

Then mom suddenly started yelling at me 'WHY THE HELL DID YOU PUT ME THROUGH THAT? DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA…?'

I just snuggled into dad's chest and started crying. He interrupted mom, 'Honey please calm down. She regrets for doing so.'

'But…' mom started. Uncle Jasper was concentrating on my mom.

'Shh.' My dad said. Then mom went out of the room muttering something under her breath.

I kept crying. Uncle Jasper was messing with my head again. But I didn't stop crying. Alice came and held my hand. I was leaning against dad's chest and crying. Uncle Emmett came and sat beside me.

Their every act was stabbing me like a knife. I can't bear this. I really wanted them to o now. Only that could make mw feel better.

Dad understood me and said 'let's go.'

'We just…' Alice started.

'She needs rest.' Every one left the room. Then Carlisle came in.

'How do you feel? Are you hurt or in pain.'

'No. Better' Of course I was hurt and in pain. But my answer was correct to his context.

He examined me and left the room. I started crying again. Then Jake came in.

'Hey. Shh. Shh. Listen to me. No one is mad at you. Everyone is just worried. Bella will come to meet you after sometime. Probably in the evening. She is a bit heart broken. Now Edward convinced her. No harm done. Now sleep. You need that more than anything. Sleep. When you get up everything will be fine. Now. Sleep'

'But…' he shut my mouth with his fingers.

'Sleep.'

I knew that there was no point in arguing with him. I just adjusted myself and he kissed my head 'See you when you wake up.'

That was all I remember. Everything was fine as he said. My life turned normal. I was even happier than before. I loved him and he loved me. That was all that mattered.